#spn 11.04

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Baby (11.04)

 I think that if Cas were there, they’d cross way into Destiel territory on screen. How?

@wincestwednesdays july prompt event: [anti] isolation

The part of the road with the roadhouse (fake building) is gone because they are building a bridge over it, but the second half of the road is an easy drive.

Some of the locations you can't get to because they are private, but it's still cool to see it.

OH MY GOSH I LOVE HIS RAMBLING.

I wish Dean heard most of it instead of fighting for his life in the background :’D

I think he was a little bit lonely, too. I mean, Dean told him to stay at the bunker to rest up, and they introduced him to netflix, and he was basically holed up in Sam’s room watching tv (well, and also researching the lore when they needed him to), recovering from the attack dog spell and being tortured and nearly killed by other angels, including Hannah... I really think he not only needed to feel useful at that moment, he needed to feel connected to the only people he could truly count on, you know?

We wouldn’t see just how traumatized he was until 11.06 when he left the bunker to chase down Metatron. Dean had asked him to join them in their hunt for Amara, and he couldn’t open the front door, and went back to watching tv (until he spotted Metatron and had enough motivation to push through that).

(heck I have 8.22 on in the background, and just un-paused it, just in time to hear Sam say, “Because it’s Cas!” and that’s a good comparable feeling)

I just need Cas to feel like not only is the bunker his home, but that the Winchesters, as his family, are his home. I think that’s the painful disconnect early s11 makes plain. Separately he understands these two concepts, but he hasn’t quite figured out how they fit together yet.

Oh they have. the Impala got her own TITLED episode, didn’t she.