My irl (ex)-friends used to (someone of them did) hate my art, same as my classmates.
I used to be called cringe and weird.
They also used to not like me. I lost so many people (dw its not like im toxic, im not, they were rlly mean :c) because all they saw in me was some cringe weirdo.
They didn't look past the cover on the book.
..you guys did.
Now? I'm happier than ever. Many people love my art. Many people love ME.
And I'm starting to love myself again <3
I've never been happier than I am now! I'm so happy I have all of you guys (followers, moots, friends, etc) <33333333333
AHHH I LOVE ALL OF YOU SO MUCH!!!! ALL 51 (HOLY SHIT) OF YOU!!!!! GUHHHHH <33333333
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[ I AM NOT GOING TO DISSAPEAR DW DW DW THIS IS AN APPRECIATION POST <3333 TW FOR S/H MENTIONS. I AM OKAY!!!!!!!! DON'T WORRY <3 ]
..to be completely honest? I love tumblr. NO, NOT THE PEOPLE WHO RUN IT.
..but the people ive met on here, my friends and moots..are some of the nicest, kindest people I've ever met. I've never felt more loved and cherished than I do now!
Even if irl sometimes sucks (yeah school + my ex 'friends'..) I know I have you guys with me!
So, here's something for my close moots and friends <3
@anonmous-offical - My bff, alongside sans! I love you with all my heart <33333 You helped me stop s/h for good, and you always cheer me up!! You're one of my favorite people <333
@sans-the-skeleconch-offical - Same with you!! You also got me to stop s/h, and I've never felt happier than when I'm with you and moose! You two make me feel complete <3333 my two bffs! I LOVE YOU TWO WITH ALL MY HEART!!!
YOU TWO ARE MY BEST BFFS, MY CLOSEST FRIENDS, AND MY TWO FAVORITE PEOPLE!!!! AHHH I CAN'T WORD HOW MUCH I LOVE BOTH OF YOU!!! <3333333 WE'LL ALWAYS BE BFFS <333!!!!
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@willow-wisp-fae - Another close moot/friend of mine! I love you dearly, and really appreciate you!! <33333
@niktokof - Same as wills!!! You rock, and your posts always cheer me up! <3
@justh4nn - I love you so much!! Another close friend of mine <3 please take care of yourself, okay? <3333!!!
@spencerdental - HI!!!! I LOVE YOU!!! YOU ROCK <33333!!!!!! YOU'RE SO KIND ALSO AHHH ^^^^^^
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And to all my other moots and friends— I love you ALL! Thank you all for the love and support, and helping me along the way!
I also don't know who needs to hear this, and this is targeted but in a good way— (btw "one of the reasons"/"the reason" is just my complicated wording ok)
THIS IS A /POS POST. THIS IS MEANT TO BE A GOOD THING NOT A BAD THING. And I am okay don't worry
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You're one of the reasons why someone wants to keep going, by the way.
You're the reason someone wants to live.
You're the reason someone wants to wake up and try to make it through the day.
You're the reason someone genuinely tries.
You're the reason someone is where they are now.
You're the reason someone is here, and alive.
You should be proud of that.
You do make a change to someone's life. A good one, even if you don't realize it yet.
Maybe, someday, you will meet someone who does the same for you. Maybe you already have.
You know, that's what keeps me going. Just knowing I make a good impact on someone. Knowing I cheer them up just by being myself. Knowing they're genuinely happy they have me. I'm happy I have people in my life like that, too.
It's a reason to try, knowing people who care about you will be proud of you, and knowing they'll always be there for you.
It's a reason to try, even if it gets difficult sometimes. Everyday we try. Everyday YOU try. You should also be proud of that.
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I hope these words cheer someone else up, too, maybe. If not? That's okay. I'm not putting this here for fame, anyway (/gen)
I don't know who needs to hear this, but I know I do..
(this is a /gen, /platonic, and /pos post!! Sorry if this is random or weird ^^)
(I'm okay btw, just felt really soft and decided to post this btw don't ask, moots don't run ok sorry if this is worded weirdly..also cause im talking about 2 different things..sigh)
(THIS IS NOT TARGETED AND IF IT IS ITS IN A /POS WAY) im not just posting this here for fame or some shit
Never underestimate how much you mean to someone. Even if you think that "all you do" is spend time with them, or send them a text every now in then, or check up on them— you matter a lot to that person. Those things aren't you "not doing enough".
Even if you feel like you're "not doing a lot", or "not doing enough"— you are. That person loves you for who you are, not who they think you're supposed to be.
And even if you take breaks, even if you mess up, even if you think you're the worst person ever— That person still loves and cares about you no matter what.
You're not a burden. You're not a mistake, or a failure, or a bad person for simply doing your best and trying.
Even if it doesn't feel like enough, it is. You ARE enough.
And, if someone stops being friends with you? That's not your fault (not saying its ok to do bad things btw!). You did all you could do. People still love you.
One person leaving doesn't change that. You are worthy of love, I promise.
(Note for below - BY THIS I MEAN LIKE UN-INENTIONAL BAD THINGS! I DO NOT SUPPORT BAD PEOPLE AND THEIR ACTIONS, PLEASE DON'T THINK I DO)
Even if you messed up in the past— your past does not define you. You're not your past self. Yeah, you did things, but that doesn't mean you can't try to make it right.
Even if you think you don't have anyone— there is someone out there that cares about you. Whether its a family member, a friend, or even someone you know.
(NOT SAYING BAD THINGS ARE OK) If people stop loving you for who you are? Those are not your people.
You're doing your best. People are genuinely proud of you. You're where you are now. You should be proud of that, too.
You are loved, and you belong. You deserve to be cared for. You are someone whose worth loving, I promise.
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Sorry if this is random btw, just felt like posting this here (these words really help me tbh)!! I'm okay, and this isn't targeted! If it was, it'd be /pos anyway
SORRY IF THIS SOUNDS WEIRD, PARASOCIAL OR OVERBEARING OK
Ok, ik im supposed to finish like 4 art pieces (I WILL), but since I have time to doodle..
Do any of my moots/friends have any ocs they want drawn really quickly? FOR NOTHING IN RETURN of course, just wondering cause I feel like it'd be nice, sorta as a gift, you know? Returning the many favors you guys have done for me (/gen)
/nf obviously, do what you feel comfortable with, but do know if I do doodle it it's not going to look the best. (You guys have seen my art right) I can't draw full bodies, and i'm not the best at drawing, but I'll try if someone wants me too ^^
Feel free to ignore this btw idm, might remove this anyways
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