july 2015: jotted down some lines about hating so many things, being so negative, etc., and later, some impressionistic observations and images of things that were "blocking me from / Space!"
august 2016: came back to this idea. finished writing the song, filling it with references to Star Trek and one to the film Melancholia. I called it "Space (I'm So Negative)" and posted a little performance of it to youtube...
fall 2019: I was starting to think that the only way for my music to ever succeed would be to make it less theatrical. I loved the music for "Space" and wanted to include it on an album, but I felt certain the lyrics were too weird for anyone but me to appreciate it. I wrote up the piano part and retitled it "Entr'acte". I decided it'd be an instrumental track on my next album.
2024: I was finally able to record a bunch of songs for the album I'd wanted to make for years: Head Like A Nest
early 2025: Elio released "What's Going On?!" and I started to wonder if maybe some people could appreciate my own weirdo space song... but I still didn't feel confident enough to include it on my album.
fall 2025: I started considering the possibility of a deluxe edition of Head Like A Nest. I decided, you know what, I'm going to record a few songs just because I want to. If no one but me likes them, fine. I chose my space song and two others (then added a fourth song laterâstill keeping that secret for now)
december 2025: when my producer Josh sent the mix to me, his text message said "Space!!!" and I immediately decided the title needed three exclamation points
january 2026: I heard the final recording and thought... omfg I'm so glad I recorded this
march 2026: the song has been out in the world for less than a week and the art showcases have nearly 200 submissions
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Hey everyone! Itâs been a year since I started this silly cat blog, and itâs definitely been a lot of fun so far. I want to thank everyone thatâs shown interest in my little kitties, it means a lot that anyone would actually want to read their story, and Iâm enjoying getting to bring their lives to life through the comic. I know things have been a little slow going, and I had hoped to be further along by now, but life sometimes just decides to get in the way. Either way, Iâm looking forward to sharing more of their adventures with you all over this next year. I wonât spoil anything, but weâve got some pretty exciting events coming up fairly soon, and Iâm excited to get to them!
Anyways, as drawing has been a bit hindered for me with my current RSI, I didnât have the time to work on something for this. So instead, Iâm taking a writing approach to share the backstory, or at least a part of it, for one cat in particular. If you saw the polls, you already know who won, so I hope you enjoy learning just a little more about LarchStripe.
The warm morning sun glinted brightly as it shone down on the hollow, cats making their way around the camp, focused on their tasks. Amongst them, a ginger warrior with tan fur over their tail and right eye was preparing for an early hunt. LarchStripe padded through the camp until they spotted MintFall, the grey tomâs fur making him easy to spot as he sat with GladeClanâs deputy, LittleRain.
âHey, MintFall!â LarchStripe called as they walked over, drawing both catâs attention to them. LittleRainâs eyes narrowed at the ginger cat, tail twitching slightly in annoyance, while MintFall held a slight tension in his body.
âWhat, LarchStripe?â The younger tom asked, a hint of coldness in his tone making LarchStripeâs ear twitch, though they held their tongue in reacting as they responded. âI thought it might be good for us to take SparrowPaw and MallowPaw hunting together, get in some team hunting exerci-â LarchStripe tried to suggest before LittleRain interjected. âMintFall and I are already taking his apprentice out for some battle training with HoneyPaw.â Thereâs a slight tone of hostility in the deputyâs words that made LarchStripeâs tail bristle slightly. They once again bit their tongue as they replied, though itâs harder to hide their frustration at the way their clanmates are acting this time. âFine, Iâll go see if SnowFang wants to take FoxPaw with us instead.â They retorted, already getting ready to go find the white-furred she-cat, but LittleRain stopped them. âTheyâre already out on patrol. Just take SparrowPaw to hunt, you can do this training another time.â The deputyâs tone suggests she isnât interested in arguing, though LarchStripe was used to that by now. They flicked their tail slightly in irritation as they dipped their head, taking the words as an order and turning to fetch their apprentice. As they left, they caught the two cats whispered words behind them. âI still donât see why HareStar gave them an apprentice. Theyâre just going to turn against us.â That was MintFall, the tom barely hiding his contempt. âI warned HareStar against it.â LittleRain responded, her own distrust clear. âHe said we shouldnât let a warriorâs skills go to waste. I keep telling him SparrowPaw would be better off with a different mentor, but heâs set on making LarchStripe do it.â She added with a sigh, making MintFall growl in frustration. âIâll never understand what our leader was thinking. You canât trust them with the future of our apprentices. Theyâll betray us, just like their father.â The grey tabby practically hissed. LarchStripe bristled, but they didnât turn back or say anything. They couldnât get into a fight with the deputy and another warrior, not with the rest of their clanmates around to watch. That would just be proving their point, wouldnât it? âWhateverâŠ. Itâs always the same around here.â They muttered to themself as they walked away. Theyâll show them. LarchStripe knew they would be the best mentor and warrior GladeClan had ever seen, that would prove the clan that they arenât just their fatherâs kit.
