Aug 1
How the mfs that dehumanized and abused me for years react when i begin to identify as something nonhuman:
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How the mfs that dehumanized and abused me for years react when i begin to identify as something nonhuman:
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living in my small circle with my handful of moots is fun and games until I see someone on my fyp from the same fandom with an oc similar to mine and I start worrying they think I copied them and now they hate me
The ever-reliable Kasane Teto
Happy April Fools' Day! And happy birthday, Teto!
Professional help feels like a fantasy at this point..
Iiiiiiiii had an ideeeaaaa and I'm hesitant about itttt (slightly venty)
What if The Raven Prince does go to the Bloodhaven Ball? Because what if he's tracking someone. Someone who hired bandits to infiltrate his kingdom, to poison the wine that would end up on his table. Maybe someone at the ball knows too much about The Ridgeline Sea.
I'm a novelist, not a roleplayer. I don't even really have much interest in actually roleplaying. But Bloodhaven really is fascinating. I love seeing the things others are doing. Of course I want to be part of it. I just wish I was more comfortable actually doing the roleplay stuff.
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Thinking about when I said "Soooo turns out that I never felt connected to Aphrodite (something that had made me feel alienated) because I did/do not need female sexuality, I've actually really embraced male sexuality since Freyr came around" and my friend group's reaction was "well Aphrodite is a shapeshifting deity so technically...."
When someone confides something like that in you, you do not "um ackshally" them. Aphrodite is still ascribed as a goddess. A woman. That is her most common appearance and understanding. In modern paganism, many honor her in regards to feminine/female self-love and sexuality. Aphrodite is not, in any regards, what I need.
Yes I have grown more distant from this group. I still love them, still talk to them. Something like this is very rare. But I still feel alienated and uncomfortable. One can love a person (or people) and still outgrow them. (Mayhaps I should share the little zine I made concerning this group....)
I bring a ‘gets tired of acting like the perfect child bc it’s at the cost of my sanity and I don’t want people to use me anymore’ to the conversation that my parents really don’t like
I have a crying kink but in a specifically hurt/comfort kinda way
