#stayingstong

Sometimes being strong is not by hiding your pain but showing your weakness... We are all just human beings... we get sick sometimes... being brave to fight the struggles of life together with your love ones... #stayingstong #undermultiplemedications #tiredofsleeping #butineedit

I try too hard for all my bestfriends and I do it because I love them. I just can't do it anymore now that I'm thrown far beyond the back burner. Whenever I try to resolve it, it's always "sorry, you're the best for putting up with me" or "sorry, if roles were reversed you'd be there for me". I just don't understand how they can say that then do it all over again. I can feel my friendships slowly drifting away and I guess it was always inevitable being senior year and what not, I just didn't know it'd go down like this. I'm getting more and more solitary but I guess I'll be more ok with that than trying to fake friendships. I'm done, and I'll be fine.