Sometimes I wish I didn’t exist.

I think what you're doing is the cruelest thing to do to someone you "love". I'm seeing who you are and I wish I had never known any part of you.

When someone you love makes you feel so lonely and sad, you have to think about what you as person mean to them and how much and why. Love is about investing time in another person. No matter how busy or exhausted you are. Taking care of yourself is important, but doing it at the expense of your partner's happiness is a horrible thing. Don't be a garbage human being. Be a thoughtful one.

People like you are the reason I always regret getting close.

I think my favorite thing…. Is sleeping next to him. It is so beautiful just to sleep with someone. Yes, we've made love before falling asleep, but it’s become more than that for me now. It always should have been more than that for me. I just love waking up to someone, especially him…I could do it forever and never expect anything else from him. Rarely do I ever fall asleep before him, so I get to see him at his most vulnerable simplistic state and I don’t think I’ve ever loved him more than I do at that moment …I think he’s the one for me. No one else has ever woken up in the middle of the night just to hold me tighter, just to kiss my face, just to tell me they love me and then ravish my body like it’s been years since they’ve seen me. He is most passionate in his sleep and it makes me so devastatingly needy. I’m so thankful that he still loved me, even after I left, after I hurt him so deeply. I am so happy he came back to me and I will not mess this up again. This is the big one you hear about growing up. A great love that you see elderly couples in parks having. This is mine and I will guard it with my life. My best friend, my smile, my love. I will forever be grateful for you, my sweet boy.

Hey guys! I need help thinking of a url for the second blog I want to start running, if you have any cool, quirky ideas, message me. I'll appreciate all the help I can get!

Am I the only one that feels like their playlists or just your general taste in music is extremely personal and am insecure about showing it to anyone at all? Because I get super nervous showing anyone a song I love, especially when they give a lackluster response to it, like, this song is MY SOUL, you should be thankful I showed it to you in the first place, you ninny lol