Prompt; "You either die a hero, or live long enough to see yourself become the villain."
This is a question that John battles with everyday. Does he want to be a hero or does he not want to do anything or does he want to undo everyone’s work? Recently he’s found himself going the hero route, gaining friends, earning trust, and helping people. It’s something he’s not use to, the fight and struggle within him to just leave everything alone goes on a daily basis. There’s moments when he doesn’t want to ask his friends for help or to see if they need it either. Sometimes he just wants things to back to the way they were before but with numerous people telling him not to go that route, that it hurts more, John doesn’t know what to do.
With his “Alpha” being Peter, John has that influence of going into the villain route. It’s something that John doesn’t think about because he trusts Peter. Peter understands John probably better than anyone else does and that causes John to want to grab ahold of that and not let it go. If John begins to hold onto that influence, then he’ll find himself going down that path, watch himself become a villain.
Honestly, John doesn’t know how he’d see himself, it just depends on how influences him the most and where he goes from here.