With the softest hands Iâd ever felt, and a kiss that tasted like death, I heard my love weep as I laid in the ground. I had died with regret, plans never to be done, but the burning sensation in my skin was gone, fallen asleep. I knew I was loved, had loved, my lover and I.
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A selection of more Voidsea drawings :3 a couple more rancher posts and a couple of Zedaphs featuring Pearl (theyâre gossiping, scheming, potentially). Also an EX being angry about something. Zed probably just thinks itâs cute.
snippet from an AU that started on discord that is, briefly, an AU where Tango is a retired footballer (soccer) turned sports commentator/interviewer and Jimmy is a popular footballer that's desperately trying to seem Smart and Impress Tango.
part 2 | part 3
"You know, I remember watching you play as a kid." Jimmy is smiling as he says this, a sort of sideways smirk. But even the (beautiful) playful look in his (beautiful) brown eyes cannot distract from the actual words being said.
"Oh?" Tango replies, managing not to sound like he was actively being stabbedâinstead, only that he had recently been stabbed. Behind the camera, Tango's annoying coworkers cover their snickers. Jimmy nods, thankfully ignoring them.
"At the Olympics!" He says cheerfully. "I finally rememberedâthat's when I saw you the first time."
"At the Olympics," Tango repeats and closes his eyes for a moment. Sure, playing at the Olympics were definitely one of the highlights of his career, a great memory even though they didn't medal. The Olympics were also over 20 years ago.
Tango opens his eyes and tries to recover. He makes plenty of jokes about being old; he can roll with this. He laughs and says, "I'm not sure I even want to ask how old you were."
"Eight," Jimmy says easilyâanother horrible horrible blow. "I remember seeing your assist, in that first match?" He does a little kick with his left leg, a shockingly close recreation of the assist in question. Tango remembers that assist, can practically feel the ball against his cleat, hear the yells of his team as the ball hit the net.
"I can't believe you remember that!" Tango says with another self-deprecating laugh because, well, he can't. There's so many other moves Jimmy could remember, even just from those Olympics, from other more impressive players.
Jimmy just shakes his head, ruffling his (beautiful) hair. "It was really cool," he says with frank, almost painful honesty. "I think that was the first time I seriously thought about what someone other than a striker could do."
What can Tango even say to that? How can he possibly convey how amazingly old and horribly impressive that makes him feel? To have any sort of impact on Jimmy's careerâbut for it to have been when he was stupid and 22. He can't even begin to explain any of itâand he's certainly can't do it on air.
Instead he laughs again and says, "You still became a striker though!" and pretends he doesn't see the tiny way Jimmy's (beautiful) smile falters.
(...) At least [Tango] wasnât the only one on the server who seemed to realize that heâd managed to find himself a gem of a soulmate, despite the Jimmyâs poor track record with the Life games. It was around two weeks into the game now and Tango and Jimmy had decided to make the rounds, resorting to begging and pulling the pity card as a means to get some extra resources. Tango had found his way to Scottâs base, and after heâd struck out a bit with Scott, Cleo, Ren, and Big B, Tango had been pulled aside by Scott to chat. Scott leaned back casually against his half-finished house, Tango trailing after him and cyan eyes tracking Ren and Big Bâs path as they made their way back up to their box of a base. It was a moment before Scott spoke.
âHowâs Jimmy?â
Tango blinked at him, the question coming a bit out of left field. To be fair, it was the same question Joel and Etho had asked almost a week ago when he and Jimmy were still barely recovering from their first death, but from Scott it seemed a bit oddâŚuntil he remembered that he and Jimmy had been partners during Third Life. More than that, even, if rumors were to be believed, though Tango hadnât been close to anyone but the other Hermits back then so he hadnât really kept up with the goings-on of the newcomers as well as he probably should have.
