āletting go hurts⦠a lot.ā gimme a lil ellis angst
The beeping of the machines that kept Ellis Grant alive had become so rythmic, that Lowery Cruthers no longer heard them at all. Instead, he sat on the chair at the side of Ellisā bed, his chin resting against his hands as he watched Ellis in a stony silence. Heād been there so long that the nursing staff had long since stopped telling him to go home and instead had taken to bringing him food and water every couple of hours, to make sure he was well nourished whilst he watched over the girl that he would argue was the love of his life.Ā Owen had visited a number of times, as had Ellisā parents, but none of them stayed as long as Lowery did - they all eventually went home.Ā
āLowery, youāve got to go home man. Get some restā¦a shower.ā Owen stood at the foot of Ellisā bed, shifting his gaze from Ellis to her boyfriend and then back again as he spoke.Ā āIāll stay here whilst youāre gone, iāll make sure that sheās safe.āĀ
āLike you did on the island?ā Lowery spat back, exhaustion making him bitter and spiteful.Ā
Owen choked back the urge to argue, accepting that Lowery didnāt really mean what he was saying. Besides, Owen Grady didnāt need someone else telling him he should feel guilty for the position Ellis was currently in, he did enough of that himself.Ā āWhatever man, call me when youāre ready.ā He turned then and left the room.Ā
When he left a nurse walked over, picking up the chart and checking Ellisā vitals, making a note that they were again, unchanged.Ā āI know you wont want to hear thisā¦ā She said quietly as she replaced the clipboard.Ā āBut your girlfriend, she may never wake up and even if she does, the chances of her remembering you, or herself evenā¦theyāre slim.ā
Lowery glanced away from Ellis for the first time in hours, and stared open mouthed at the nurse. In genuine shock at the words that were coming out of her mouth.
āLetting go hurtsā¦a lot.ā The nurse continued.Ā āBut sometimes itās for the best.āĀ
āIām not giving up on her.ā Lowery said sternly.Ā āBecause she would never give up. Sheāll wake up, youāll see. Youāll all see.ā