taiyaki!
taiyaki:talk about your first love
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Haha, oh man, thatās a tough one for me, I havenāt properly dated anyone, ever (or even been on a date)! And high school was the last time I came close to whatever you might call dating.
Uhmā¦ well I guess it was this one guy I knew back in high school? We were friends, and really close friends, and sometimes it got a lot more confusing than just āreally close friendsā. I did the whole, āadmit I have feelings for youā dance at one point, and it didnāt really go anywhere, but we still had like, this bizarre is-it-even-platonic thing going every now and again. I remember he would always go out of his way to tell me I looked pretty, or that my haircut looked nice, or just something positive (since it was really no secret that I had some serious self-image issues).
The thing Iāll always remember was this one night we were running around this town at like, 3 in the morning playing in peopleās backyard sprinklers and joking around and we ran down to the beach and held hands and watched the bioluminescent algea glow and flicker blue in the water until it was almost sunrise and we went back to where we were staying and cuddled up in a hammock.
God that sounds so weird and cheesy and I hope he never sees this ācause itās kind of embarrassing, but yeahā¦Iām pretty sure he counts. Even if it was just confused teenage platonic love.
