#sith!kylo

Your lightsabers clashed together, the white and blue connecting with a shower of sparks, the noise of their crackling drowned everything else out. The crossed sabers lit up his brown eyes as they grew wide in shock and you felt a thrill. You were winning. You had him flat on his back, both hands on his weapon as he blocked you, your arms began to shake from the strain but you wouldn’t give in, not for a second.

Then something changed, a cold sensation trickled down your spine, like someone had lazily run a finger down it. The shock in his eyes disappeared and was replaced with something else, they flashed and you swear they looked red in the reflecting light. With a yell he heaved you off him with the sheer might of his massive frame and the Force. It blasted you full on in the chest and you spun with the momentum ending up on the floor, your saber deactivated as it rolled away from you. The heat from the blue saber was at your cheek and you flinched, he wouldn’t? You were just training, and he had clearly bested you again.

‘Padawan, put your saber down.’ You rolled over staring at the point of the laser blade as he stood over you.

‘Ben….’ the sound of your voice seemed to bring him out of whatever trance he was in and you were relieved to hear the blade retracting, to be replaced with his hand. You gratefully accepted and he pulled you up grinning, his dark hair fell into his eyes and he subconsciously flicked it to the side.

‘Good fight?’ His deep voice was low and soothing and you couldn’t help but smile back.

‘You had me going there for a second,’ you said punching his shoulder gently. A look crossed his face, a fleeting shadow but you were sure it was a trick of the dimming light.

‘That concludes today’s training session, I suggest you all get some rest.’ You and the rest of the Padawans bowed as Master Luke left the group. Talk erupted around you, yours and Ben’s fights always drew the attention of every other person at the temple because you were the only one to even come close to defeating him. You never did, but you came close. You looked at his broad retreating back and you couldn’t help but think something had been different today. You shook off the others making some excuse and you jogged after Ben as he slipped into the trees. You paused, you knew how much of a solitary person he was but the cold sensation was something new and it needed to be talked about. You made sure you weren’t being followed before vanishing into the woodland after him.

It was dark and you were being so loud it was no surprise that he found you, grabbing your shoulders as you stumbled blindly.

‘Why are you out here?’ He shoved you slightly as he released you, the accusing tone in his voice made you hesitate.

‘Why are you out here?’ He sighed as you defensively repeated his question back at him.

‘Come on,’ he grabbed your hand and led you through the trees, picking the safest path for you both with ease until you happened upon a clearing. You thought it was a clearing until Ben stopped you walking any further. You gasped at the sheer drop just below your feet as you disturbed the earth and it trickled away into the void. ‘Steady,’ he murmured. Your eyes drank everything in, the dark sky was littered with glittering stars and the huge red surface of Yavin Prime loomed in the horizon. The sea of trees stretched out below you like a green carpet and you watched them ripple in the strong breeze that whipped the hair back from your face.

‘Ben this is beautiful.’

‘I meditate here,’ he pulled you down and you sat cross legged next to him, your hands on your knees as you looked over the nature filled scene before you. ‘I’ve been coming here a while, I’ve always wanted to show you but I didn’t think you’d come.’ You looked down as his fingers tentatively brushed against yours, you turned your hand over exposing the palm and you shivered as your hands clasped together. You often connected this way but it felt different, you turned to look at him to find his brown eyes already staring at you. They burned with an intensity you hadn’t seen before, something shifted inside you and you wriggled slightly your knees knocking his, the contact sent little shivers down your spine.

‘I would have come.’ Your voice was soft as your eyes roamed over his face taking in his plush lips, the freckles that dotted his broad features and the way his soft eyes looked intently at you. ‘You can trust me Ben.’ The wind blew again and you reached to tuck his hair behind his ear, slowly you trailed a finger down the ridge, they were as soft as you imagined. Ben’s hand rose to copy your movements, his hand trembled slightly as he dragged your hair away from your face. You wanted to kiss him desperately, but it was forbidden. You chewed your lower lip in frustration, Ben’s eyes were drawn to the motion and he gently swiped his thumb over your mouth. His lips parted as his breath hitched, you shifted slightly your knees knocking his again both your hands gripped each other tightly as you tensed your hand on the side of his face. His large hand covered your cheek, his fingers digging into your hair and you had to bite back a moan at the sensation.

‘Ben…’ it was barely a whisper but his name dropping from your lips shifted something in him, he pulled your face to his and you clashed together, your hot mouths teasing each other. He groaned loudly, his mouth open against your skin as you fisted your fingers in his dark hair. Both your eyes were shut as your chests heaved the tension building between you as you both realised you shouldn’t be doing this. But the ache between your legs clouded your judgement, you needed him. All of him.

Before you could react his hands grabbed you pulling you onto his lap, your lips connected awakening a feverish need in you both, his large hands spread across your back as he pressed you against the expanse of his broad chest, your hands clutched his face your tongues sliding over each other with lustful intent. Quickly, his hands undid your robes before working his open to allow your feverish naked skin to meet. It was better than you had ever imagined as you ran your hands over his muscles, his hands explored you, gently squeezing your breasts causing you to gasp into his mouth, his hips bucking up into you. His breathing was loud in your ears as he slipped a hand into the waistband of your pants, at first he was hesitant until you whined and ground against him urging him to touch you. You heard his breath catch as he felt your slick for the first time, his long fingers exploring every inch of you. He listened to the noises you made so he knew where the best place to touch you was, and then he found your opening. The moan ripped from your throat as you sunk onto his fingers, your walls fluttering and gripping him tightly. He expelled a loud breath as you writhed against him wanting more from him and demanding he give it to you.

