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Summary: There is no such thing as sleep anymore. Not with the wolves coming for her at night. Not with the sounds of the screaming halla. Not with the hissing of snakes. He won't be coming to comfort her anymore. No late-night visits. No gentle touches in the morning. No surprises in the rotunda. There is only the empty keep with its guards stretched thin. And even then, she is all alone. All she has are the whispers in her head, now. And the only thing that connects them is the eluvian.
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here were nights that seemed too quiet and they were becoming more frequent as the days passed. Skyhold, usually bustling at all hours of the night, was going dark. The footsteps the echoed through the halls accompanied by shouting from the courtyard had ceased. There was the sound of a smith busy tinkering with steel that she had grown accustomed to that had faded to a small thud of a hammer on wood. Agents would surround the keep, guiding guests and tending to workers to prepare for future tasks that thinned to a few roaming to simply just keep watch. Aeva would once sit on her balcony with her white robe embroidered with gold leaves tucked around her, hands firmly planted on the banister as she scanned her grounds below. Now, there was hardly a thing to see. There was hardly any light outside with the torches snuffed out and the tavern door shut tightly. She crossed eyes with a guard across the way, pacing on the parapet, and he gave a salute as he recognized her on the balcony. She could only respond with a sigh.
Aeva took her leave, grasping her goblet of the ledge by the rim as she turned. Her robe fell open, now loose around her and showing her small clothes underneath. The cold traced her skin and caused the hair on the back of her neck to rise. The open door made it easier for her to sleep. With her body wrapped in the warm blanket and the fire burning a few feet away, the crisp air and crackling sound of the blames lulled her to sleep with ease. On the coldest nights, there was always a little extra warmth next to her. A body with smooth skin that smelled of various herbs depending on the pigment that night. He would sneak up the stairs, heard by no one - even herself. Though sometimes she would still be awake at her desk to see him walk in. Other times, she would feel the blanket lift gently and she would feel his hand slide across her back. There were some nights she still felt him next to her. But it was always much colder than before. And sleep did not come as easily as it used to.
Some ways had been suggested to help her sleep. But she refused. No tea, no spell, no replacement would ever make her feel safe again while she dreamt. There were always whispers deep in the corners of her mind. Even when she was awake she could hear them. She could sometimes see them. There were figures of halla fleeing, wolves stalking, and snakes coiling. She would catch shining reflections of mirrors, sometimes in the distance... sometimes nearby. And there was always one thing she could never see, but could feel lingering. He was always close. And his eyes were always trained on her. So she sat awake, rotating between energizing tea and calming wine. There were guards she forced to remain at the bottom of the stairs. They were instructed if they saw her sleeping, they were to awake her at once. Aeva refused to be humiliated by waking herself to the sound of her own sobbing again.
"Looks like we've gotten rid of the busywork, Rogue," she said, scratching the head of her old decrepit cat while looking over some papers on her nearly empty desk.
The cat purred loudly as he stretched out across what remained. The reports were growing thin. Since Aeva had disbanded the Inquisition during her meeting with the Exalted Council, there seemed to be no reason to contact her or ask for aid. Even if the letters made it through, Josephine made certain very few of them made it to Aeva. The Keep had also cleared out of refugees. And though most of the agents wanted to continue their work, many of them fled to other outposts. Aeva, herself, had packed several bags. But she was not ready to leave. She wanted to be the last one to go through those gates. Skyhold had been her home and it deserved a proper farewell. The thought of it alone was overwhelming and she often became emotional upon dwelling on it for too long. It was common for her to feel nostalgic most nights and she would wander the halls in the middle of the night. Agents reported seeing her down the halls, in the library, beneath the Keep in a room full of books, and even in the rotunda. But mostly, they saw her in the gardens. She would sit in the moonlight and stare at a door across from her. As if she were waiting.
