#stelenad

thanks beautiful <3

Rules: Write 15 things that make you happy and then tag 5 people.

Writing. RPs, fanfictions, novels, anything. It is a major part of my life, and it has been for so many years. I literally cannot live without it. Creating characters and giving them life really makes me relax and smile for a few hours.

Cooking/Food. In my family, everybody cooks and food has a tremendous importance in our lives. We're always talking about recipes. Man, the impact a good dish can have on your life.

My family. I absolutely love my parents and I would do anything for them. I have a lot of cousins on my dad's side and I am close to the majority of them. I'm missing them btw.

My cat. She's the sweetest, nicest, fluffiest and softest creature ever. I love her so much and she brings me so much joy.

Books. I love reading, even though I don't do it as much as I used to anymore. Even the feel of a book in my hands makes me happy.

Music. With a good melody and powerful lyrics. Music inspires me and helps me focus.

Nail polishes. I have over 40 different colors.

TV shows. Duh. I watch too many shows but still have a ton I want to start. Too many OTPs. They brought so many amazing people in my life.

Movies. I'm obsessed with French independent movies, most of all but I love all of them, except blockbusters.

My idols. Paul Wesley, Nina Dobrev, Emma Watson, Emma Stone... It's great to be inspired by such amazing people.

Lipstick. I started putting lipstick on recently, as my first step in the makeup world. Makeup is hard for me since I can't put anything on by myself due to a side-effect of my disability. Except lipstick. it was a liberation.

The Harry Potter Saga (movies and books). My whole childhood. Whether it's re-reading a book or re-watching a movie, it always puts me in a good mood.

Clothes. That may seem silly but I dressed in black during my early teenage-hood because I'm very curvy and didn't like my body at all. I still don't, but having my own style with very bright colors and sparkly things. Clothes make me feel better about myself.

Winter. I love winter. Staying in, hot chocolate, festive atmosphere, great food and warm blankets. Scarves and beanies. Presents, advent calendars. Do I need to say more?

Internet, in general. I've met amazing people on here and I couldn't be more glad to have them in my life now.

3rd one... it is canon [clapping emote]. i am richie, richie is me

this is like the ~summer of their lives. we were told they were deliriously happy and in love but what we get is lying and mistrust and anger on screen.

Sometimes I think it's intentional? Loving Elena is supposed to make Damon a better person but he murders innocent people on the d/l still. I can easily read Delena as Plec turning her inner troll into a story line. WHICH SOMETIMES I DO AND LAUGH A LOT.

But other times I'm like. What are you doing. Why are you doing. I know for a fact you can write better BECAUSE YOU WROTE BETTER BAMON SHIT IN VERY SAME EPISODE YOU WROTE HORRIBLE DELENA STUFF. LAST FUCKING YEAR YOU WROTE A VARIATION THE SAME STORY WITH STEFAN AND ELENA AND WERE ABLE TO DO IT WITHOUT MAKING UP NEW MEMORIES? 

bring up some good D/E songs. have them go back to the motel. have never let me go swell up as Elena stares at his lips and is filled with horrifying WANT. 

idk it being gradual makes sense because he took away 3 years of memories? whereas we have only seen hours-weeks taken before?

elena’s compulsion will be undone gradually, it has been said by jp. alaric ‘died’ and that undid the compulsion

omg inside was so fucking creepy and disturbing

SO MUCH SO MUCH I JUST

I watched it by myself at 2 am and got irrationally worried and scared at any odd noises I could hear outside.

Also the ending D: 

queervivienne replied to your post:1, 2

i haven’t seen inside but i remember reading a detailed review of it & haven’t worked up the nerve to it because the premise itself is one i’m like “NOPE NOPE NOPE” on but i’m also intensely curious about it lol

SO MUCH A HUGE NOPE.

Like I do think it SUCCEEDS as a horror movie, like, the vulnerability of the lead is just such a huge DDDD: for me that I'm immediately just horrified at the thought of someone trying to take her kid while she's still pregnant, and watching her be attacked and struggling to fight made me squirm so much and get and I loved the clever ways she fought off her attacker?

but it's just so bleak. I don't regret watching it but it wasn't an enjoyable film experience, if that makes sense? I enjoy creepy shit but I don't enjoy THAT, if that makes any sense.

theyearofthewolf said: Funny thing: after Inside came out, the makers of it got hired by Dimension Films to remake Hellraiser, and then they turned in their script and got immediately fired because it was too horrific.

....oh my god.

Just oh my god.

Everyone should see this tidbit.

jesus christ what must that script be like. I'm morbidly curious tbh.

1. What’s the most depressing movie you’ve ever watched?

Grave of the Fireflies is the most awful shit, literally, no one watch it, you will cry and cry and cry

What’s the most disturbing movie you’ve ever watched?

This one is really hard for me, because movies that are considered disturbing some people aren’t for me (I am desensitized to a lot of shit), the stuff that does disturb me probably doesn’t disturb other people, and often times, I tend to avoid things really, really disturbing or upsetting because I like being entertained—if something is going to leave me with a sick sad empty feeling inside, I don’t really want to sit through it, you know?