I only relapsed a little two days ago but it's not a very long streak I'm breaking so what's the point of getting all up in arms about it also please I wanted support and I wanted to talk about it but this is fine too y'know I'm okay I'm always okay
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I only relapsed a little two days ago but it's not a very long streak I'm breaking so what's the point of getting all up in arms about it also please I wanted support and I wanted to talk about it but this is fine too y'know I'm okay I'm always okay

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grieving the fact that even though I love outer space so much, I'll never be happy in a field of study that could bring me there. im just having to accept that I am destined to love the stars from afar
mech e. really did nothing but drain me
I've always been passionate about psychology, especially abnormal childhood development, and I need to pursue that to nourish my soul
but I love space so so much and it just hurts my heart a little bit, it was the only thing that truly drew me to pursue engineering in the first place
but a labyrinth of that kind of complex math is not the place for me, not even because I couldn't do it, but because it did nothing to serve me. I was unhappy and I must reconcile with that.
got high while disassociating now just crying with a blank face send help
im trying very hard to not make a bamboo twin towers joke skdjsk. like so hard lol π
as a brown woman, i implore you. make the joke
I just wanna get highhhhhhh

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when ur genuinely done with this shit but there's no one you can talk to so you just. buy and plant and move on
I might have found an angel
an anti establishment, atheistic angel
wings of race cars and video games and computer parts beyond my comprehension
and one that, every now and again, when it all feels too much, will ping in my notification bar
always right on time
a galaxy away
"mental health this" and "mental health that" and shut up. what if I isolated myself again what if I started triggering myself on purpose again what if I stopped eating again, not because i think I'm fat but just because it hurts so fucking good? what if I get really high and call it harm reduction and what if I play jump rope with the line between me and relapse?