But the reports were wrong. Aeva was waiting for no one. She was watching the door to make certain no one came from it. While her heart was filled with fond memories, her mind perceived them as lies. Though her feelings were quite real, they seemed fake. As if someone had imposed on her thoughts to create a reality that never existed. And it was through that door. So when the wine jug was empty and her room became silent, she grew anxious; just like every other night. And she took a candle in hand to descend the staircase where she would open the door with a loud echo and stand in the great hall. There, she would stand in front of her throne empty and craving her power. She could not recall how many had stood where she stood. But she had remembered the exact number of those she sentenced to death. Her spine shivered with a chill crawling through her chest as if the spirits themselves scratched at her skin. The throne was no longer appealing to her as it was a reminder of her false title, someone she refused to be any longer.
Her footsteps were light as she crossed the hall, making her way to the rotunda. It had been empty since he had left and other than herself during late-night visits, no one had dared to enter the room. Those who did witness the fury as Aeva forbid anyone from entering the room. That is until she finally agreed to have a scholar sketch the murals on the walls. She would check on him almost every night to ensure he was staying true to his word with only sketching what remained on the walls. He was not to look a the book on the desk or the papers beneath. They were personal to Aeva... they were of Aeva. And though she did not want them in her possession, she still did not want others to go sifting through them... to look at her and to see her as he saw her. As she checked on his well-being that night, she found him scratching his head over his book, looking up to check the full painting on the wall. He seemed confused with his translation and aggressively began to erase a part of the page. Aeva ignored him, peering through the crack in the door at the bright colors. She could still see him on the scaffold with a torch. Or bent over on the floor. There were still paint stains on the floors. There was always paint everywhere. Always on his face.
The scholar coughed loudly and she suddenly remembered that she wasn't watching him. He wasn't there. And the disappointment made her sigh to herself. It was tiresome trying to remain perceptive to what tricks her mind was playing. Her reality was imbalanced, switching between whispers and memories to the constant reminder that she was alone. It left her paranoid, blinking to regain her sight or rubbing her ears to ignore sounds. Sleeping may have been the worst place for her mind to go, but it was still difficult to remain conscious. Aeva turned back to the hall, making her way to the slightly cracked door that was allowing a brisk flow of air into the grand entryway. As she pushed it open freely, she could feel the cold chill enter her lungs. She stepped into the open air, a small smile forming as her eyes came across the garden. And as her feet touched the dirt, she held the satisfaction of freedom. Most of the plants in that garden were placed there by her hand. It was her life's work. The Inquisition was fulfilling, but the garden was her gift. It was what she would leave behind, her legacy to Skyhold.
And as she walked by the bushes and stalks, she caressed the flowers and watched as their petals began to fold inward. She swore she could hear them whisper, but voices surrounded her so often that she could no longer tell which ones were real. She knelt down, her eyes adjusting to total darkness with only the light of the moon as she examined the leaves for spots. And as she tilted her head with sleepy eyes, she swore she heard a voice nearby. Her ear twitched and she straightened her stance but saw nothing when she glanced to the open door. She could see into the hallway clearly and on the other side, the rotunda door remained slightly ajar, exactly how she left it. She went back to her flowers, scooping the dirt around the bottom so that water may flow to the roots. But again, another voice rang clear into the opening. This time, she stood up now alert and aware this was not a simple whisper. The voice continued like a chant and lowered once it had her attention. She lowered her hand and wiped the dirt onto her side, staining her white robe. She looked around the garden and still saw nothing. Until the faint glow from around a door on the north side caught attention. The handle clicked and a breeze pushed it open ever so slightly. She stared a long while at the door before she approached, taking the candle from a bench nearby with her. Aeva was not prepared for a fight. But she was prepared to die. Still, this did not explain the inexplicable fear that began to swell in her chest. Even without weapons, without anyone around to protect her, Aeva believed she was safe in the garden. This was her haven. And now that was something that no longer held true, another memory turned rotten by his curse.
