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Warnings: past abusive relationship, trauma, maybe some tears

Mercs with a s/o who was in a abusive relationship

Scout

When he tries to hug you and you flinch he tears up before asking if you okay

After you explain you might have to hold him back from going after that person

Afterwards he helps you get used to hugs and kisses

He loves cuddles so when you first initiate cuddles he starts crying

Happy tears of course

He's just so glad you trust him

Soldier

He first notices when he's yelling and you flinch

Immediately apologizes and lowers his voice

When he realizes why he suddenly has to leave for a 'business trip'

He helps you get used to touch through quick side hugs, high fives, and fist bumps

The first time you initiate one we has to retrain himself from scooping you up to hug you

He's just so happy!

Demoman

It happened when he was drunk and tried to hug you

When you flinched he started bawling and apologizing

The next morning he was very embarrassed

When he realized why he asked if he could help

He then tries to hold your hand at least once a day then moves onto hugs and so forth

He's so happy you trust him enough to let him help you

Pyro

Devastated they can't hug you

When you tell him you need time they're willing to give you all the time in the world

After initiating hand holding they move onto hugs

You decide to surprise them by initiating a hug and the second you do they cling to you bawling

They're so happy and they can't hold it in anymore their best bestie just hugged them!!

Heavy

He understands and is willing to give you time

He's not as touchy as some of the other mercs so he's willing to wait until your ready to start

When you are he'll start with the basics high fiveing, hand holding, hugs, and finally kisses

When you give him a kisses instead of the other way around he may tear up

He will then hold you for the next hour so hope you didn't have anything planned

He's so happy to have your trust and he'll support you through all the days

Engineer

He's also not very touchy

He will wait until you initiate the first touch to being helping you move along

Even if it's just a shoulder touch it's progress!

When he gets to hug he will give you one each day

And you notice that he tends to linger each time

So when you hug back he snuggles into you to hide the biggest smile you've ever seen

Medic

When he realizes he can't snuggle you when he's tired he's a little upset

But when he realizes why he guesses he'll let it slide

He is very eager to get to the hugs so you might have to tell him to slow down sometimes

When you do get to hugs he might tackle you

He was trying to be patient but your just so hugable

He gets really lovey when he's sleepy so when your ready to cuddle he won't let go until noon the next day

Sniper

Probably the least touchy

Unless you want to hug and cuddle he probably won't ask you about it

He knows of your past relationships and they make him so mad at how that person could ever hurt you

He tries to do basic shoulder touches in case you ever want another relationship he doesn't want to be clueless because he wasn't engaged in that sort of affection

If you do want to hug and cuddle he's down to let you take as much time until your ready

He'll be a lot more invested if you want to hug and cuddle because he wants to make you feel loved

Spy

Also is only engaged if you want cuddles

He knows your hurting because he's hurt to

He knows how to move to help you get more comfortable with hugs and stuff and he's willing to do it if you want

He would never force you to of course

If you ever intitae a hug you won't see his face because he might be tearing up

Just knowing you trust him enough to hug him makes his heart swell

- Soft Anon

Anywho, soft hour is open. I want to know your top 3 “uWu snatching/just hits you in the feels” jikook moments. The ones off the top of my head that never fails to make me ☺️🥺😭 (and not in that order but a disgusting mix of all those emotions at the same time) are (also, in no particular order):

1) gimbap Vlive, that moment where jimin nudges his head against jungkook’s, asking again “how do you want your eggs?” and jungkook’s SOFT giggle (gosh, I love when they are being such dorks messing with eachother 🥺)

2) that one concert where jungkook turns around only to cry harder and jimin wiping his tears for him (ughh. What more do I have to say? 🤧)

3) that one bday message to jimin. the one with ‘sorry’ after every line (yeah idk that one just gets me. Just undeniable sweetness overload)

So…looking forward to your list of ONLY 3! Okay? Just. Three. :P

And p.s. I am loving all the positive engagements and discussions happening here. I’m impressed by all the different kinds of asks you are getting, with some being much more thought provoking (well, thought provoking for a nincompoop like me). I wouldn’t even know where to begin answering those asks! But you are so good at articulating how you feel in your replies, and it’s been really interesting lurking around your blog and seeing what kind of ask you get hit with. Anyway, keep it up! Hope you have a good week <3