âUhâŚgood, I think,â Tango shrugged, joining Scott in leaning against the stone wall. âAt least he was when I saw him this morning.â
âI meant,â Scott drawled, rolling his eyes, âhow is he as a partner?â
âHe - oh.â At that, Tango couldnât help but grin. âHonestly? Heâs been amazing. Donât get me wrong, Team BEST was pretty great last game, but I donât think Iâve ever had a teammate in this game whoâs been so genuinely proud and excited every time we accomplish something. Even the small stuff. Youâve gotta know this already but I swear heâs like a walking ball of sunshine. And heâs more than pulling his weight too, I mean - the cows!â He pushed away from the wall, his eyes alight and his hands moving animatedly with his words. âI think half the server knows weâve got âem by now, but - last week we had next to nothing. And then a few days ago? The guy shows up with an entire herd of cows trailing behind him, like - like - I dunno, some sort of cow whisperer! It was amazing! And the smile he got on his face when I told him soâŚâ
Tango trailed off, realizing he was chattering a bit more than he intended to, but when he glanced in Scottâs direction the man was smiling knowingly at him.
â...what?â he asked, raising an eyebrow at the other player. Scott simply tilted his head and tucked his hands into his pockets.
âSo youâre getting along?â he asked without answering, his words carefully casual.
âWell - yeah, of course we are,â Tango nodded, puzzled. âProbably better than I wouldâve with anyone else on the server, except maybe ImpulseâŚâ He squinted at Scott, suspicion mounting. âWhatâs this about?â
âYou know, Jimmyâs got a bit of a curse hanging over his head,â Scott carried on as if he hadnât heard him.
He cast his glance out over the ravine, where it was only now that Tango spotted Jimmy standing over the ravine on some sort of narrow bridge. He couldnât quite tell from here but he thought he recognized Scarâs familiar brown jacket as well, and what looked like Joel along with him. Scott hummed thoughtfully, drawing Tangoâs attention back to him.
âOr thatâs what some people say,â he drawled, almost mocking. âThatâs what Jimmy seems to think. The first to die in the last two games. Itâs a bit of a pattern, isnât it?â
Something about Scottâs tone set Tango on edge, his hair crackling and his core feeling a bit heated. Heâs heard people tease Jimmy from a distance a few times by now, all playful banter and friendly mocking, but this felt different. This didnât feel like a part of the game. This felt pointed, somehow, and he wasnât sure what to think of it.
âWhat are you implying?â he asked sharply, his hands curling into fists at his sides.
âIâm implying,â Scott went on, finally pushing away from the wall to step up to Tango, getting close enough to stare him in the eye and not caring for boundaries, âthat thereâs a chance youâve ended up tied to a losing horse. People might target him because they think heâs weak. Thereâs a chance youâll get dragged down by that so-called curse of his. So the question isâŚâ Scott grinned, a sharp and wicked thing that had Tangoâs blood boiling. â...are you going to go down with a sinking vessel? Or are you planning on abandoning ship to save your own skin?â
Tango snarled, a sharp grip coming up to clutch at the front of Scottâs shirt, pinning the man to the wall behind him with a little more force than was strictly necessary.
âI donât know what kind of history youâve got with Jimmy, and frankly I donât care,â he said hotly, his tail lashing at the air behind him in his agitation. âJust because heâs gone out first the last two games doesnât mean he will this time. Thereâs a hell of a lot more to him than people seem to think, and Iâm getting a bit pissed off that one of his friends seems to be laughing at his expense. And even if we do manage to get eliminated before anyone else, I wonât even care! Heâs my soulmate, my partner, and Iâm not about to leave him behind just because of some stupid superstition. Iâve had enough betrayal in this game to last me a lifetime.â He leaned in closer, smoke curling past his teeth. âAnd it may just be a game, but I wonât hesitate to knock some heads together if people go out of their way to make his life difficult after weâve stopped playing around for the day. Understood?â
For a moment, there was silence. Scott stared Tango down without any fear, without even an inkling of trepidation, something calculating in his eyes that was almost more infuriating than the silence. But thenâŚthen whatever animosity had been in his expression melted away and he smiled, a gentle and knowing thing that took Tango aback with how different it was from the smirk heâd seen only seconds before.