âSparrowPaw!â LarchStripe called out as they stepped closer to the group of apprentices hovering around their den-space. The young brown-furred tom looked up as his mentor walked over, his sisters stopping their little practice scuffle to look over as well. SparrowPaw was quick to jump to his paws when he saw the ginger cat, his cream-tipped tail twitching nervously. âY-yes LarchStripe?â He asked, his voice shaking slightly. His sisters, HoneyPaw and MallowPaw, both cast eachother sidelong glances, muttering to eachother quietly, HoneyPaw seeming a bit more closed off when she spotted LarchStripe than MallowPaw was. LarchStripe smiles a little at SparrowPawâs nerves. He was always so cautious but so desperate to do well and make LarchStripe proud, it made the warrior glad they got the chance to mentor him. At least he treated them like a normal cat, and not like theyâre about to betray the clan at any moment. âEasy, SparrowPaw.â LarchStripe chuckled as they stopped by the apprentice. They can see the girls talking, and can only assume theyâre discussing whatever their mentors have told them about the ginger cat. Itâs frustrating, being treated like an outsider all because of their fatherâs actions, but LarchStripe has learned to ignore it. The clan still trusts them enough to hunt and protect the borders, and HareStar trusted them enough to make them a mentor. Theyâll just keep trying to prove themself to the clan until everyone saw they can be trusted and they wonât be another part in their fatherâs legacy. âWeâre going hunting, the prey pile is running low.â LarchStripe continued once they had SparrowPawâs attention. The young tomâs emerald eyes glinted with excitement as he quickly bounded over. âOkay! Are HoneyPaw and MallowPaw coming?â He asked, hopeful. LarchStripe felt a pang in their chest as they shook their head apologetically. They know how much SparrowPaw wants to patrol and train with his sisters, but the girlsâ mentors never wanted to be out with LarchStripe, always had some excuse. âSorry, Sparrow. LittleRain said she and MintFall are taking them for battle training. But Iâm sure you can tell them all about the hunt later.â LarchStripe meowed, hoping the offer of having a story later for his siblings would be enough to soften the blow from once again being not allowed to train with his sisters. SparrowPaw looked a little disappointed, but he quickly shook it off, trying not to let it show as he nodded. âO-okay. Letâs go catch something then!â He tried to sound positive, but LarchStripe can hear the nerves in his voice. They canât blame the young cat for being nervous. The territory hadnât been the safest lately. In fact, it hasnât been particularly safe since LarchStripe was an apprentice themself, and that was many moons ago, but lately itâd been getting worse again. LarchStripe flicks their tail to indicate SparrowPaw to follow, silently promising to keep him safe and reminding themself of where they should avoid if theyâre going to be out alone.
âGood catch.â LarchStripe praised as SparrowPaw hesitantly padded over with the mouse he had managed to catch. The young tomâs ears perked up at the praise, his eyes lighting up excitedly. âTh-thank you!â He mewed around his catch as he bounded over to keep up with the ginger catâs pawsteps. LarchStripe smiled, they always enjoyed seeing the way the young apprentice got so excited over the smallest praise. He was so timid most of the time, it was nice to see him be proud of himself. âWe should take these back to camp. Weâve got some good hunting in.â They said, leading their apprentice back along the territory, carrying a rabbit they had caught earlier. The two walked along the peaceful glade, talking casually on their way back to camp. At least they were, until a scent hit LarchStripeâs nose that made them freeze.
âSparrowPaw, behind me.â The ginger cat instructed immediately, shifting to stand protectively infront of him, dropping their prey at their paws as they listened for trouble. âHow did we get so close to the border?â LarchStripeâs mind was racing as they scanned the area, looking for trouble. They hadnât meant to bring SparrowPaw this close to this specific border, but there wasnât much they could do about that now. âLarchStripeâŠ? W-what is it?â SparrowPaw asked, the brown tom tilting his head in confusion, shifting nervously at his mentorâs sudden change in attitude. LarchStripe turned their attention to the apprentice briefly, not wanting the young cat to panic. âItâs okay, SparrowPaw. Just stay close, we need-â the warriorâs meow was cut off by their own yelp as they felt a weight slam into them, knocking them away from the younger tom. What happened next was a blur, flashes of fur and claws, growls filling the quiet air, the scent of blood catching the wind. LarchStripe fought fiercely, clawing and biting, trying to get their attackers off them, and despite the numbers disadvantage, they were holding their own well. At least until they heard a scream that made the ginger cat freeze, their blood running cold. That momentary distraction was all it took for their attackers to overwhelm them and have them pinned. LarchStripe tried to struggle out from under their paws, but a hiss drew their attention to what was before them, making them stop in place.
