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KhiKhi would probably find me boring. I don't do much beyond gaming and ttrpg things :D

Nova might? She's kinda chill and id be interested in the Museum Of The Dead so we'd get along at minimum

Delilah would probably be too anxious to talk to me, and since I'm bad at starting chats we'd not do much

Feldy... Isn't real. I know that. However, canonically, he speaks past the fourth wall. As me. To me. He's real enough, and real to me, and we're friends in fucking with the players and their pcs :D

Fig doesn't know herself yet. (This is because I don't know her much yet :D). I don't know if we'd be friends yet

➳❥ 8) What hobbies does your OC have? What do they do to unwind? Cashmere has a few hobbies which include your typical stereotypical noble daughter hobbies (embroidery, painting, tea parties, etc) as well as hobbies such as sparring and brawling with their mentor, practicing magic (against their best interests), and i think potion nonsense as it is also necessary. But to unwind I think they deffo prefer sparring/brawling and embroidery, both are good for taking their mind off of things!

➳❥ 20) If they fight, what's their weapon of choice?

I think that Cashmere’s go to weapon is their twin broken heart axe things or their hair pins! The axes are more active combat whereas the hair pins are for if they’re off guard and need a quick weapon!

➳❥ 24) Can they play any instruments? If so, what do they play? I know I’m doing the most with Cashmere and perhaps always inching more into “marysue” territory but also like ocs exist for fun, if my blorbo is a marysue then I don’t care there’s nothing wrong with having ocs like that, anyways all this to say I think Cashmere would be capable of playing a wide range of instruments as it would just make her look better and her family is all about looking good. I think primarily Cashmere can play the piano, violin and the harp!

My scrungy boy!!! I'll also answer some for Fion, another scrungy boy currently in my head lol~

fear: What is your OC's greatest fear? What do they do when confronted with it? Are they open with their fear, or do they hide it away?

Lazarus: His greatest fear is being weak and powerless- feeling small and ineffectual (Like when Strahd forced him to turn into a newborn kitten, or when he couldn't hurt Kindness at all, even when he knew he landed a blow). It freaks him the F-CK out when it happens but his base instinct is always survival, so he'll bend to whatever force seems to be on top. (It's very fun when the loud, abrasive, and aggressive guy goes still and quiet~ but laying low and NOT fighting back when the odds are garbage have gotten him a lot farther than insulting someone much stronger to their face) ....And on that note it's not THAT hard to see when he's afraid- he's a terrible liar and you can definitely see the deference in his posture.

Fion: His biggest fear is rejection! Fion wants to please and be accepted sooooo so bad and he definitely ends up fawning when faced with people who are mad at him. He'll test the waters a little, but if he gets pushback, he'll retreat and agree and probably walk on eggshells around that person for a while. He doesn't openly talk about it, but it's behavioral so it's not impossible to pick up on.

secret: What's one secret your OC never wants anyone to know about them?

Lazarus: Ohhhhhh he does NOT want people to find out the extent of what Strahd did to him before leaving him out for the party to find. It wasn't even anything physical, but he's still got the looming threat to the orphanage if anyone gets it out of him. (I'll say a lil more under a readmore so that it doesn't cut off the next one but people in the game don't read it if they're not butts)

Fion: HMMM well his biggest current secret that he'd die if people found out about is very topical to where they are right now story-wise.... Some of the group have found out he uses taboo magics, but no one knows he's a bit of a serial killer. Not that he'd phrase it like that- he goes after people who've been cruel to changelings and other species that are looked down on, and got.... maybe a little idea that the church and wizards might fall under fair game now too...

wound: How does your OC handle being wounded? Are their wounds mostly physical? Mental? Emotional? What's the worst wound your OC has ever experienced? Lazarus: He usually grits his teeth and deals with it- Laz is kinda just an overgrown feral cat, if a cat could turn into vermin or a red wolf lmao~ He'll usually sulk a little, maybe b-tch about it if the party is in a dungeon and he wants to bite somebody but they haven't fought anything alive in a while, but he tends to try and hide emotional or mental wounds and just not talk about them at all ever. (Which has just resulted in Laz being VERY emotionally stunted and bad at verbalizing things) Worst physical wound was probably when he tried to grab a little statuette for our party wizard, and whoops! Uh oh! Turns out evil and/or undead things can't touch it and it nuked him with radiant damage that ALMOST killed him on the spot, but it was just shy of twice his HP total, so he was only knocked out and fried his left arm to a crisp. The mental/emotional wounds really take the cake, though- the three days he spent arrested and chained up in that too-bright room with Kindness coming in just to repeatedly near-crush his windpipe and rip his fear of her wide open again, FOLLOWED by the humiliation of the carriage ride with her to Castle Ravenloft while she just raked what remained of his self worth over the coals was definitely a doozie. He REALLY hasn't recovered from that one yet but he also haven't tALKED about it to anyone because he's a prideful piece of sh-t who can't articulate his feelings.

Fion: His magical training really just put him through the wringer,,,, His mentor believed in "show don't tell" so he has first hand experience with all the spells he knows, like having maggots summoned in his stomach to eat their way out, or having his autonomy taken away. He's pretty accustomed to taking blow after blow, and usually takes them without complaint. His worst wound was probably when he was attacked while selling healing salves. Someone tried to rob him and ended up cutting him up. He lost his left eye in the attack and the shock of it nearly killed him, but he managed to stabilize himself after getting away.

Hiii! *waves* Thanks for the muse ask! THIS GOT LONG IT'S UNDER A READMORE!

3. Do they have any bad habits?

Ohh Syl is definitely an impulse buyer. Like there is no way for him to save gold bc he WILL spend it on dumb shit. Or he'll find some way to justify buying it lol

10. What's their favourite food or drink?

This one I haven't thought Abt a ton mostly bc idk food lore of elder scrolls AKDKKGKS but I feel like Syl is a pretty picky eater and probably only likes a few things

he defs likes skooma quite a bit tho lol

20. Glass half full, or glass half empty?

During the events of Morrowind definitely half empty that shit sucks AKDKKGKKS

🐞 (ladybug) - What does a perfect day look like for your oc? What do they do? Who do they see? I think a perfect day for Cashmere is one where they’re out exploring the world around them, going on some fantastic adventure or sight seeing and seeing everyone and everything the world has to offer, of course this is all up to Cashmere’s imagination as he has yet to be given the opportunity to leave the bubble that everyone insists on confining him to in his 25 years of life!

🧣(scarf) - What comforts your oc? Is it an item? An action? A person? Whatever it is, how any why does it comfort them? Cashmere used to find a lot of comfort in their plush bunny doll, Chiffon, who was a gift to Cashmere from Cardamom when they were younger! Cashmere still has her but she’s been through a lot for the past few years and due to certain events it’s hard to find much comfort in her anymore, regardless Cashmere cannot bring herself to be rid of the thing. I think Cashmere also would find comfort in someone who respects their wishes and wants and desires, a very simple thing to find comfort in and maybe obvious but it’s especially true due to Cashmere’s circumstances!

🍄 (mushroom) - Does your character like being in nature or do they prefer the indoors? Do they have any outdoor hobbies like camping or fishing? If they prefer the indoors, why? I think Cashmere wants to prefer the outdoors and does like a lot about the outdoors, nature is beautiful, the flora and fauna is great but there’s a lot about it that would just not be his whole vibe! Camping would be fun but like if it’s the only option and lasts longer than a couple days I think that Cashmere would be really sick of nature!