#spiderler

Maybe he was being selfish, maybe not; but who knows.

Truff stared at him; placidly sleeping next to him, his extra arms twitching time to time and slightly snoring; and Truff couldn’t help but smile, he was so cute like that and seemed so fragile, despite his venomous fangs and extra arms; Spider loved him enough to show him this vulnerable side of him, and that made Truff’s stomach twist.

He shouldn’t.

Such a gentle creature like him shouldn’t love a liar like him; he knew he would fuck it up eventually; he would grow tired and left him like the other relationships he ever had.

And he didn’t want that; he wanted to stay by his side, to feel loved and cared about, and in return act the same; but Truff plenty know he couldn’t stay like this forever; he couldn’t love him with the same intensity as he was feeling it right now; and that shattered his heart.

He wanted so bad to be able to love him long enough.

Spider didn’t deserve somebody like him, who could easily left without care.

Truff stared at him a few minutes; he didn’t want to break his heart, he didn’t want to leave. But everything was better if he just cut it out.

Everything would be easier if he left, if he didn’t grow too attached to him.

He leaned over and pressed a light kiss to his forehead, his heart ached in his chest and he wanted so bad to wake him up and convince him otherwise; he wanted Spider to make him stay, even if the time and the fate wouldn’t let them be, if it wasn’t for them be in love.

A few tears rolled by his cheeks; and he convinced himself that this was the better, for the two of them, for Spider.