So I got bored while playing rune factory and this is what happened. You're welcome.

I hate/love dreaming about my dad, it's nice to see him again but then I always wake up and want to tell him about it and realize I can't and that he's gone and I can never talk to him about anything ever again and how I never really talked to him about as much as I should. We had a weird relationship and we both weren't good at communicating, but now that he's gone I think of things everyday I would kill to talk to him about.

@gourdoughspublichouse 👍🏻#somanyregrets #sogood via @mercenator (at Gourdough's Public House)

Beyond her this has always been my safe place so here goes. I've made so many mistakes but making her feel like that was the biggest. I was an idiot. I got caught up. I cared more about what I thought was needed than what she did. By the time I realized my mistakes it was too late. She had moved on and was happy. I don't blame her so this is my apology. I should have put you first. You honored me and I should have done the same. I should have spent everyday telling you how much I appreciated you everyday. But I was stupid and reckless and I can never apologize to you or our son enough. He never deserved to have his family broken because I chose to associate with people I shouldn't have. Because I chose to party. You both deserved better from me. I should have listened to the words you weren't saying. I kept this silly notion you would always find your way back to me but tonight you made it clear. I just want you to be happy. I want you to have everything you've ever wanted. You deserve it. I will never stop loving you. From the bottom of my heart I apologize. Thank you for the best 7 years of my life Krystal Renee. Thank you for being my everything and I'm sorry.