This Koi place might not be so bad, Chuuya thinks.Â
I mean, sure, heâs who knows where, fucktons of miles away from from his home and friends. Heâs worried shitless about the people heâs left behind-- Akutagawaâs going to work himself to the bone, Kouyouâs going to be so pissed, he hopes Mori doesnât send any of his men out on dangerous missions while heâs gone-- but for a long, long time (since the moment he made first contact with the Port Mafia) thereâs always been this annoying pain that comes and goes and... Itâs finally gone. Dazai Osamu is finally gone.Â
No more triple checking his wine before he drinks it (because Dazai has no respect). No more false compliments about his shoes (because Dazai has just plain bad taste). No more finding the failed results of suicide attempts (because Dazai is Dazai).
With those sorts of thoughts, Chuuya stretches out, and lifts his cup to his lips. He takes a sip. Maybe, just maybe, he might miss that bandage maniac. Just the slightest part of him. It was Dazai whoâd introduced him to the Port Mafia, and because of that Chuuya had found out what he was and had found his home. He owes Dazai for that, he thinks, and thereâs the smallest pang in his chest that appears in his chest. If he were thinking of anyone else, heâd think it might even be sadness, but it was not, and so--
âBleh. Must be indigestion,â he huffs, blowing on the dark bitter liquid in front of him. Coffee was not his favourite drink, he was tired from exploring Koi all of the night before so he had gone for something new today.
He takes another sip. Lets out a strangled cough. Spits it out.
âWhat the fuck? Itâs curdled. It was fine just before...â
And thus begins the start of âChuuya Nakahara and the Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Dayâ.Â
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