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Anyone who has stopped and are giving this post a moment of your time thank you! I’ll be straight forward and get to the reason of this post. I’m broke and not like oh I can’t buy fancy groceries at the grocery store this week broke but broke broke. Broke as in using the stove as a form of heating your house broke. Broke as in picking pennies up off the ground in public to collect and put into a coinstar broke. However I just recently got my license in massage and found me a job. But because I have no professional experience/clients of my own. I am starting from the ground up. I’m also only being paid 30% commison per every massage I give. I’m commission based only though so that means unless I’m giving a massage to a client. I am making 0%. I’ve been currently relying on walk-ins (with no such luck yet) and tips from those who I give a 15 minute complimentary chair massage to while they wait for their appointments. Don’t get me wrong. I understand building clientele takes time and as I’m learning it also takes money (business cards, flyers, booth rentals for events, liability insurance, supplies, etc) I thought by now I’d have a decent paycheck coming in and I don’t. My bills are piling up, my credit card is almost tapped out, I’m pinching the few pennies I have for gas to get to and from work. I literally have never asked for anything in my life from others. I like to consider myself very independent and usually suffer in silence before asking for help. However I’m so stressed out about everything and how unstable I am financially right now it’s been causing anxiety attacks, lack of sleep and just a constant paranoia about where my next dollar is going to come from. I’m currently looking into get a second job to support myself. It’s been a little difficult though due to the gas situation, finding a job that won’t violate my competitor clause I signed in my employee handbook (I’m not allowed to work at any spa type of environments. That would be considered working with a competitor and I could get fired), finding a part time massage job that would work with my schedule I have available and finding a job that’s based around massage (I’m not wanting to work retail when I just spent $10,000 on tuition and another $300 on getting my license...I want my money’s worth of work!) Anyways I’m kinda just rambling right now. This post sorta became a way to explain my stress and get it out of my head. But I was originally making it hoping that I could get someone who’s fortunate enough to have money they can spare to donate $1 or however much they wish to donate to me in my time of need. I understand that a lot of people fake these situations and lie. I’m willing to send pictures of whatever proof you need to help reassure you that I am being honest and sincere. This won’t be a forever situation with me. However it is my current situation and I’ve never been in something like this before. I’ve never been so broke in my entire life. I have always worked hard and busted my ass for what is mine. So just writing all this out is really kinda embarrassing and honestly i’ll probably end up deleting this post shortly out of embarrassment. But as I signed on to my account tonight for the first time in a while to kind of distract myself the thought of sharing a little of what I’m currently going through (trust me there’s a lot more...but this post is long enough already) seemed like a good idea. So anyways if you wanted to give me $1 and hopefully share this on your own page to get the word around I’d greatly appreciate it! I’ll be deleteing soon either out of embarrassment or because you guys helped me out with enough $$$ to get by for the next few days. Below are all my money apps to send money: Cash App: Try Cash App using my code and we’ll each get $5! FLLCLVP https://cash.me/app/FLLCLVP PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/ganeshastrippyhippy Venmo: https://venmo.com/code?user_id=2683968952467456888