#sooking

i am 23 24 in two months no one knows my birthday i don't mind i would rather it wasn't celebrated i am 23 all i want is love reciprocated love that i don't have to fight for i want someone who wants me earns me, understands me, craves me i am 23 my boyfriend sleeps on the other side of the bed, he faces away from me, he only hugs me with one arm and only when i ask he doesn't kiss me, he ignores my texts he's moving out, i'm moving out not together i am 23 and it's always going to be like this

I wish I could have my mattress/everything on the floor but I don't have room to store any of it while it's not in use. This actually sucks ?!?!

I am such a needy piece of shit.

You are all i think about 😟

Currently at the gym wishing I had a boyfriend who wanted to come to the gym with me

my self esteem is so low right now. i got excessively drunk last night and threw up on the footpath and I've been in a daze for half the week. I just feel really lost and I feel like people are tired of me and don't want to be around me. And the worst part of it is I can see why they would want to avoid me.