âGood,â Scott said brightly, managing to get an arm up to pat Tango on the shoulder. âHappy to hear it.â
â...what?â
âSorry, by the way,â he went on, looking rightfully apologetic. âYouâll have to forgive me - when I found out we were going to have our lives tied to someone else this season, I felt the need to make sure Jimmyâs partner wouldnât be the type to hurt him. He deserves someone he can rely on.â
Tango stared, gobsmacked, the fire and fight in him slowly petering out. His tail drooped against the grass.
âWhyâŚwhy would I hurt him?â he asked, shaking his head slowly.
âWell you wouldnât, clearly. Thatâs the point.â
âSoâŚso thisââ Tango gestured between them. ââthis was, what, a test?â
âPrecisely,â Scott smirked and winked. âAnd you passed with flying colors.â
âIââ
âYou can let me go now, Tango.â
What? Let him - oh. Right. Tango was quick to obey, instantly releasing Scottâs shirt and taking a step or two back, his cheeks tinged pink while he avoided Scottâs gaze. He cleared his throat.
âUh...sorry man.â
âYou donât have to apologize, I riled you up on purpose,â Scott waved him off, straightening his clothes. He eyed Tango with a knowing sparkle in his eyes. âThough I have to say, that was a rather impressive display. Youâre quite protective of him for it being so early in the game.â
At that, Tango flushed to the tips of his ears and swallowed, folding his arms over his chest and shrugging.
âYeah, well, heâs my partner, isnât he?â he muttered, ignoring the fact that his glowing hair was probably giving him away regardless of whatever tale he was trying to tell. âHeâs got my back and Iâve got his.â
âMhmmmâŚthatâs all it is.â
Tango risked a glance in Scottâs direction and saw the way the other player was watching him, saw the smirk that danced across his face and the mirth in his eyes.
He knows, was all Tango could think, his pulse leaping and his jaw tensing. He has to. It wasnât his fault heâd gained a bit of a crush on his sweetheart of a soulmate. Who wouldnât? Jimmy was sunshine incarnate, and handsome to boot. Cute, even, when he smiled that million-glowstone smile. Could anyone blame him?
âWas there anything else?â he asked, aiming for nonchalant and missing by a mile. âOr, uhâŚor was it just the shovel talk from his ex-partner?â
âEx-husband,â Scott corrected casually, as if that little revelation didnât send Tango reeling with the implications of what exactly he was getting himself into here. âBut no, that was it.â Scott cast a wayward lookout across the ravine and sighed. â...though you may want to go assist your soulmate. Scar and Joel might not be red but they seem to be pestering Jimmy a bit over on that bridge.â
âThey what?â Tangoâs head snapped around to the little one-block-wide path in the distance, where Jimmy was balancing precariously between a crouching Scar and Joelâs laughing form. Something hitched in his chest, something like concern, and he let out an aborted sort of sound as he started off around the ravineâs edge to reach them.
âTango!â
Tango stopped and turned back to find Scott smiling warmly after him.
âJimmyâs had a bit of bad luck the last two games, but I think he could do well if given the chance.â He tilted his head in Tangoâs direction. âYou seem like a good match. You might just be able to turn his luck around.â
Tango was quiet, still, the words rolling over him and making some of the tension in his chest soften at the implications. He smiled back.
âIâll certainly try,â he promised, before leaving Scott behind to find his way to Jimmy. (...)
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(That moment when you're really proud of scene you wrote and you'd love to post it to your main blog, but you know full well it's from an AU that you're trying to keep slightly anonymous so you can't share it there, so you just have to resign yourself to your self-imposed anonymity so that others can enjoy the scene that's been living in your head for a week...)
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