he was nothing. not alive, not dead. he felt no warmth, no weight. only a prolonged cold he wasn't even aware of. a luminous absence, a scattering of particles traversing a continuous blue, unhindered by the tides of thought and feeling. but then that changed in a way indescribable. a sudden sense of being just appeared around the event horizon his essence occupied. he had no eyes, no ears, but still he could see impregnable darkness with thousands of lights brushed across the black like dust.
those speckled motes crawled by as his new awareness pushed forward. onward his sightless gaze traveled, faster and faster till those millions of specks turned into stretched lines that surged ahead. faster and faster as a ringing budded and blossomed at his core. the white noise crescendoed from within when it revealed its true nature: a howl.
it consumed him. the rhythmic beat of four dense steps echoing in the dark. running, running, faster, faster. the streaks of light curved into one another, joining at a brilliant point. like the birth of a sun, it was blinding white-gold. he slammed into it, his nothing burned away into something new.
hazel eyes adjusted to the sunlight and found there was a blue sky beneath all that brilliance. he was on his back, his limbs numb but present. all of him flat and senseless against the dusty cradle of rockbed. dirt crunched in his ear as his muscles twitched back to life. memories spun like webs, he recognized them all but couldn't recall what any of them meant.
a shadow eclipsed the sun, shielding him from the unforgiving rays. he tilted his head back to squint at it, gathering the details in one go. the face he found was almost completely white, encapsulated by blue details and black detailing. black, t-shaped eyes that funneled down into a v-shaped mouth.
no, there was a ridge on the top of the helmet. a memory from the depths of his youth cowed its way to the surface. the holo of a man rotated before him, poised for a fight, armor pristine with the same flared sail on the apex of his helm. a droid's feminine vocabulator in the background.
❝ ...the entire army was cloned from the genetic material of a single donor... ❞
❝ you alright, sir? ❞ the helmet asked, ❝ help is on the way. just stay still for me, we'll have you out of here in a jiff. ❞
the clone reached out, his armored hand firmly encircling the young man's shoulder. ❝ i need you to stay calm and─ AH! ❞ startled, the confused revenant tossed the trooper several feet away with a stuttering ripple in the force. weak, meager, the man knew it was a paltry display of his capabilities, but it is more than enough to bounce the clone across the rock.
wherever the force flowed, the life around it imparted an essence. in some places, the force was bright and impudent. in others, dark and ravenous. sometimes it hummed free of the morality sentience thrust upon it. but no matter what, it felt the same to him whenever the man called upon its obedience. a cold burn that brought with it pain and succor. it ripped his veins apart, fueled his anger, stirred his furry. always, it recognized him and him it.
except, it didn't. the breath of the galaxy hesitated. its nebulous presence trembled between his fingers, hesitant. it shifted uneasily around him, trying to form to his shape and failing to fit him as it should. it was confused, or as confused as unthinking lifeblood could be.
there was a hollowness in his gut that leeched all the feeling from his extremities as more signatures populated his vision. the man drew himself to his feet and reached for the spot he believed his weapon should be. he found only air. nearby the clone groaned, clutching his head.
unarmed, unsteady, the revenant gritted his teeth, eager for a final fight.
music-inspired transmission for @skywlkrr // scar - resistance