#slight chatfic

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Your last moments you’ve really gotten to hang out with him was about two years ago. The both of you were so caring and appreciative of each other’s presence. The day you fell in love with him, you broke apart. You developed such a rude attitude towards him. The sort of, “I can’t hang out with you since I see you as a lover”. You didn’t understand love. That day you sunk into your bed and cried.

March 14th. White Day. You miss your chance every time. You thought you could redeem yourself this year. You loved everything about Bede. To this looks then to personality. The main issue is that you wanted to show your love for him this year. You’ve been in love with him for about two years.

There was another problem that came along with this issue. You would always be rude to him. Even when he tried to talk to you, you would distance yourself from him by saying something rude. You knew he got offended easily so the insults ended up being the perfect way to stay away from him.

At this point, you’ve distanced yourself from him by a great amount. It would be difficult to form a good friendship at this point. The heavy feeling of your love for him was too much to handle, you decided today would be the date. You knew Bede enough to pick up on his schedule because there was always a certain time he would always text you.

bede

hey wanna hang out with me around 3:30? pls

bede

wanna hang out w/ me @ 3:30

bede

pls ik u dont like me

bede

dont leave me on delivered

You did feel guilty leaving him on read, but shocked he was desperate to hang out with you. You continued to scroll the endless texts of begging when you got a message from him once again.

bede

wow u finally decided read my texts

You read the text and looked at your digital clock. “Dang, it’s 2:30?”, you said to yourself. You realized your lazy ass has been sitting in your bed for hours and you need to get ready. A shower was also necessary. You stink. You got up and started to get ready. Basic hygiene, get dressed, and go get breakfast. Well, lunch.

You ate something nutritious enough to fuel you the entire day. Honestly, you were too tired to go outside, but keeping your feelings in any longer was going to make you go insane. You grabbed your bag and walked out. You lived in a run-down apartment in Spikemuth, so it wasn’t a long walk away.

Loud music started to play from the gym area and you started to peek through to see your friend Marnie. A Pokémon shook the metal fence, which made you flinch and run away. You ran to Ballonlea. There was a small shop by the Ballonlea gym, well a house that sold candied goods. You bought some hard candy such as lollipops and other flavored candies in a pouch. You left a gracious tip for the shop owner, which was your favorite.

You snuck around the Ballonlea gym waiting outside for Bede. It took awhile for him to come outside because at this point, he knew you would never come around. Luckily, he did have some faith this time and went out. You were hiding behind a bush when he popped out all of a sudden. It’s been a long time since you last saw him in person. His beauty was more noticeable than usual. Was it because you were longing to see him again? Or was it because you were about to confess your feelings to him? Whatever it was, you couldn’t stop drooling over him.

“Hey, are you good?” Bede said, “I know it’s been awhile, but you could at least say hi.” You mumbled something that went along, “Shit, I’m so stupid” and started to start up a conversation with him. “Yes it has been awhile. But, I have something important to tell you,” you talked in a straightforward manner. “Wait, can I say this dramatically?”, you asked.

“Of course”, he sighed.