Many nights Aeva had looked at that door. She felt at peace in the garden as she watched over it. This was not even the first time she had gone to the mirror. There were other nights she went to it, shouting and cursing in an attempt to draw something out. Even then, even when she challenged whatever was on the other side, not once had she ever endured this sort of fear the way she did now. She made her way to it, her hand clenching her robe tightly. When she made it to the door, she opened it smoothly and it made no sound at all. The room was still, even when the wind from outside was blowing against her back. She stepped into the room fully and truly believed that someone was there. Waiting for her. But there was no one. Perhaps it was her mind playing tricks again. Or perhaps she was just desperate. Either way... she was alone, again, with the mirror. The candlelight reflected strangely off it and something about its shine seemed duller. It was as if the mirror itself was trying to put out the flame by smothering its reflection. Everything in the mirror was grey, which was a sign it was not being used. Still, she could hear the familiar hum from it and knew the mirror was aware of her presence. She sat the candle down on a table nearby to approach it as she had many times before.
Part of her wanted something to come out and attack, to take her away from the misery of feeling conflicted. Of feeling lost. If not to kill her, then to steal her away into the Crossroads. At least then she would have a better idea of what was happening rather than waiting for him to make the first move. And if he was going to do anything, now would be the time. She was utterly alone. It was the dead of night. And she had emptied an entire jug of wine. Aeva was certain something was there. It was always there, just as it was always in her dreams. She could never see it, not clearly, but the mirror would ripple from time to time, causing the image to wave back at her. Many tried to convince her to smash it. She considered it but the mirror was far too important. Her hand lifted, her fingertips brushing across the surface as if she were touching a person. But it felt like the coldest of ice, hardened over time with repelling sensation that bit into her fingers. As she removed her hand, the surface wavered softly in response. When nothing else happened, there was a stinging sensation brought into her eyes and tears began to force themselves through. Not in front of the mirror, though. She would never cry in front of the mirror. And she told herself that as she reached up, gripping the remainder of her arm tightly as a reminder. Then, she leaned close, feeling the cold of it on the side of her face.
"It's me again," she whispered.
The stupidity she experienced when she spoke to someone who was not there felt discouraging enough to embarrass her, but never to stop her. She bit her lip and listened intently, knowing something was about to whisper back. Something did, but it wasn't the voice she wanted.
"I'm leaving Skyhold."
Aeva waited in another long pause.
"I'm not taking the mirror with me. This will be the last time I see..."
She stopped before she could finish. The longer she fell quiet, the more she thought she could hear him mixed somewhere in all the other voices. The few words he had left her with all those days ago had not been enough. It left her with a need to hear his voice one last time. Unable to control the soft sobbing that escaped her lips, she covered a mouth. And a single tear ran down her cheek. She took several deep breaths, searching the mirror for a sign of movement. There was still nothing. She would never hear his voice or touch his skin ever again. The desire to be with him turned spoiled and now she only knew rage.
"I can't do this," she said in the palm of her hand. "I can't do this!"
The second time it was a shout. And it echoed off the walls in the room, her voice shaking some of the tapestries because of the stillness of the air. She covered her mouth again, looking frantically back and forth in hopes she would not disturb the guards. If she was going to leave without an escort, she needed to leave now. And she made haste towards her candle. But as she did, she realized something about the room. The room where she had been able to hear the whispers quite clearly. The room... had fallen silent. She heard no whispers. No voices. She only heard the beating of her heart against her chest and the rapid breathing that followed. The humming became louder and as she turned, her eyes grew wide as the mirror began to glow. The reflections twisted and turned, opening a door to the other side and allowing a gust of air to flow through. It was humid like a mist under a waterfall during a hot summer day. She could smell the earth with it and when the portal burst open, she could see the cliffside and trees blooming bright pink flowers along the rock wall. The light coming through was bright, forcing her to step back and shield her eyes that had grown accustomed to the darkness. As they adjusted, she could see a tall figure stepping into the room. And then the mirror's image closed, making a sound like shutters closing quickly against the wind. All light had been extinguished but the moon, a single round window guiding a beam between her and the newly arrived guest.
