#stillcannotfindpeace

      “ Do I look like an ATM to you? A charity? We all need the money, pal; why the fuck would I let you in on this? ”  He’s blunt, as always, squaring his shoulders as he sits up. His father had been in on yet another scam for quick cash, which, of course, meant that Shaun was too.  “ From what I hear, you’re a pretty big gamble, Pinkman. ”

In our ferris wheel ride.

You asked me to hold your hand tight As we’re going take a ferris wheel ride I smiled and breathe deeply I looked into your eyes and see paradise The moment i open my mouth is also the time i figured out, I’m in love

The first and second rotation of the ride are nothing but joy. Everything is like a movie where slow motion happens and there’s a music in the background You’re happy, i’m inexpressably happy. Every morning, excitement is overflowing because my heart knows that your sweet, long and thoughtful message will be my breakfast.

The third rotation is a push and pull experience. I remember waiting the whole day and night wishing your name will pop up. I remember how i realized your devotion in Him, to the point you attempted to let go of my hand tightly holding yours(Don’t worry, I understand) And i remember how my tears stream down my face as i read your explanations. But still, in this rotation we were together.

The fourth rotation, but i guess not the last though WE lasts. I don’t know how our infinity ends but i’m happy that i felt your love was real. It was genuine and pure.

I said that it’s not the last rotation because we can still visit our ride or shall i say the world that we built? The world where it’s just you and me, si baho at panget? The world that starts in “You both liked 00000AAAAA” And the world that will serves as our home when the real one is in defeaning silence.

I hope you’ll find the one who’d love you unconditionally and may God bless you. *smiles*

( @stillcannotfindpeace )

( @stillcannotfindpeace )

prompt || accepting

Getting ready to take a shower, Anna certainly had no qualms about stripping herself down in the hotel room she was currently sharing with Shaun ... and while there was no doubt that she could have been doing so in the actual bathroom itself, it would have completely ruined just what she hoped would happen. And when he finally came in? Her back was turned to him, the tattoo that dominated her back in full view ... and every bit of skin was bared to him, in full view to be admired. 

prompt || accepting

It wasn’t as if it was uncommon for a wolf to be seen in this general area ... but what was uncommon, was the fact that there was a wolf wandering around the city itself. The size of the wolf would certainly suggest that it was male in gender ... and certainly one big ass one, at that, but what couldn’t be denied was the fact that the wolf looked far from being okay. With its head hung lower than its shoulders, it seemed to be wandering aimlessly with no real concern for any humans around ... or the traffic it was approaching. There was no doubt that this wolf was an oddity... 

This was too weird.

She assumed that once she hit the ground, maybe even before, everything would just fade to black and she’d completely cease to exist. At the very most that she’d be in an empty (but hopefully peaceful) void for the rest of eternity.

Never in her wildest dreams would she imagine she’d ‘wake up’ dead.

She looked over at him, eyes displaying a little more worry than she tended to do while she was still living. ❛ Is moving on an option? For us, I mean. ❜ She felt torn. She was relieved beyond measure that things had gone their way, that her sacrifice hadn’t been for nothing. That THEY’D WON.

But now that the dust had settled and she knew they were safe it was hard to watch them go on with their lives knowing that she couldn’t be a part of them anymore. ❛ It should make me happy to get to see them go on right? I guess I’m just being selfish. ❜