#sid&aya

This. This fucking line of sid. It fucking breaks my heart.

Sa bawat hithit,sa bawat hipak

Habang paubos na ang sigarilyong ito

Muka mo saaking harapan

Ang lagi kong natatandaan

Para kang nicotine

Na pilit kong inaalis saaking sistema

Pero di ko maalis-alis sapagkat;

Di ko kakayanin kapag wala ka

Habang tumitila ang ulan

Ang sigarilyo ko'y nauubos

Sana lahat ng ala-ala natin

Ay sumama na sa abo ng kahapon

Para ka talagang sigarilyo

Nakakatawang isipin diba?

Na ikaw na syang nagbibigay sakin ng saya

A movie review.

Una sa lahat don’t worry guys, diko i spoilin yung movie, mag bibigay lang ako ng hint kung anong ma eexpect nyo sa movie na to.

Gaya nga ng sabi nila, this movie ay para sa mga ginago at nang gago well, what I like a bout the movie?

It gives people the idea of how hard it is having a mental illness, that all they need is someone to be there for them, someone who will patiently understand them.

Sid will teach you na panghawakan ang mga desisyon mo sa buhay because if not, you will end up regretting about everything.

Aya maliban sa mga diskarte para mabuhay ang pamilya she will teach you na pag hndi na tama at nasasaktan kana learn to let go and know your worth.

The cinematography is a 100% must see dahil sooooobrang napaka ganda (One of my hobby kasi pag nanunuod pinapansin ito hahaha).

This movie will give you happiness and heartache at the same time, so, prepare yourself.

Hindi lahat ng may I love you love story nga ba?

Hindi ko na papahabain pa kasi baka ma kwento ko lang lahat, as in sobrang pinipili ko yung ilalagay kasi ayaw ko ngan ma spoil yung movie hehe. panuorin nyo nalang guys.

Una sa lahat, ipinamukha ng palabas na to sakin na ang ganda ni Anne Curtis. At kung ikukumpara ako sa kanya, tae lang ako. Tae. 😂

Pangalawa, wala talagang masaya sa mundong to. Yung ibang nabubuhay, nabubuhay na lang para sa sarili. Yung iba naman, nabubuhay para sa ibang tao. Walang both. Mamili ka kung saan ka babagsak. That’s the reality of life.

Pangatlo, “sometimes the one that got away comes back”. May tamang timing para sa lahat ng bagay. Hindi pwedeng ibigay mo ang sarili mo sa ibang tao na kulang ka. Hindi rin pwedeng iasa mo sa ibang tao na tulungan ka niyang pulutin ang bawat piraso mo. May kanya kanya tayong shit sa buhay. Ayusin niyo pareho ang ka-shitan niyo bago kayo magdecide na “Tangina, handa na ko sa forever.”

I often cry hard while watching movies, even the ones that includes comedy. Anything perhaps can make me cry hard. Call me crybaby for short. Today, I have watched another Filipino made film entitled, “Sid&Aya (Not a Love Story). It made me realize a lot of things I can’t even explain. It made me speechless because of the over flowing feelings that the movie aims to give to its audience. Sid is a businessman who cared about money and living the luxurious life. He doesn’t care about anybody else and doesn’t want to end up like his father who died as an unhappy poor man. His life changed when he met his black swan, Aya. He has a skill of reading people but with Aya, it’s different. This movie left my heart empty and full at the same time. I felt having what ifs, there are many questions left for me to find out. What if they had been honest with their feelings from the very start? What if they took the risk and left their fears behind? Would they eventually end up together? What if people are more honest? Why can’t Sid express his feelings and establish a commitment with Aya if she was his black swan? Would you really afford to let go of someone like Aya? Are some things really better when left unsaid?

Sid&Aya (Not a Love Story)

Though it is. Silently. Secretly.

“Because the things that we love, will eventually kill us.” -Sid

Sid&Aya