hii i know you're in the torture labyrinth (dankovsky fic) but i have been having thoughts about the kids again and went through your tag again and what are your thoughts on murky.. mishka (crowd cheers) what would she do when shes an adult? ik some ppl hc her as taking over the menkhu role, but youve said you think she has too much trauma related to blood and illness which i can see, but shes still drawn to the lines, the earth and so on. would she become some form of emshen/oynon role, even if she wasn't a menkhu? is she friends with the herb brides/maidens (LOVE that concept btw..). does she get along with taya, now that their age gap has become almost nonexistent. what's her favourite kin holiday... and so on. does she enjoy spending holidays/religious days with family/friends (burakh(+ovsky), sticky, other kids?) or alone contemplating. how would her dynamic with sticky change as they/she grows into teens and later adulthood. i cant see her moving to the capital or wanting to study like sticky but i could see her taking a year or so following people of the kin who still have a semi-nomadic lifestyle with the bulls. if you have any thoughts, so to speak
unrelated to your answer i just woke up (or rather got on my computer after waking up) and in the notifications bar your ask showed "hii i know you're in the torture labyrinth..." and i was like wughuh?
but indeed i am. not only am i in the dankovsky fic torture labyrinth i also have midterms coming this week sisters i'm afraid i might not make it. but i must.
okay re:murky for those not up to date on the #lore anon is making mention of [this one] true and real.
she never really "gets over" her visceral repulsion wrt blood, but as i've mentioned she goes Hard on the herbalism/herbology/tincture-making of the menkhu's role, i think in this, and only in this, is she able to overcome a hint of repulsion when she has to use blood or organs in the tinctures: i think what horrifies here is the blood on/in/of a warm body (trauma of the death of her parents). and vice-versa, i think Sticky is a huge gross organs and blood and operations fan (comic i'll make one day: dandy catnip stiky [and khan but it's not about him rn] hanging out at notkin's worker-flat as a adults, to cut the tension sticky who brought his medicine book goes "anyone wants to go see a diagram of a tracheostomy" and catnip and dandy are like ewwww don't show me this shit!!!!!! and notkin who's been trying to rest yells Can you all shut up on my day off. anyways that's his deal) but sticky's not like The Best at tinctures. indeed murky is better. so they become a two in one deal. they work together (even if sticky is "easier" to deal with as a person because murky loves going away into the steppe when she doesn't want to socialize. very much like my father and me in this regard which tells you something about us more than about her) and will work together until the end, where the next generation's menkhu (and in my head, even if they're of the same age with murky, it'll be Taya, or a youth of Taya's circle) comes around. Murky is Essential to Burakh's & Sticky's practice as they grow up because She's The One who can pick the herbs. Burakh is also very good at it, but as time goes he can't go out in the steppe and wander off for hours because his legs hurt, and Sticky no matter how hard he tries he struggles a bit. Murky Is Here Murky Has It In For You. both sticky and murky are emshen more than they are fully fledged Menkhu because both do not fully master the intertwineness of things, but they both do enough + work under Burakh so socially they're let to (if they want) do the Menkhu things such as cutting up bodies (which Murky doesn't want to. but she's socially allowed).
she is still really close to the herb brides and to the maidens she once knew who've now become brides because as stated -> Goes There In The Steppe. they're also murky's informers on the state of the herbs this time of year, she can go to them and be like Do you think you could grow us blood twyre. i kinda need blood twyre for a thing. and the herb brides will dance the dance that coaxes blood twyre out of the bloodground.
she grows really close to Taya (in no small parts because Taya, or someone from Taya's circle, will take up the menkhu torch after them) and they see and speak of each other as equals. taya studies under Burakh like the rest of Burakh's bond did (or kinda-did) under Isidor. "getting along" and "being close" are two different things, murky again is not really a Sociable person but she and taya find each other so often (-> the steppe) that they link up and bond.
murky's favorite holiday is the end-of-winter one (which in the steppe corresponds with the spring equinox because the snow stays that long (even longer)) where there is a lot of eating as you within rites eat what of the winter's reserves is still left to celebrate Making It Through the winter and as a way to intice warmth to come quicker (in Murky's time this is less of a Huge Deal because even the Kin [those who live in the town, but still of course participate] have access to stuff like. flour and sugar so it's Technically harder to starve if the temperatures drop again after the spring equinox). she's not found of the noise and the crowds but she fw the dancing so she. say it with me. goes out into the steppe. and someone brings her food eventually. it's a big Herb Bride Day too because they're thanked for last year's harvest which allowed the people to live through the winter and are asked to do good again this time and make the plants grow quickly quickly. murky mostly prefers keeping to herself Due To Noise And Crowd but the household typically holds a smaller gathering after the main party so she can celebrate.
indeed she does Not go study in the Capital, i think she visits a few times but crowd & noise etc. annoying. i like the idea of following the seasonal migrations of the semi-nomadic members of the tribe who come back to the town come fall but also i think one day she just packs a huge bag and goes "i'm going to spend six months out in the steppe alone to study some new herbs" and Burakh is like 😨 but like what can he do. so he gives her a gun in case she needs to defend herself. she comes back alive, unharmed, with a bunch of dried hare meat in her pack she killed and skinned and processed herself and enough dry herbs to pack a Capital pharmacy. pathologic 5 (4 is for clara) of murky's periple in the steppe. survival not-horror (or maybe a little bit horror but it's just isolation and mindgames) where you gotta handle your water and food supply and have a book of all the herbs you need to find and identify. ok.
