The moment her eyes adjusted, she could see his familiar outline. He was just as she remembered. His skin was still pale and smooth. His hands were folded behind him. And his shoulders were back as he held up his chin in pride. His jaw was cut against his neckline and his eyes were focused. His face was the same, but he was different. There was no smile, no softness to his expression. He displayed a rigidness standing before her, nothing like the mage she had grown to care for. This was a soldier. This was not the man she loved. This was the man that used her. Her distress was replaced with disappointment, though she knew better than to expect anything other than what was standing before her. She opened her mouth, inhaling from the bottom of her lungs, but before she could shout anything, his gloved hand was pressed tightly over her mouth. She had not even witnessed his movements. But her hair shifted slightly when he halted suddenly upon her and it was all the proof she needed.
"Shhhh," he said softly into her ear as if he were hushing a child.
With her only hand, she tried to push him away. She revoked her decision, she did not want to see him anymore. Closing her eyes tightly, she thought about how much she wished he would disappear. She pounded her first into his shoulder over and over until her wrist hurt from the constant impact. Her knuckles grew numb as they became raw. And then the ripping of her skin over her knuckles caused her to stop. He tightened his grip.
"Aeva," he whispered harshly.
The sound of her name on his lips made her feel worse. She pushed him one last time, slamming her palm into his chest until everything grew weak. Her knees began to shake from pulling away and they, too, buckled from exhaustion. She did not know how long she had been fighting him, but she realized it was effortless. She did not care. She wanted him to know how much she despised at that moment. Tears pushed past her eyelids, rushing down as she began to yell into the palm of his hand. He waited until she was finished, looking down into her bright green eyes, the only thing that had not been exerted. He could see the fury in her and he held her tightly at her waist until she was panting. Her cheeks lost their color and he was anticipating the moment she made herself faint if she refused to be calm. He finally removed his hand, lifting her chin to look at her face. She turned her head, refusing to look at him. Still, he could tell she was tired. Beyond tired, she had been depleted of many things. Her body seemed lighter as he held her. And her skin had lost its sun-touched glow. Her lips were cracked. And her eyes were heavily hooded.
"You've looked at me enough," she spat, her voice breaking as she did.
The remark was a jab to the appearances he had made into her dreams. And she assumed quite well he was smart enough to discover that implication on his own. He did. And in an instant, his hardened gaze fell. She turned to look at him and regretted the moment she did. The way he looked at her opened a flood of memories. All the times she had fallen, the times she was afraid, the times she thought she would lose; he was always there looking at her just as he was now. It was as if his face transformed.
"I haven't," he replied, his voice low and soft.
Once upon a time, she had received reassurance and comfort from that tone. Now, she felt nothing but anger. She felt he pitied her. She felt he was looking at her like some pathetic mistake. Like she was a pet.
"Enough," she pushed away.
And he released her, watching her stumble as she regained her balance.
"You're weak."
"I don't need your pity," she huffed.
"I can't let you do this to yourself."
"Myself?"
Her eyes flickered with fire and he could see the yellow flecks illuminating them like sparks in the air from the flames. They brought a flutter of fear into his chest as he watched the Viper bare her fangs, ready to strike. But she didn't. Her venom was no there to blame him, but to make him realize what he had done. And as he looked at her, he acknowledged for the first time it was no longer just the arm he had stolen from her. He established he had been wrong once again. He had not just taken her ability to fight, he had taken her will to continue. He could not stop her from taking the orb. Or risking her life for the Inquisition. Or become its leader. He could not stop her from facing her fears in the Fade. Or drinking from the Well. Or... falling in love. This was his fault. He could have put and end to so many things long ago. And he did not. Hope had told him that she would be strong enough to press on through the heartbreak. And perhaps she would have... if he had been strong enough to let go as well.
"I can't say it enough," he was still lamenting, but his face was stern. "I am sorry."
"I hate you," she said through her tears. "With everything I have."
He was quiet as he let the words sink in. Not only for himself but for her.
"I know."
There were too many emotions for Aeva to sort through as she attempted to make out what was real. She wasn't even certain she was awake. The room seemed too quiet, too empty, too vast for a place where two people stood. She was so far away from him. Yet, she could reach out and touch him. Just as she wanted to before that mirror shifted.
"What sort of dream is this?" she said to herself, reaching out to touch his breastplate.
He took a deep breath, closing his eyes to ignore her touch. He did not know how to answer her.