âIâd be careful if I were you. Unless you want to see your little trainee dead.â LarchStripeâs gaze darted up to the source of the voice, their heart practically stopping as they saw SparrowPaw being held in the paws of a grey tabby, one that was all too familiar to the warrior. âLet him go!â LarchStripe hissed at the rogue, eyes wide with anger and fear as they saw the panic in SparrowPawâs emerald gaze. The rogue just chuckled, as did the other rogues surrounding them and holding the ginger cat in place. âWhereâs the fun in that, Ember?â The tabby retorted, making LarchStripe flinch at the name. They didnât have much time to think on it though, as the rogue held SparrowPaw tighter, claws pressed to the apprenticeâs throat. LarchStripe could feel one of the other rogues digging their claws into their head, but all their attention was on SparrowPaw as they tried to find a way to get to the apprentice and free him. âI think we should make an example out of you two. Remind your clanmates what happens when you step into our borders.â The rogue continued, her amber eyes glinting dangerously. LarchStripe felt panic rise in their chest as they started struggling to free themself, desperately trying to pry themself from the grasp of their attackers, but with two cats using their full weight to hold the ginger warrior down, it was near impossible to move. âL-LarchStripe?! W-whatâs-!â SparrowPaw tries to call out, his voice panicked and confused, but his words died in his throat as the tabby rogue holding him slashed her claws over his neck, causing the young apprenticeâs eyes to widen. The rogue dropped his body as blood seeped from the wound, pooling fast around the brown tom as he struggled to breathe. Tears pricked in LarchStripeâs eyes as their struggles ceased. They stared as SparrowPaw gasped and struggled, frozen in place, the rogues around them seemingly laughing and taunting the warrior for the situation theyâre in.
And then they snapped.
What happened next was a blur, all LarchStripe saw was red as they twisted out of the roguesâ grip and started fighting fiercely against the group. It was one against four, but LarchStripe didnât back down, didnât care about the odds. All they could think of was making these cats pay. They didnât notice the sting of the roguesâ claws, not a single scratch registered. Not even when one tore into their ear, they just kept fighting, adrenaline shooting through their system. Their fighting technique became vicious, underhanded in the ways they struck, but through the haze all they could see was the terrified look their apprentice had on his face, and the monsters that did that to him. Itâs unclear how long the fight lasted, LarchStripe didnât notice. Itâs only until the tabby that was taunting them went limp in LarchStripeâs grasp that they realised the other rogues had run off, clearly having decided the fight wasnât worth it. As the haze in the ginger catâs eyes faded, they tasted blood on their tongue, felt it sticking to the fur around their paws. They released their jaws from around the tabbyâs throat to see the she-cat dead beneath their paws, though they couldnât bring themself to even feel sorry for the catâs death. Their gaze darted around for the other rogues, taking in the sight of the battle, or what was left, until their blue eyes landed on the limp form of SparrowPaw, his eyes wide and glassy, blood pooled around him in the grass.
âNoâŠ. NonononoâŠâ LarchStripe ran over, heart racing in fear. This couldnât be happening. They crouched down by the apprentice, listening for a breath, their heart beat, anything to deny what they were seeing before them, but they could feel no signs of life, the tomâs body already starting to cool. LarchStripe buried their muzzle in the small catâs fur, pleading for him to wake up, pleading for StarClan not to take him so soon. But they knew deep down there was nothing they could do. It was already too late. They sat there for several minutes, just desperately pleading for him to be okay. They knew they had to take the young cat back to camp eventually, had to explain what happened, let his family grieve. They didnât want to, didnât want his family to suffer like this, didnât want to face the truth of what had happened. But they couldnât just sit here either. They could feel blood dripping from the tear in their ear and the minor scratches littering their pelt, but they couldnât bring themself to care.
