Jan 3, 2024
well, today i read 100 pages of my book, made a (currently) complete calendar schedule for the entire year that encompasses work, school, and free time activities, and got myself completely set up to start the next semester on Monday, so i may not have gotten everything done that i wanted to, but i’m still proud of myself!
#also planned out my future restaurant trips in detail#because i want to go to new places but it also Scares Me#so if i plan exactly When i’m going and What to order - it becomes less scary#because i have a Plan then nothing is left up to chance#ideally in the future i’ll be more confident and won’t need this#but it’s helpful for now#and honestly pretty wise considering my food allergies#it’s really not a bad thing to plan ahead when possible#which is why i’ve also planned so many city trips and books and films#if i tell myself exactly what to do ahead of time - i can do it#but ONLY then#i need the structure and organization or it falls apart#and this is working and i’m so happy#i’d love to finish the book this week but i’m only about a sixth of the way done so there’s no way that’s happening#not with the Moby-Dick reading monopolizing my weekend#but getting it done in two weeks is the official goal#which i think is entirely manageable#so !!!!!!!!#wish me luck!!!!!