"You can't be here," she went on. "You can't be in my dreams. Not like this. No matter how many times you lurk, you never just..."
Her fingers outlined the engraving on the front of his armor. She wished it was his cloth tunic. That way, she could feel his chest beneath it. The armor only reassured her that he wasn't truly there. But that was not his intention. He desired to see her one last time, just as she had requested of him. And if there was anywhere he wanted to be alone with again, it was Skyhold. He needed her to know it was real. And as he grabbed her hand, bringing it up to his face, he opened his eyes to acknowledge her touch. When she felt the warmth of his skin, a large gasp of air escaped from her lungs of which she did not know she was holding hostage. Even when he let go, her hand remained, and she rubbed the side of his cheek with her thumb. She wanted it to be real.
"Every time I picture you, you're giving me this face."
Her hand trembled as she questioned her sanity. And his words were lost on her, seeing the confusion in her eyes.
"I can't take it anymore."
Each palm pressed against the side of her face as he pulled at her tenderly, beckoning for her to step closer. She obliged him, lifting her face to match his gaze. He lowered his lips, pressing his nose lightly against hers. The days were lost without her and he had forgotten their last kiss. The feeling of her breath against his face pulled him for more and he wished he could see the longing in her eyes. She smelled of the garden, as she always had. His hands slid back to her hair and he wanted so desperately to feel it through his fingers. It was only when he was with her he wanted to remove his armor. To remove his guard. To remove his purpose. Remove it all just to be with her. But he could not.
"I promise you," he said, pulling away, "you'll never see me again..."
"You're wrong..." she breathed, fighting back another wave of tears. "I'll see you again. Everywhere I go... I'll see you."
The fire in her eyes subsided. But the smoldering in her chest still burned. Blinking up to see what she could of his face, she took it all in. This was the face of a god. But it was still the face of Solas. She was familiar with the crease in his brow, the slight tilt of his head, the tightening of his lips. She recognized his nervous habits and his awkward tendencies. But she never knew, not once, when he lied. There was no forgiveness in her heart for someone like that. Not even for someone she thought she loved. Part of her had left the moment Solas died. And someone else was born when Fen'Harel took her arm.
"And when I do, I'll cut you out from me. Slowly. And in any way possible."
"Vhenan..." he pleaded, lowering his brow with a sense of disgrace.
"I'll track you down, hunt you like the beast you are. I'll follow you into the depths of the Fade. I'll find you. And I'll-"
"Don't say it," he interrupted her.
Gripping the back of her head, he pressed his lips tightly against her forehead.
"I already know. Just don't... don't say it."
The room was still again. Letting go would mean the true start of the new person they had become. At the end of their embrace, he would be a villain, the one who betrayed her. And she would be his hunter, merciless and relentless in her pursuit. But for now, they were something in between. Aeva wanted to be close to her lover again, to have someone who understood her and supported her. And before her was a man who missed her touch, missed her being the only resolve to his fear of being completely alone. He was only Solas when he was with her. And she only felt the storms subside when he was near. She was afraid of the storm outside and the waves it would cause. She knew she would be pulled under. That the darkness would swallow her. She only wanted to breathe again. But not like this. Not in a way that it felt like her last dying breath. It was by far worse than when he had taken her arm. This felt real. This felt like goodbye for the last time in front of the mirror that contorted their bodies into the darkness that they were about to enter. The room grew cold again and the wind came brushing by like a warning.
"I have to go," he whispered into her hair.
"No," she gasped. "A little longer."
Somehow, he couldn't bear the thought of their last touch being taken away through a thick layer of armor. He had felt her hand on her face, but it did not see enough. He wanted to do more than to feel her skin. He wanted to taste her. Without giving his voices a second to speak against him, he pressed forward, pulling her close, and closing the gap between them with a kiss. It was his choice that made certain it was to be remembered. He parted his lips, opening her mouth and closing again to feel her at the tip of his tongue. He could sense her in all her fury. All her anger and stubbornness. All that made her beautiful. He wanted to take her through the mirror. He wanted to dress her in silk. He wanted her to lay in a bed amidst elven ruins. But Aeva wanted nothing of the sort. Aeva wanted a different sort of power, a different future for elves. And what Aeva wanted... wasn't possible. This would be letting go. Their love had ended with a mirror. And now, their hatred would begin with a mirror. His hand fell as he pulled away... even as she reached out for him to come back. The words were on her face, but nothing came from her lips. She could only watch as he made his back to the mirror.