The air rushed out of your lungs as he pushed you off him and onto the ground, his heavy frame pinning you down as he lay his entire length on top of you. You could feel his hardness as he pushed into the soft flesh of your inner thigh a moan rumbling out of his chest as his hands smoothed the hair away from your face. You spread your legs and you almost sobbed when the hardness of his cock nudged against your core. You were burning, and he was the only one who could satisfy you. Your rolled your hips and he murmured something against your mouth as he tugged at your pants.

‘What?’ You panted, pulling away from him. His eyes were dark as they stared at you.

‘I said off. I want you naked right now.’ You clenched at the gruffness in his voice, a deep gravel tinged with lust, his movements sure and swift as he stripped you, leaving you bare to his roaming gaze. He took a breath to steady himself as he shed his own robes, you couldn’t take your eyes off him as he knelt above you, his hair falling into his eyes, the light of the night bathing him with an ethereal glow.

He came back to you with a huff, his arms caging you in as he kissed your neck and collarbone slowly, each nip and lick he gave you sent your fever to new heights. You reached down and grabbed his length in your hand, his eyes fluttered at the contact and he tensed as he watched you wearily, you wondered if anyone had ever been this close to him or if it was just you he trusted enough. It was in that moment you realised you loved him, this man hovering above you baring himself fully to you.

‘Ben,’ you needed to tell him, he had to know how you felt but the words wouldn’t come. Slowly his hips lowered, the tip of his cock pushing against your wet folds sending a jolt up your body. He didn’t hesitate, he pushed himself inside you, splitting you on him as he gently sheathed himself. You felt so full, every movement you made sent bolts of pleasure coursing through you. You raised your legs up either side of his hips, your hands sliding down to knead the soft flesh of his backside. You felt like you couldn’t breath as he slowly dragged himself back out, his eyes watching you the whole time, his hand cupping the top of your head as he rested on his elbows. You arched your back at the feeling of emptiness down below. Your eyes rose to meet his as he whispered your name, you cried out as he pounded back into you, your head rolling on the floor as the feeling of pure bliss flooded your body.

He set a relentless pace, grunting softly with the exertion as he worked hard to bring you to the point of no return. Your mouth opened wide as you tried to drag fresh air into your lungs but your entire body was tensing as you felt the build up low in your belly.

His hot mouth sucked on your nipple and you twitched against him, you could feel the edges of your orgasm as it hurtled towards you, slamming into your body with a loud cry. He shoved his fingers in your mouth to muffle your noises as he worked you through, your walls gripped him tightly and you felt him falter in his pace as he too found his release, painting your insides with his warm fluid as it gushed from him with a shout. He lazily finished inside you, his mouth sloppily kissing you as he came back to himself. You wrapped your arms around each other as you lay together on the edge of a cliff under the bright night sky. The breeze whispered over your naked bodies as you both drifted off to sleep, you felt happy. You had no idea what would happen next, maybe you’d have to leave the Order. You wouldn’t let Ben give up his studies, he was a Skywalker after all it was in his blood. The last thing you remembered before you drifted off was Ben’s steady breathing as he lay on your chest, your fingers tracing the curl of his ear, his dark hair brushing against your fingertips and you felt peace.

You stretched out on your open robes wincing at the feel of rocks and sticks in your back. You frowned, what were you doing outside? Memories of last night flooded back to you as you felt the dull ache between your legs. Ben. You turned to find him but you were alone. The sky was grey and you shivered as the wind picked up around you, why were you alone? He wouldn’t just up and leave you? Not after last night. Maybe he went to go and talk to Master Luke. You quickly got redressed and picked some twigs out of your hair before making your way back to the temple.

The smell was the first thing you noticed, your nose wrinkled and you wondered why they had started a bonfire, smoke weaved through the trees and you realised this was no normal bonfire. You burst from the woodland, fires littered the ground as all the huts you and your fellow Padawans had lived in lay strewn all over the floor. Trepidation seized you as you saw Master Luke’s temple was completely ablaze, the flames roared up as the roof collapsed spewing sparks into the sky. Your mouth was open in horror as you tried to comprehend the scene before you, nothing could have prepared you for the destruction surrounding you.

‘Ben…BEN!’ Smoke made your throat feel scratchy and you began to cough, tears streamed down your eyes as they stung viciously. You used the Force, it came easily to you in your moment of pure panic as you looked for the man you loved and anyone else who might have survived. You heaved debris aside, put out fires and searched with your feelings, but you felt nothing. You found nothing. You approached the Temple, the heat from the fire stopping you getting too close and you wondered who could do such a thing, who would hate the Jedi that much.

You wept, you wept for your lost friends, for your Master and for Ben. You wept until you had no more left to give. The fire still burned in the Temple destroying all the precious artifacts that Master Luke had spent so long searching for and collecting. The history of the Jedi wiped out in one swift blow.