Hello, anon! Darling anon is just a catch-all tag for all my sweetheart anons that I don't know if I should tag as a supporter or in the anti-jkkr jikook club (all of which are based on my own arbitrary assessments lol). If you want a specific tag so I know which anon you are, just let me know and I'm happy to give you one! You can pick one or I can make one up based on previous posts you've submitted. 💜

I love soft hours 😭 thank you for letting me participate because it's not always soft up in here lmao. But three? ONLY THREE?!

1. Same as you, when Jimin gets all up in Jungkook's face for not being more specific. 💔 Literally a what the hell, not while I'm eating! moment. This moment and D3 Jikook are on the same level of suspicious for me.

2. In the Japanese interview where Jungkook speaks for Jimin in a question addressed to Jimin, and he says that Jungkook is the one that makes him happy? I AM SO SOFT. He doesn't often do stuff like this (and this is pretty relevant to an upcoming ask that I'd received), which explains why I LOST MY MIND when it happened.

3. My last moment is kind of the odd one out because I think it was a fan cam that caught it, but it's when they're done with the choreography, and before moving off-stage, Jungkook clearly waits for Jimin to take his hand before taking off. I don't know if there was any context behind it (e.g., was it too dark for Jimin? Though this seems unlikely), but it looked like an extremely tender gesture for an environment that they would be comfortable in and know how to navigate well enough. Admittedly, I project a lot when I watch this because it reminds me of my partner who will do this when we're in a crowd, for example, and when I tell you THE WAY my heart flips when he does this. It's so alpha energy (and I don't mean in an ABO way, please keep that away from me lmfao), and I die every time it happens.

(I also recently read a kidfic about him that turned me into a puddle so maybe I’m bias)

PS - can I go by Soft Anon? I feel like 80% of what I send is soft and I know that’s not the point of this blog but men being tender turns me on ok 😂

happy soft saturday to you too, soft anon!! tender men are seriously sexy so i absolutely get you there!!

ok i’m awful in that i hadn’t been paying much attention to gio until very recently, but what a man!! he just seems so kind and caring! i adore that he keeps his relationship hush-hush and just goes to do his job - which he’s been doing incredibly well recently!! if he stays next year (which i hope he does!) i think he and val would make a great team. he’s stunningly handsome and i do love me a man with long hair 😇

I know there are a few poly yandere here so can y’all help me?

my dear told me he is poly and that he likes another girl but still wants to be with me, we’ve been having this issue for a while now but we never really talked about it :/

He told me he doesn’t want to break up with me because he loves me but also likes her and it’s really hard for me; he asked me if I was open to try and have a relationship with her too but I still need to think about it because this never crossed my mind

I’ve talked with her in the past but knowing he likes her is very uncomfortable for me, she also told me she likes me but I don’t know how should I feel...

What do y’all think I should do?

Sorry for the ramble!

- soft 💌

💘-

Johnny has a way of throwing him into the past and making him feel like a teenager again, from the way he drives the car too fast and recklessly, to his faded jeans and t-shirts. There's also a brand new sense of familiarity that he had never felt before. Usually, Johnny made him feel excluded ... alone.

But maybe it was the years apart that made it feel more like meeting an old friend rather than an enemy.

And there was something about Johnny's apartment, his old car, the way he talked, and the way he dressed that made Daniel feel at home. Like if he'd walked into a family reunion, this guy, this version of Johnny would fit right in.

But the rich, motorbike riding, fast car driving, pretty girl chasing, too proud to lose, smirking boy was still in there too, right?

And suddenly he recognized the street they were on and nostalgia hit him harder. He had the sudden urge to see Johnny at his old apartment complex. Would it seem like he fit there? Could they transport this scene back in time? Johnny following him through the gate in peace ... And maybe he would've come upstairs and through the front door, stretching his legs out on the couch, as if he'd been there before.

And then Johnny's walking away with the keys in hand, and Daniel's exasperated but also sort of relieved. He jogs after him and climbs back in the car.