#someguy827

Got me the cutt. Got tired of muh hair poofing out on the sides. #someguy827

I no longer think that it was really “his” creation afterall.  I think that Sicesca was something fed to him over the years by his mother.  To put it bluntly even for fans of this guy, his mother is honestly very delusional.  She legitimately claims she is a psychic channeller and does not even question it.  She also claims to have the ability to talk to spirits, to be a native spirit healing shaman (even though she hasn’t a single drop of native American heritage or blood or relation in her background whatsoever), and was also raised from a young age into adulthood in a quasi-mormon religious cult known as the Seventh Day Adventists (of which she has two videos about on her YouTube channel Vamchoir).On top of this, at some point in her life she decided to proclaim herself as an “expert” on “all world religions” and cherry pick elements from them to include in her belief system.  This is something I’ve only recently learned.  To me that says a lot.  Her son is a relatively uncreative dunce.  His most popular content on YouTube is really just based off other people’s intellectual properties (Death Note, FMA, Family Guy, etc).  He doesn’t really possess the creative ability to create something as “deep” as a religion nor seems still...stupid enough to even try.  As histrionic as he tends to be even Grug seems to have his limits.  However it seems that he was truly spoon fed this shit at some point in his life by this woman and it seems that is why he even bothered at all to get it into writing on his old site.  There were so many pages to it that at this point I don’t think that a semi-retarded mong like Grug could’ve really come up with it all himself.However, a loon approaching her late 40s at that point who’d been saturated in all sorts of spiritual nonsense both self imposed and forced upon since her childhood, who’d also been a published writer by that point would be far more adept at that sort of thing.  If this theory has any weight to it at all, it’s a pretty fucked up insight as to his upbringing and suggest that Grug is fucked up in the mostly because he was raised by an, for all intents and purposes, undiagnosed paranoid schizophrenic.  She tried to justify her paranoia’s and delusions by forcing them on her son who is still to stubborn and dumb to question their validity.  It’s hard to become that fucked up, but I feel that somehow she managed and towards it will never take any responsibility for her doing this turning him into what he is now at 30 years old.

“NO ONE GIVES A SHIT ABOUT BIGFOOT”. In all seriousness I’ve got a few changes coming to the blog.  I’m overhauling the layout from my “Cybernetika” blog to this one, since I never log into that account anymore.  I also got tired of it being a “secondary” blog and the way tumblr is unable to swap main and secondaries whenever you want is fucking annoying.  Soooo, I’ve decided to merge the two, so that’s going to be a thing that happens throughout today.  You’ll see more Cyberpunk, Cybergoth, Technology based posts from me, as well as my usual content.  That’s not going to change.  I put a lot of work into the other layout, and just don’t feel it’s right to really let it go to waste like that.  So wew.

I figured I do a bust portrait of @steviewolfe as a pony.

There’s something fascinating about these particular channels that I seem to enjoy more then most of the stuff I watch so yeah I’m counting it.