"Aeva..."
His face...
He paused, one hand on the frame. The profile of his face was illuminated by the light. His distinct nose. His cut jaw. She saw the movement of his brow, but the brightness of the portal did not allow her to see his full face. Still, she knew. She knew the face that always seemed filled with sorrow. It was the only way he ever looked at her. The realization had hit, but it was too late and she cursed herself for not thinking clearly. She was wrong before, this was not a look of pity. It was regret. And now that she had taken his freedom to see her as he pleased, the pain he was going to suffer was the outcome of her spite.
"This... wasn't another dream..."
It was still... his face...
It was him. It was always him. It may not have been truthful, but it was still the man she loved. It did not matter who came first. The man he claimed to be was still the man he was. And she so desperately wanted him to know that. She wanted him to come back, even if his name was different. He was not as different as she thought. The subtle touch. The soft whisper. The gentle kiss. The brief glance. The late nights. The heavy breaths. Within it all, she now believed there was nothing about those moments that were not real. He pulled his leg through to the unknown land beyond the mirror.
"Solas," she cried after him.
He did not turn back. The next step he took signaled the mirror to close behind him.
"Solas!"
She ran to the mirror, slamming against it with her bloodied fist.
"You don't have to do this," she called into the mirror. "I don't..."
Her breathing became heavy and her chest tightened. The lump in her throat made it hard for her to speak. And the tears were making her vision blurry.
"I don't want to kill you," she pleaded. "Please!"
But the mirror stood still. The night returned to what it should have been. The wind began to stir the room and she could now see the dust stirring within it. Her skin grew cold and her hair tickled the back of her neck. It was as if nothing had happened at all. There was only quiet sobbing of Aeva in the abandoned room next to the garden. The place she loved.
27. “You have no idea what you’ve gotten yourself into, do you?” for the dwc :)
Thank you @cordkitty-ish :). An old prompt for @dadrunkwriting.
Iwyn Lavellan returns to her clan and sees her younger brother, Branwen, for the first time since Trespasser.
Iwyn Lavellan x Solas | post Trespasser, before reunion | family / gen
Family
“You have no idea what you’ve gotten yourself into, do you?”Branwen paces the dirt floor of temporary dwelling. “How can you…? How can itbe…?” Her brother shakes his head, and pauses, leaning on the pillar in themiddle of the room.
“It is not as if I planned it,” Iwyn bites back, frustrationcreeping into her voice.
“What are you going to do now?” Branwen’s hands comes up,waving wildly in front of him. “Are you going to tell Deshanna? Everyone else?Mom?”
“I have to.“ Iwyn doesn’t meet his eyes, idly touching whatis left of her left arm. “I have no idea what… his…” she tries to breathe, butthe air thick and she feels like it is made of sludge. “I have no idea what hisplans are. How dangerous it is for everyone.” She wants to throw up. She hasn’tthought about, not really. She has been like a ghost, worrying about theinquisition, the many tasks of running it.
Here in the Dalish camp, with her brother, it hits her. TheDread Wolf. She knows she sees him in her dreams, and she knows she will findhim. Here, the dirt floor, the wolf statues keeping watch, she thinks what itall really means. Her brother goes back to pacing
“They aren’t gods, you know? Just people. Mages,” she says.
It was the wrong thing to say. Branwen stops again, icy lookon his face. “Do not say so. Do not come here, after years with the shems, andassume you can tell such things. And if the Creators do not exist, what willprotect us then? You, the almighty Inquisitor?” Branwen sneers at her, eyesstormy. She can smell his magic, congealing in the air around him.
