My weirdest discovery since I split bit over a month ago was that I had a weird obsession about light blue pics. Among them was this one:
I thought I'm a Lucifer fableing or sum shit, since I had little to no personality when fronting and another pic I liked was of Lu but recolored to be blue. I recently found out I was a fictive all along I just couldn't remember my source because just like my sib Skies my character was from a pretty obscure show from the body's childhood.
I mentioned this specific pic, because it turns out that my source used magic, which I completely forgot about, don't ask me how I literally feel like recovering from a total amnesia, and that magic manifests similarly to the glowing head on the picture. Their magic is also the same shade of blue, with blue being basically their signature color. Sadly my name doesn't have anything to do with my source, I named myself something similar to Ash only because I liked the vibe of the song Ashes
Y'know the
Ring around the rosie
Pockets full of posies
I'ma fucking blow all the ashes down
But it's neat to know I do have a pretty cool source. I even started using their name as my second name with the same fictional lastname as the protector I split from and it feels really nice tbh
At first I was bit skeptical if I should add the source name since I like the one I already have chosen but as you can see I made it work.
