#sin rants

SO as a reminder. Hybrids that don't exist, fictional animals, and so many others, are still real kintypes. If you identify as a griffin? Go ahead! You're a griffin, even if it's not real to us you still have that connection and identity whether it's psychological or spiritual. Any identity is valid, everyone has so many different experiences. If you're a fictional character, nice! That's awesome, I'm happy for you for learning about that and finding out! You're not any less valid just because the thing may not be real, it's fine if it isn't. Hell, you may have the spirit of a fictional character, THATS SO FUCKING COOL! That's such an amazing discovery for yourself! Oh? You have a psychological connection to a fictional character or creature? Awesome! So many others do to, you're not alone! You're some kind of creature that's not of this world (voids, demons, angels, etc) damn! It's an awesome feeling to be able to learn that about yourself!

Sims 3 was released in 2009. Sims 4 was released in 2014. Ten years later Sims 4 is still the current generation of the sims game and gets updates that render it useless for older computers which is a fucking rip off for people who cant afford new pcs. Your game that you bought in 2014 and its $300 worth dlcs that you bought are no longer functional on the same pc you've been playing them on for years. That wouldn't have happened with Sims 1, 2, 3. If someone wanted to run any of those on their old ass gateway pc or dell pcs from that era they still could. But sims 4?? Oh nawh sims 4 is special because they refuse to end services and continue to add new dlcs. Its easier and cheaper for EA to just update it constantly making money off of shitty ass dlcs. I hate mfs talking bout some 'its surprising people still have older pcs models suck my dick. it doesnt matter if they still are or not. This is a fucking scam and corpo bullshit and we shouldnt be okay with this. Shit like this is often why I would uninstall my game and stop playing cause I just feel disgusting being apart of this sometimes.

if you’ve been serial liking my lotr stuff recently and you think this applies to you, it does.

Now I have stayed up to late! ಥ_ಥ

And to all of my followers, just know that I am willing to answer any asks or messages you send my way, whether it just be a small chat or if you need help with something going on in your life, and I will try my best to make sure you don’t make some of the same mistakes I have.

Look, my system was originally discovered because at the time it was completely spirtual. I told friends and shit I had lil people living in my head with their own distinct personalities, appearances, voices, handwritings, EVERYTHING and they could take control of me at any time. That was from spiritual beliefs. My inner world is a universe filled with creatures most would call fake, unreal, fantasy, but it's been this way since I was 9? 10? And originally all 30 of my alters were completely related to these spiritual beliefs and what I thought and everyone else thought was my imagination. Now I do have alters that relate to trauma, they were never prominent, but they did develop (at least the first one did) at age 4. But now every plural blog I look at is like "anti endo" or even anti mixed origin systems and it's like holy shit. I am an endogenic system, I do believe that's where I primarily originated from for whatever way whatsoever, that's what was always most prominent but I'm not allowed to go to so many blogs because I'm mixed origins. If I was just endogenic like I was at 9-11 or so then I wouldn't be allowed on most blogs. For whatever reason my brain formed itself as a mixed origins system, and at the time those trauma related alters weren't present, but even if they still weren't my brain did form as a system also due to spiritual beliefs. It's not my fault my brain did this, it's not my fault I grew up this way, it's not my fault I have these beliefs, I was taught never to be against spirtual stuff and fantasy, i was never taught dragons, mermaids, gryphons weren't real so i grew up with that. My mind created a reality in which they were, in which I had a world where they were, in which they were me, how is that my fault? Why the fuck am I banned from so many blogs for how I was raised?