“Branwen. It is not like that.” She tries to be calm. “Ijust wanted everyone to be aware. Don’t trust anyone. Don’t believe calls forchange or rebellion.” The words are stuck in her throat. Had she not believedhim? Does she not still think he tries to walk the only path he can seeforward?
“Did you not say you trusted him? Were you wrong?” Branwenspins and looks at her, chin forward, arms jerking up again.
She opens her mouth to speak, but she has nothing to say.She shakes her head. She doesn’t know, anymore. She feels dizzy, and she sitson a folding chair, drops her head between her legs.
“Iwyn. Sis…” He hasn’t called her that since he was asmall boy. Branwen stops pacing and places a hand in her back, runs it down herspine. It is large and heavy. He has become a man while she has been gone.
“I don’t know, Branwen. I don’t know what think anymore. Ihave to stop him. I love him. I don’t know how.“ She doesn’t look up. She hasn’tsaid it our loud, like this, to any of her friends. Only shown her calm self.But here; here she can smell the wood burning. The sour note of the tannedhalla hides. Taste the herbs from her dad’s liquor at the back of her throat.Nothing to command, no tasks to attend to. Nothing left that gives her asemblance of control.
Branwen crouches infront of her. He puts his hand on her shoulders and pulls her forward, into an awkwardhug, until her knees hit the floor, and then she throws herself into his chest.She hasn’t cried, she hasn’t for so long, but her cheeks are wet, and hershoulders are shaking, and Branwen keeps holding her.
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Aeva Lavellan x Solas
A Walk Through the Forrest
The land is green. The trees are not wanting. They reach to the sky. Their branches show blossoms. Their trunks are wide. She wanders among them. Her hands are stretched across. She has never witnessed such greenery. Flower petals touch her fingertips. Stems graze her palms. The sunlight skims her wrists. The songs of birds and the chatter of fennecs echo through the trees.
Everything Falls Silent
But then all falls still. Her footsteps cease. The air grows thin. The temperature falls. There is a sudden breeze. It brings grey clouds and a stench she is familiar with. The word leaves her and she cannot remember precisely the thought she seeks. Trying to grasp it, she ventures forward, hoping the smell will trigger a memory. It does. And the image becomes clearer. An image of tooth and claw. An image of blood. An image of thick fur and a haunting voice.
The Wolves are Stray
The Wolves. She will not fall back. Not now. They know she is present and they will turn on her. Their fur is not black like the ones back home. They are white. They are white and stained with blood. One lifts his giant head and his yellow eyes pierce straight through hers. The wolf licks his lips before lowering his head. She cannot look any longer. The pool of blood rippling beneath them made her stomach churn. The sound of their teeth gnashing against the innards made her head ache. A sudden crunch sounded as a wolf shook his head and a leg detached from the body. A gasp escaped her lips. And the wolves all lifted their gaze.
Feeding on the Innocent
She saw beneath them was once a creature of light grey fur. It would have been unrecognizable if it were not for the horns. The wolves were feeding on a halla. Terror took over as her body turned cold. The hair on her skin rose, but her wits became about her. And she remembered where she was. The wolves would not venture into the forest for a halla. They remain in the plain where the larger heards are known to graze. For a pack of this number to take down a large, stronger member of a heard would mean the wolves would have to be cunning. They would have to be...
Their Leader Rises
Their leader steps forward. But their leader is no animal. The alpha rises on two legs. And his face is familiar. Breathing becomes more difficult as she watched his shoulders flex. Her fists clench tightly, digging into the palms of her hands. He is dressed in white clothing, embroidered in gold. His brow is stern, just as before. But his eyes are cold. And his lips...
A Mouth Full of Blood
His lips are covered in blood. The pack proceeds to ignore her, resuming their meal without the lack of crunching as they enjoyed their fast. But he... he gazes at her. He watches for her reaction. Though there was none, she still felt him pry. He lifts his hand to his jaw and guides down the line until he reaches his mouth. He uses his hand to wipe blood. But he only smears it.
