#stage three

Stage 1: Eye twitching & full body shaking

Eye drops & small doses of sedatives

Stage 2: Nose bleeds, coughing, numbness

Tissues & water

Stage 3: Hallucinations, paranoia, & nightmares

RESTRAIN

Stage 4: Violent thoughts/urges & mood swings

QUARANTINE

Stage 5: ɹǝpɐƆʇƎp

Now that we have the ships, the children, their appearance and their outfits, it’s time for the most important thing: their names!

Those are the winner outfits and pinpricks! For the RottenBerry child I had to combine Outfit 1 and 3 since they got the same votes!

So, now, we have to name them. I want this stage to be yours so, leave a reply/reblog this post (if you are on mobile) and add the names you think they fit them! Example:

“I like (random name) for the RottenBerry child and (Another random name) for the ErrorNight child!”

I’ll look all the names and choose the ones I like the most! Once I have the names, I’ll post their reference sheets, powers info (also adding Blueprint’s since I haven’t made it yet), basic story and some random facts so you can get to know them better! 

ALSO: I’ll tag and credit the person who gave me the winner name of each child!

Quick Info: I found a pretty lineless art tutorial and want to make a drawing of some fan children - u -) you may allready know who xD also, I will make a speedpaint but I still don’t know which character will have one. I’m thinking of making one for Blueprint, Dream or Ink. The picture will be my new wallpaper for my pc yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey! 

i'm filled with what if's and maybe's today.

My brain is in a constant loop of everything you said when things ended. the promises, the words i had been waiting to hear for so long. but with them came the acknowledgement of your betrayal. of how my love felt disposable. like something you could take for granted. It came with the realization that you could forget how your actions affected me as if you weren't my entire world. it came with the acceptance like i was never going to matter as much to you as you mean to me, and that waiting for you to love me as hard as i love you is like waiting for rain in this endless Arizona drought, useless and disappointing.

but it doesn't matter. right now - i would let you spit in my face and call me every name in the book if it meant i got to curl up next to you tonight. i'd throw every moral I've ever had out the window to know that i wasn't going to lose you.

the scariest thing in my life right now is the fact that i don't know if I'll ever get to laugh with you again. if I'll ever get to see you smile and be the reason it happens. and i would rather peel all of my skin off like I'm a potato being prepped on thanksgiving day than live the rest of my life without you.

Hunger turns to pain.

Easing Back into Life

Alberta is heading into Stage 3 for July 1. In three weeks time and my family will be two weeks post full vaccination. My friend texted me this morning to share her vaccination news with a “Let’s do something in July!” HARD YES. I miss friends. Work gave the option of working from home for the whole summer and coming back after September long weekend or going in after July. I am choosing the…