hii this is stlamb's roommate/best friend. i know she's disappeared from social media after posting some worrying things, and some of u may be worried, but she's ok, she's just very disoriented, confused, and paranoid from active psychosis, so she's taking a break. nothing that she's posted or implied is fake or a performance, she has schizophrenia and is currently seeking help. she's not violent or dangerous at all, just scared, confused, and the boundaries of what's real & what's not are very blurred for her atm. she's never been like this before in the 10+ years I've known her - she's the kindest, smartest person i know, but she has been recovering from a long-term abusive relationship with someone (who is still currently trying to harm her on this very website) that has essentially flipped her life & mind upside down, and the stress of it all is unfortunately part of what triggered the psychosis. this is all very new for both of us, so we're taking it one step at a time, but she has help and support and i know she will be ok. thank you to everyone who has been kind to her, she will hopefully be back once she is feeling a little more stable.