A Smile Filled with Pride
And then he smiles. He smiles so wickedly, so perversely, she let's out a horrifying. Not of fear, but of anger. Only the beginnings of it make it out of her mouth. She feels she can hear it. But the only thing she truly feels is the darkness surrounding her as she falls through the earth. And the only she sees is hid red smile with an echo of a howl in the distance.
She is Bathed in Regret
Falling back into a tangent place, she finds herself in a bath. Without truly knowing what has awakened her from her dream state, she grasps the edge to pull herself free. But she cannot. The water she was soaked in felt thick. It felt warm. It felt wrong. An awareness enlightens her senses, and as he vision clears, she can see that blood surrounds her. Recalling the scene from before, she swallows the start of a scream.
Surrounded by Emptiness
Then they appeared. Men and women of the Inquisition come drifting from the shadows to her side. They are all dressed in uniform, or else she would not even know who they were. Some she knows by name... but these followers... have no face. She cries out, but like before, only the first bit escapes. They reach to their sides and bring up a wooden buckets with a jingle inside. The buckets are emptied into her tub. And golden coins fall onto her body.
The Weight of Gold
The blood rocks back and forth, spilling onto the floor. She can taste it in her mouth. Feel it burning her eyes. The weight is crushing. She can feel her spine pressing into the bottom of the porcelain tub. She scratches at the side, but to no avail. The treasury will drown her. And her comrades will watch. Thrashing about, she hopes to shake loose. But the relief of pressure does not come from above. It comes below.
A Sound of Resolution
The tub cracks, pulling her through to wherever she must go next. The gold disappears and for a moment, her body is weightless. And then it is cold. So terribly cold. The darkness brightens, but the light is so bright. Her eyes sting from the sudden burst and her body falls almost numb. She gathers her courage to rise from the broken tub. There is no blood but once again, there is the color of white. The color of snow.
An Answer on the Horizon
As her eyes adjust, she can make out something in the distance. It is grey, only slightly darker than the landscape. She moves towards it, the only thing she has to fixate her eyes upon. The only destination. As she draws closer, she knows the shape. The shape of a wolf. But this is a sight she has already seen. Tears fill her eyes. Should she be frightened? Because this is not what she felt. Only sadness. Only anger. Only the realization. Fen'Harel was watching.
The Shrine of Fen'Harel
Ruins suddenly began to appear around her. She does not recognize them. Or this feeling they gave. Emotions suddenly faded as she held her breath. They were replaced a desire. A need. She did not worry that the Betrayer would take her. No... she begged. She prayed silently because she could not speak. She prayed as she reached out with her bare hand. She prayed as she felt her fingertips graze across the wolf's mouth.
The Dread Wolf Howls
Hearing her lament, his eyes burst open. Not only the two, but several more across his twisted face, all burning with red flame. They all turned down to her, witnessing the elf for what she truly was. They judged her. Knew her crimes. Knew her to the very core. She fell to her knees, her body tensing with guilt and rage. This was her fault.
She Feels His Hands of Mercy
There is a sudden warmth across her chest. Two hands creep up to the tops of her shoulders. They pull her hard, into something solid. Something warm. It took away the fear. The cold. The hatred. It brought the comfort. Forgiveness. And she could smell something that she knew very well. It was sweet, but strange. Like an incense in a shop she had browsed in long ago. It was ancient. But it was new, like a parchment unrolled for the first time. It was Solas.
Of Love and Comfort
The statue disappeared, leaving a black abyss surrounding them. She pushed back, shoving him away. He did not belong. He was no help to her. She wanted to tell him, to shout. But there was nothing that would come from her lips. The look on his face told her that he was aware of how she felt. But it wasn't enough. She screamed. And though she couldn't hear it, she could feel the depths of her soul flaming in her belly as she let out a silent roar.
Ma Vhenan ...
But his words were clear. They were so sharp in her ear that she swore she heard them on the edge of the bed. She shot up, the sensation of his breath on her earlobe bringing her heart to an alarming rate. There was no one there. There was only the light of the stars and the moon. The sound of the breeze nestling up to the slightly cracked window in the far end of the room. But there was taste of blood in her mouth from where she bit her lip in her sleep. She wondered who exactly had visited her that night...
