#shittythoughts

(A short n shitty poem by me)

You are a clever bean

You can form a logical argument out of anything,

Pick a statue

Pick a book

Pick a time

Pick a name

Pick a place,

You’ll know something about it and have something to talk about

Your passion for your subject is inspiring,

I aim to have a love for something like that one day,

a true cause and talent is something I aspire towards

You can send me to sleep teaching me about the Vietnam war over FaceTime,

your voice can smooth the atrocities of war and turn horror stories into my kind of lullaby

My intimidatingly, wonderfully, clever little bean

Here I am writting about her again no word feels to fit her quite complete I don't care if I'll be writting all my life as long as she spends it with me.

I want to take her somewhere the stress can't reach I don't want her to feel quite complete I want her to feel like me as powerful when she's breathing against my lips.

I want her to get lost in a infinite sea weathers she never felt, places she never reached hear me calling in every wave, find yourself feel complete.

I owe her everything somehow she showed me I can make it.

why are you so stressed?

not that it’s ruining your pretty face.

but I’m afraid of what you’ll do next

you’ve been walking the past hour

and it doesn’t seem to end.

your lungs are tired enough.

if you want me I can walk you home

and stay the night, if it makes you feel fine.

do you ever wonder what’s your purpose in life?

if you want I can stay until you know it, I know mine.

that’s why I’m here. I’ll hold your hand and I won’t let go.

I won’t let you feel alone.

You got to feel strong.

Yeah, fuck off.

Stop going around, pointing out baseless accusations.

You aren't the victim here, dumbass.

I don't know if you have a grudge on me or you're just an attention seeker.

The fuck? Twisting stories and facts? Sounds like a thing that you'd do.

I didn't do anything wrong, I know it. I've been kind even though you're just bullshitting me.

No. I won't, I will not. NOT EVER IN A MILLION YEARS.

After ruining my image? My reputation? Fuck you, dude.

I'm just saying,

Pinipigilan ko ang sarili kong makasakit ng pisikal pati mamersonal dahil may away palang. Umayos ka, baka di ako makapagpigil.

𝚂𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚏𝚊𝚍𝚎,

𝚂𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚎𝚝,

𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍𝚋𝚢𝚎𝚜 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚍𝚎