Trying to talk to someone and getting hopelessly distracted by their horrible grammar and total lack of consideration
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Trying to talk to someone and getting hopelessly distracted by their horrible grammar and total lack of consideration

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i feel bad never eating lunch with my coworkers but it's always 2-4 people who all of them talk A LOT to the point where i don't know where to jump in and if i ever have something to say the person talking moves through about three subjects without taking a breath, and they also start randomly talking about church or about not getting any more vaccines or shit that i'm like oh my contribution to this would be a buzzkill
I feel like one of my biggest problems is that, i'm surrounded by ppl who have low IQ. Bcoz why is it that me, someone who rarely interrupts or disregards ppl when they're talking, is constantly being interrupted by the same ppl multiple times? I don't claim to be special but this is sometimes i've noticed this happening with me multiple times💀💀💀
When you finally make an original, funny joke:
A) You say it to everyone to the point that it’s not a joke anymore, but more of a cult saying you’re forced to say whenever attempting to socialize.
So, when someone says, “Hello.” Your immediate response is, “I have this joke about amnesia... but I foRGOT ABOUT IT!!!1!1!!”
B) You say the joke, no one finds it funny and you silently die inside because of how much effort you put into that one joke.
or someone says:
C) “I SAW THAT ON TUMBLR.”
Socializing Problems
As the title says, this is a blog post that's about what I think I experience. Well, it may relate to the blog post I posted in the past (if you want to check it out, here it is.) Mostly, when I'm with my friends I just stand there, listen to their stories and laugh when it's funny. I just talk when they ask me a question or if I ask them about something. I share some stories of mine if I think it's worth to share I just have this fear that if I share a story of mine they'll just ignore it. Another fear of mine is that, if I act wrongly they'll just abandon me. Well, I've experienced twice that they just crouch a bit to each other and whisper to each other as if I'm not there in the middle of them and when I asked what it was about they just reacted as if I wasn't there right beside them. Once, I challenged myself to not talk to them for a day but still hang out with them. They just didn't notice what I was going through...
Another thing, is that I feel that one of my close friend may underestimate what I can do. Sometimes, I think that maybe she treats as a friend whom you'll just notice when there's something important happening.
I'm just that person who always gives but no one notices. I just want, even for 5 minutes, to be noticed. To be noticed that I'm here, to be a part of their convo's, to be a part of them. I thought it would be a big help to release some of my emotions here because I'm hoping to have some advice about this. Anyhow, I hope you're fine! Ciao for now :-)

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I swear I come off so weird and whiny when I talk to someone, and I promise I'm not really that bad. I just don't know how to socialize.