HAI GUYS i just wanteddd to ramble on smth!!! Its all below the cut (look at this doodle of br's steven while u read giggle)

TLDR: FM won't be the only au I focus on

cause it's not platonic (in the slightest) but it's like a /neu pos

loveless equivalent of "im just saying things"

i don't like it.

i can't tell if we're creating/projecting a perception of it

but i feel like when you hear "impure regression" you get this idea of what regression is "supposed" to be

you get this idea that regression is this inherently soft and "pure" experience, and anyone who doesn't feel that is doing it wrong.

(or something)

i gave her an afro, and a spot on her nose (for booping)

and full honesty, with his full hair out, i couldn't figure out how to give him ears (it looks clunky)

so. he doesn't have ears ;v;

Deaf oc!!

i think he has a million hair wraps and bows and ribbons, and ties all of them into little bunny ears

and when she was younger they'd just have two big ass ponytails at the back of his head

still deciding between making him deaf or HOH? but either way he's still hyperlexic/verbal

mostly cause our other ocs are semi & nonverbal, and i need someone who rambles constantly in their group

Clever, Dark.

but in a "my explanation isn't enough" kind of way. or maybe we just don't fit into the general spaces but it was just like, i wish there was just a "trans" option. and i didn't have to think "is this masculine or neutral" or am i willing to be called nonbinary or etc etc because im not any of these things

and like i don't know why. at some point we just stopped leaning towards anything. every once in a while things make us euphoric but at the end of the day we are just trans and it's weird having to go "what am i willing to be called right now"

the same for us being loveless honestly. cause the closest option id have there is aroace

and yeah, kind of, but that's not why we're loveless, and at this point us being aroace means significantly less to me than all the other words that i can't even choose from

and i can choose aroace because you won't assume ill date people, or i can choose nonbinary so you don't assume im cis

im glad there was an "other" option