#stfumali

For me, reading or watching a relationship grow, especially romantic ones, is absolutely my shit. This works hand in hand with friendship and platonic love? Since I have my soulmate that I love too but not like a lover?

I prefer seeing the troubles, struggles, the tiny little happy moments and moments of "ooohh! So that's what I've been feeling.... fuck..." or even refusal to accept the love.

I've been missing that much lately despite me finding a good grasp of very good fics based on that. (Slow burn stories are rare too somehow)

Smut and erotic stuff are nice and I need them for feeling complete with a couple xD it's just my pervy self and the liking of the thought of that Intimacy and new feelings... but like.

It isn't half as good without the precious love story. I always prefer complex, slow burn storiws over smut.

I wonder if this is one of the reasons people have a hard time following my stories. There doesn't happen much R18 before something developed.

Ahh, I just want some more good stories focused on troubled feelings... where it's not as easy to get to your special one.

Maybe I shouldnt think about stories and my own projects right after waking up.

I am seduced to reblog my comic from back then.... but like its so bad compared to now.

Maybe I'll skip that shit... maybe not....

Am I like the only one who doesn't see much sense in this day except markets gaining money?

I mean, if you love someone.... why would you show it on this day when you can randomly surprise them with gifts?

Randomly kiss, randomly hug, every day in a year. If you feel especially happy with your partner, show them.... at any time in the year. (I love to surprise my mother randomly too. She's always close to crying, so cute)

I hope I understood it right xD

I am highly annoyed by people who think they are above others and treat others like trash. Like, they actually think people are not worth their time. (I’ve witnessed this a lot with customers at retail. They surely forget that everyone starts somewhere and that cashiers are humans).

Humm, I hate people who are SUPER fussy about correct language, not breaking rules and the like. I can’t stand if people again think they are so much better and can correct you and force you to be like they want.Like, how stupid it is to force someone to be like you want them to be. Ugh, stupid. Let people be themselves, damnit. They have flaws, that makes them great.

I HATE messy flats. I hate the messiness that comes along with lazy people who have no drive to tidy up at all. I am honestly not a cleaning freak but there should be quite the standart how to keep your space tidy.I’ve always had fights with my friend about this issue. I understand that you’re tired after work and don’t want to clean your place at free days BUT COME ON. It disgusting to look at the tower of dishes, the clouds of dust on the floor and just the clothes lying everywhere. I hate that. I will always nag about that. It has to be clean and neat at my space  else I will be really mad.

I could kill people who touch my stuff, break it or give it back without cleaning it up. Srsly, fck then. I entrusted you an item, please return it in the state I gave it to you.

I will always complain about people who are unable to save up money and waste it recklessly, just to ask for money at the end of the month. Like, come on. It’s common sense to save up enough money, to get yourself proper food and drinks if you have enough of it. Like, this is not about people who fight for their dear lives not having enough money.. but the kind of people that buy every bullshit and forget to put some money behind to live PROPERLY in the last week of a month. I hated that so much. I’ve had always help with money while I studied, but I still wasn’t wasting it when I knew I had to pay bills and other crap.I know you need to spoil yourself once in a while but then fucking save up money for the rest of the month. I’ve been telling a friend to put away money as “emergency coin” but they failed and guess what? They have some debts to pay of.