can someone please take me back to the time when it was easier to be the gifted child without effort? the time when i made insignificant mistakes on papers that didn't tank my entire result, just took me away from first place? when i wasn't so overwhelmed by the amount of focusing everything requires now? when i wasn't throwing up from the anxiety of having a mechanics paper the next day that i know every concept on, but make random calculation errors on anyway because focusing is just that much harder? when i wasn't coping with shit in such unacceptable and illogical ways?















