🔥 Serve me up whatever salt you are currently most itching to rant about!
Ok so: honest to God I intended this to be fannish--maybe something about the complete linguistic butchery of "representation" which could still be a fun post to do. But right now, here at one A.M., when I finally have a chance to answer this, I'm salty as fuck about the American health care system. Specifically, the total lack of dental coverage for low-income adults, and how, due to completely inadequate coverage, charities are trying to fill a hole for a huge chunk of the population that's so vast that the rest of the fortunately covered have a wide variety of carriers and options, precisely because! of what a market it is.
The 2011 census, something like 46 million people live in poverty. Now, you can chop about eighteen million out of the dental pool, cause they're under eighteen, and thank fuck that even in deeply red states, those people's dental are covered. (Now, I'm speaking very specifically from a red-state perspective, and I pray it's better than this in blue states.)
In your typical red state, you're fucked once you pass eighteen in terms of dental care. And dental care without insurance is...I once had a family member who was reasonably financially solvent do me the extreme kindness of paying for a filling at a reputable dentist. We walked out the door, and they looked me dead in the eye and said: "That's the last time I can do that. It's completely wiped out my emergency funds for the next couple months."
I've been having ongoing if infrequent pain in my lower jaw since Thanksgiving, and I did what most poor folk do. I gargled with saltwater, brushed my teeth more frequently, and prayed that whatever it was would just please god go the fuck away. Fast-forward to today:I wake up, and oh holy shit pain is back, but it's so, so much worse. Queue desperate attempts at remedies. Nothing works.
I tentatively start exploring my mouth and oh I'm so fucked it looks like there's a tiny piece of my tooth that's actually broken off. So: can't go to emergency dentistry; familial aid's completely out, for various personal reasons and I don't have the money.
So, face feeling like it was low-key being drilled into with an icepick, I got online and found a list of low-cost options. On Monday, I'll call and grill all of 'em, about fillings and god forbid, maybe crowns. And then I'll pick the one that's cheapest; irregardless of appointment back-log. And then I'll spend the next couple weeks taking advil to sleep. Because I guarantee you the backlog will be that long.
And feeling profoundly fortunate; I, after all, can still eat on the other side, and my frequent brushing's kept it from becoming infected. There's no abscess; I can wait without fear of more than profoundly awful pain, and I'm privileged enough to have gotten thorough education in proper oral care, such that in the near-decade in which I haven't been covered, this's the only serious problem I've had. I know there're many. many people who aren't nearly as fortunate.
But when professional pundits wisely do the equivalent of beard-stroking and talk about how medicare-for-all, even with its dental and long-term care benefits that would be fucking revolutionary for most folks is an election killer, because republicans gonna fucking republican and spout BS, without taking into account that we can counterattack, it makes me rage. They don't have to live like this; no one should’ve had the day I’ve had. Absolutely no one. But for it to be happening in the richest country in the world is such a ludicrously dystopian level of horror that if I wronte it in a novel, people would tell me it was unrealistic, that there simply had to be more of a safetynet than this.
And part of the reason, frankly, that this horror persists is the immense cultural shame poor folks are burdened with. It’s considered gauche to discuss financial trials; too traumatic for the people around you hearing about them, and something we’re raised from the cradle to know would make others look at us with pity and a little bit of:why can’t you get your shit together??
Even as polling data has proven over and over that the vast majority of the country would be gutted by small emergencies--look at the fed survey from last year! showing $400 was like the moon for 40% of us--the shame persists. It’s so hard to actually internalize that it’s a flaw in the system--in fact the fundamental feature of late-stage capitalism--rather than some sign of our own incompetence. So yeah, it’s 1:00 A.M. and I’m doing my bit to say fuck that shit narrative; this’s why shit like M4A is fucking crucial. Not thirty years from now, but as soon as we can possibly get it.