listen. making a list of wants to see which ones i'm going to entertain and... i could get a sexy new tattoo but i could also save up for an international vacation again. YAHHHH

ok i actually just got approved for like. paid medical leave from the state. like. ok. really good and its really great and i will probably get the amt in the next. 3-5 days. and like. yeah. really really really good and i genuinely just forgot about like. oh yeah this will actually be money if (when.) i get approved bc my job denied my stuff. but yeah. its just been a stress thing i had in my mind instead of a relief thing. bc ive been sick since may. and wasnt able to apply until the end of june bc i was so sick. but yeah i just got approved for backpay for end of may - end of july.

the only manager at work i actually like is the severe adhd guy who used to be a social worker LMAOO