âI heard it over here!â A voice snapped LarchStripe out of their daze. ThornTail. It wasnât long before the russet tom walked into where the fighting had been, his fur bristling when he saw what remained. He was followed by a few other cats, including HareStar himself. LarchStripe heard them walk over, but couldnât bring themself to look up until HareStar called to them directly. âLarchStripe, whatâs going on?! What happened here?â The leader sounded concerned, but it didnât take long for him and the rest of his patrol to spot SparrowPawâs body, as well as the body of the rogue, and piece together they had been attacked. The whole clan knew how dangerous this border was nowadays, they avoided it as much as possible. LarchStripe felt themself shoved out of the way as ThornTail rushed to the apprenticeâs side, calling out and trying to wake the young cat, eventhough it was clearly too late. âI-I tried⊠I didnâtâŠâ LarchStripe stuttered, unable to find the words to explain. ThornTailâs eyes flashed with anger as he spun around, fur bristling, tail lashing. âWhat did you do?!â The tom hissed, causing LarchStipeâs ears to flatten as they took a step back, eyes wide. âI-I didnât mean⊠I t-tried to stop them! Th-there were too many, I-I couldnât-!â Theyâre cut off by a growl from one of the other cats, DustGrove. âOh really? If that was true, how are you still alive? Why wouldnât they kill you too?â LarchStripeâs gaze darted between their clanmates, unsure what to say. âWhat were you even doing over here?! Everyone knows you donât come here without a full patrol! How could you let this happen to my little boy?!â ThornTail yowled, claws digging into the blood-soaked ground. The ginger warrior had no answer. They hadnât meant to come here, it had been an accident that they ended up by the border. They had tried to get to SparrowPaw, tried to protect him. But why hadnât they tried harder? They could hear the rest of the patrol growling and arguing, demanding answers, calling them a traitor, saying they knew the ginger cat would end up like their father.
LarchStripe found themself turning to HareStar as the leader called for quiet. They could see their own mother, MistDaze, standing behind the cream tom, even she was refusing to meet their gaze. She was one of the few cats that hadnât held distrust for LarchStipe because of their fatherâs actions, but now even she seemed unsure of them. HareStar glances around the cats with him before sighing. âThornTail, take SparrowPaw back to camp. Weâll have a vigil for him tonight.â The leader spoke, his voice solemn as the warrior carefully picked up his kitâs limp form and headed away. LarchStripe felt the urge to apologise, to follow so they can be there for the vigil, but the glares of their clanmates kept them in place as HareStar spoke again. âLarchStripe. I suggest you get out of my territory, now.â HareStarâs voice hardened, their gaze harsh, though there was a hint of regret held in his eyes. LarchStripe stepped closer, eyes wide. âB-but, HareStar! P-please, I didnât-â another hiss from DustGrove cut them off, their she-catâs claws still out, tail twitching. HareStar shook his head. âLeave, LarchStripe. I cannot have a cat my clan does not trust within my borders. Not with these rogues pushing at them more and more every day. I will not risk in-fighting by allowing you to remain here.â His order is heavy with regret, but firm. GladeClanâs leader knew he had to prioritise the rest of his clan, even if he didnât like punishing a cat for someone elseâs misdeeds. LarchStripe stared for a few moments longer, before DustGrove got impatient and stepped forward with a low growl, clearly prepared to chase the other off if they didnât leave. LarchStripe ducked their head, tail pressed between their legs. Perhaps it was the exhaustion from the fight, or the aggression from their clanmate. Perhaps it was the way their leader spoke, or how their mother refused to look at them. Maybe it was the guilt of not being fast enough or strong enough, or maybe the ginger cat was just still in shock from what happened to their apprentice. Whatever the reason, LarchStripe didnât protest further, didnât speak again. They just turned away silently, their movements stiff and slightly unnatural. They walked for a while, heading for one of the safer borders to avoid those rogues again, casting one more look over the glade they had called home, before setting out into unknown territory, their body still numb to their wounds, still feeling the blood staining their paws.
Hi everyone! Just wanted to let you all know that, unfortunately, the comic is gonna be on hiatus for now. I was hoping to avoid this, but due to an arm injury it is extremely difficult for me to work on any drawings right now, which is slowing down my work by an insane amount as of late. Iâd hoped to at least finish moon 6 before taking a break, but I can barely get 10 minutes of work done in a day, and it would probably be faster if I just let my arm rest and recover for now to avoid how long these take becoming ridiculous later on. Iâm hoping to be back to posting sometime in May, just to ensure my arm has enough time to heal properly.
Thanks for all your support and interest in the comic so far, by the way! It means a lot to me that you all love these kitties as much as I do. I canât wait to get back to drawing them as soon as possible.
In the meantime, have some random, vague details about the cats;
TansyStep is ZinniaStarâs former apprentice.
Of all the founders, only ReedTuft and EmeraldFeather were not born within a clan, the rest were each born in one of 3 different clans.
SparkColony is fairly isolated from any other groups, other clans being a fair distance away, and past the twoleg place that borders colony territory.
There was no wind; a soft warm rain had begun falling in the morning, and hung in drops on leaves, twigs, and grass. Besides the smell of the fresh vegetation, the smell of damp earth, asking for more rain, entered in at the window.
-Leo Tolstoy, Resurrection
an oldie but I still really love playing this one⊠I keep thinking of it because Iâm reading Tolstoy, and Tolstoy inspired that song
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