#sicker

sometimes i wish i was sicker

i wish there was something more

some under lying illness

an unknown health problem that hasn’t been caught yet

and i feel horrible for thinking that

but i already feel horrible

at every other moment

all i can think about is how much happier i should be

i am happy

i have done so much

i have come so far

but i should be happier

so i wish i was sicker

so i could say

So since a lot of people liked this print, I wanted to turn it into a sticker so I did! 

If you want one, you can grab it on redbubble!!

Update on my life: I broke my left hand. I was at the doctors last Wednesday to get a fucking doctors note they wouldn’t give me. So I had to make another appointment to show to the doctors I was unavailable for me to work due to I have a plaster cast on at the moment.

Anyway. So I didn’t wash my hair for a month and my mom washed my hair last night and it took 45 minutes. Then she made me get out of the bath so she could clean it so I could get back in the bath so I can take a bath

I went scrub shopping for my class and apparently scrubs run very small and it didn’t help with my self image issues. I had to get a size of 5x. Im normally a 2/3 x

I lost 40 pounds since the beginning of the year

I have a sticker subscription with stickii

I have a pineapple juice subscription because Im obsessed with pineapples.

Oh and well. I cant fucking orgasm. Im on cymbalta and it literally took my ability away to orgasm and I feel lost and tense and sexually frustrated without them.

Also sorry for this ugly ass picture my mom literally gave me a small towel and I was dripping wet in the livingroom waiting for her to finish with the bath tub

I guess thats about it for now

Haley xoxo