So for the past few days I've been very tired. Being tired is nothing to be alarmed about I know. But I'm not one to stay up very late anymore. I usually go to bed anywhere between 11-1 and I usually don't wake until 9 in the morning and I'm good to go the rest of my day. But for some reason these past few days I've been so exhausted. The moment I get to sit down I just want to fall asleep. I mean literally the moment I sit down! For example Sunday I opened at my work and when I took my lunch break I ended up falling asleep for those 30 minutes because I had sat down. The last time I did that was months ago when I was still doing drugs and drinking and staying up till the am on party binges.

So you can believe me when I say that I'm confused as to why I'm so tired all the time. Usually when I have the day off I find errands to run or things I've been putting off to do and actually do them but today I just jogged and did some yoga and took a nap! Let me remind you that I had slept in till 11! Which never happens the most I sleep in now is about 9:30.

Now before anyone points fingers and says the obvious "Oh are you pregnant?" No I'm not pregnant. I've been on birth control for about 3 years now. I'm not sick either! I take my multi vitamin and my vitamin C. So I'm in pretty good health as far as being sick goes. Let me remind you too that this has literally came out of no where. This hasn't been a monthly thing. It started happening about around 2nd of January. I looked it up online and the only thing I could find that I could even consider was that I'm awakening more onto my spirituality. Like moving up the ladder to say. Which you know could make perfect sense too because along with feeling so tired all the time I've been finding feathers everywhere I look lately. I mean I even found one perfectly placed on my door handle on my car. Not to mention the crazy amounts of birds that have found their way into my life. I see tons of them flying together all the time now. Almost everytime I'm outside to be exact! And they are always flying over my head. They are never just sitting around.