#singing dancing

w24 just opened their official fan cafe so i thought i'd share this little tutorial called "how to join w24's official fan cafe without dying while trying" that my fanclub made for some international fans who might not know how to join.

I’ve been using “singer” as a tagline in some Bios of myself for a handful of years now, but I’ve spent vast swathes of my life not only neglecting to actually making anything like typical content, I also just only go through brief periods of singing, then it’s gone again.

Is this something to do with my mood? I don’t know, ask my alexithymia brain.

And it occurs to me, if in society, even 35-40% of music that were passively encountered were about something other than romance or sex? If I had spent my formative years in that less amatonormative environment? I probably would have fully internalized how beneficial music was to me. Even made it a more active hobby or possibly even a side hustle.

I was a band kid.

I placed second chair in State.

Heck, when I was in middle school, I had a brief spurt of designing my own choreography to music. I still like dancing, by myself, freeform. But the only widespread social environment that that typically is offered? Sexually and/or romantically charged.

I don’t think this is the the only thing that’s put up a smokescreen between me and music- but it’s a large chunk.

Sure, I listen to a lot of filk, (no doubt people can write fanwork about shipping or historical fiction poetry about couples, but still) which automatically means the subject ratio tends to be reversed from the mainstream.

And I do try to tell myself that I should incorporate music more into my daily routine. I thought perhaps it was merely the probable-ADHD keeping me from forming that habit. But the more I step back and look at it, the more I remember as a kid feeling very alienated by mainstream music (this was before I knew aroace was even a thing).

What do I do with this information? I am not sure.

I just know that I’ve been listening to music with more regularity lately, and why is it surprising that I feel better lately?

W24 – Singing Dancing

Singing Dancing Tonight Singing Dancing Today Singing Dancing Celebration Tonight Singing Dancing Celebration Today

In this meaningless time that keeps repeating Maybe I forgot what’s really important The promises I made with my hands together when I was young To my hopes and my dreams, I’m going to those memories (more…)

I was just singing the FUN song from Spongebob while dancing

Help make New York Break Out in Song