#malirl

I kind of saw stuff, but I didn’t hear much about it.

I actually wasn’t all that much online. I’ve been super busy with my new starting school for work. So... knowing I have to write 6 exams in less than three weeks, with 2 to 3 exams per week until the end of the year, I have tons of stuff to do ^^

I am alive, I swear

I just feel like dying to my shark week, my fucking 48h hours week this time and gosh, it’s so annoying to deal with people for 8 hours straight

Gosh, dang.

My new working place is sure a hard place to be. It’s like they’re neglecting me and ignoring me for some reason despite their duty to teach me stuff.

So my reason for being inactive is that I feel quite unhappy and still have to adjust to my new life. It’s super exhausting and being almost 9h a day there doing basically nothing to no limits (and it’s hard to get distracted with something useful), I felt just drained at the end of the day.

I hope that thing will change for the better though. I guess I have to be patient for now...

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As you saw I’ve got myself some new paiting materials and I keep thinking about what I might draw as practise, before I get my Shikishi Boards that I want to sell later. My commissions are still on hold because I don’t want their quality to suffer.

(My commissioners don’t have to worry though, since I didn’t ask for the first part of the payment so far there that I didn’t start working on them. If there are questions, please approach me.)

I think the Pup image turned out quite well. I am thinking about doing more of these, but with different fandoms. If I know the characters and like them, I might as well draw them but I cannot promise :) I just feel like doing something traditional, since it’s more fun for me. (And I can ignore the mistakes I do xD they are hard to fix)

I hope you’re all being fine and enjoy your weekend.

loves,

So much talk, so little art...

Since this month is super busy for me, I won't get to draw much except on commissions and my own stuff. (The winners of the art raffle have been informed that I will start on their prizes starting June.)

Als, I am working on my fancomic for MHA with the Oc story I'm planning with my friend. This comic is honestly for my own pleasure and practise issues. This means I will split up time for Swapfell Dawn comics and that one.

I am really determined to work on my original series later so that the mha fancomic is even better practise due to manga style and more humans in it. SFD helped me a lot with conveying emotions, my comic "I will kill you" will help me with bodies and actual action scenes. So much for why I am distracting myself with other fandoms. (Not to mention I've missed drawing other stuff too much. Undertale is nice, but it doesn't satiesfy every need.)

Back to the point!

I will do a lot of commission pieces in June (since me needs money and thats why I've been so facking busy for 3 months now), I will try to finish the current Sfd chapter and i will go for drawing Blue's Heat 3 ft Underfell. Not to mention I will work on the art raffle prizes.

So around end of June I will open up Commissions again! You can approach me about those before still if you want to! Icon commissions are accepted basically always!

If you're interested about my other works, follow my sfw blog :) I highly appreciate that.

Love you cookies!

One more friggin' week... then I've made it through hell. It's not healthy to interact with idiots on a daily base in retail for 8h every day.

But I almost made it and feel so fucking happy about that. Geez, what a pain.

Also it's only one more week before I get zo go to my well-deserved Nickleback concert. Aaah, so hyped ♡♡♡ sooo good ♡

Also, I saw the lovely kofis I got.

Thank you for staying with me and supporting me although I haven't been all that active all.

I hope ya'll still are hyped to see my attempts on art and maybe open up to my projects on my sfw account too! (Also I made an account on Twitter but I am still confused about the Website)

Oh well

Thank you everyone for your Ko-Fi!!!!!!!

Holy shit… when I asked for your support I hoped for some kofi… like really not much, but a bit would’ve helped but you got me so much that it will be enough for me to get the desired tablet once the sale starts again! (Which will be soon because of Easter!)

I will all let you know when it’s in my grabby hands now… and share the luck YOU enabled me! This tablet will be completely fund of commissions, ko-fis and the pledge series (even tho I had to use up a huge part for taxes.)

Now it throws up my complete idea to do something in exchange for kofi… you got me so much that it’s just…. it’s enough…

God… this is just too much to handle.

I have another idea now and I will update that one asap! The voting poll will be closed for this!

I still want to say HUGE THANKS to my lovely cookies: Noj (I will threat you with something…. because I know you’re awesome… I’ll use your weaknesses against you) MissSalvira (You helped to make a good one out of it!) Jelly (Holy I will kill you, once I see you again <3) and super huge thanks to SkeleBro (God your message Q3Q Gosh, thank you so, so much. You helped me with the last huge step…!!!)

I won’t forget your kindness ever! You make me come closer to my dream so much more! Even with having troubles in RL you helped me so hard still to get myself things I’ve wished for so long!

I hope that I’ll be able to change my working room into a drawing room soon with all the implements I need to enjoy my hobby to the fullest!

Thank you! I love you all!

Man, this fandom sure is the best things I’ve ever encountered!

It made me believe in my art and creativity and enabled me to get myself so many great stuff and joy <3<3

I'm just having a hard time and depressive phases tend to be real nasty... especially if I feel like I am a lazy shit even tho I am mostly working the entire time.

I have to fill like 170 hours for this month and it's taking it's time and strenght a lot.

Not to mention my self esteem is trash.

Thanks for worrying for me.

I'm fine, I'll manage.

Thank you everyone for all of your sweet and awesome birthday wishes!

My day has been awesome! Thank you all!