#softsons

Anyway that doesn’t matter. I saw you talking about that intro to 221b that they showed in theatres before TAB and how apparently it is nowhere now but do you remember the anatomy chart ft. the male pelvic area??? I think it was hanging in the kitchen??? please say you or someone remembers this because hashtag relevant 

ITS GAY TIME NOW

recently i went through a downright mental breakdown and i didn’t really know what was going on and i was super angry and scared so i channeled that anger into gettin mad at things i thought were harmless and that was namely attacking the sherlock fandom whiiiiiiiiiiich is pretty fckd up tbh cos this fandom has made this blog what it is in a lot of ways and it was not the right thing to do at all

at first it was reasonably constructive (like my “here is why john isn’t bi” posts) and that was okay cos i wasn’t targeting anyone specifically, those opinions were based off of multiple posts i’d seen over many years i was sort of trying to deconstruct a common discourse etc.

BUT THEEEEEEN i had a few very bad (s******l) days and i lashed out at specific, tweets, interpretations etc. and while i NEVER intended to aim these (mostly untagged) posts at anyone (a couple were never meant to go beyond being drafts but ain’t the mobile app fuuuuuun?), people took them personally

for a while after that i was like “LMAO WHAT DRAMA PEEPS TAKIN THIS TRASH SOOOO PERSONAL” but then I learned a real valuable lesson my friends and that lesson was this:

it never matters what you’re intention was with anything, all that matters is your impact aaaaaaaaand my impact was very rude and mean and I am genuinely sorry to all the people that suffered from the impact of my unfiltered rants and regardless i dont get to decide how my actions make people feel

it was super wrong of me to attack individuals over their opinions and stuff and to those people (if you ever see this) I am really sorry

a bad brain doesn’t excuse bad deeds and it doesn’t matter how much I disagree, I don’t have the right to make anyone feel bad for liking what they like whether that’s johnlock, bisexual john, animagus sherlock, or Sherlock and Irene having sex 7,000 times on boxing day before lunch - once again im sorry to all the people that i did make feel bad or angry and i hope ya’ll can forgive :)

im exhausted from being angry and i wanna try and be better and not leave people hurt so I am sorry and if someone could nudge the people i’ll tag below so they can at least know that, i’d be forever grateful :)

Please let them make out in front of Moriarty before John shoots him in a manner similar to Sherlock's fantasy 

Rebekah: :3c