#shifting posts

Like... if you believe in infinite realities, then there are literally endless versions of you that exist with every possible appearance, background, and experience you could imagine.

So why would choosing to shift to a reality where you're a different race be a problem? 😭

𝑬VERYTHING 𝑰S 𝑹OMANTIC 𝑵AKAMURA 𝑹IN && 𝒀ANG 𝑱UNGWON “i don’t have a favorite s/o” also me: again, you guys get to see it before i post it on my tiktok (rin6ourheart) & i think i genuinely do keep jungwon in my pocket at all times no matter whichever dr it is .. like why is he a demigod in one dr, dragon in the other, and then freaking spiderman in another?

💌: @aerindrs @chaaistained @rynnest @deepinthegroves @timelostheart @snowangelslibrary @saintnyneve @alexsrealities @intimidaid @rymazzzz

Hii I'm 𝓜𝒂𝒓𝒊 and this is my shifting & manifestation blog!! ♡

— about me: I'm 20y in my cr and I'm from Brazil, so I speak portuguese and english as well.

.𖥔 𐙚 ̊⊹ ˖ some of my likes include cute things in general, pink, sanrio, animes, dancing, kpop, rabbits, french fries, plushies, manifestation, shifting, long nails, perfumes, birthday cakes, learning new languages, milkshakes, pinterest, daydreaming, hair clips and philosophy.

.𖥔 𐙚 ̊⊹ ˖ some shows and artists I like are sk8 the infinity, banana fish, hxh, yuukoku no moriarty, wind breaker, my little pony, barbie life in the dreamhouse, strawberry shortcake, newjeans, lemon demon, gorillaz, seu jorge, michael jackson and tame impala.

.𖥔 𐙚 ̊⊹ ˖ things I don't like and don't support (dni list) include any type of prejudice, violence and mistreatment against innocents, any type of "weird" philia, sexualization of minors and jokes about minorities and serious issues.

˖ ֹೀ.˚ my dr's: ⊹ ࣪ ⑅

౨ৎ better cr ;

౨ৎ waiting room ;

౨ৎ teenager dr ;

౨ৎ famous singer dr ;

౨ৎ kpop gg dr ;

౨ৎ mixed group dr ;

౨ৎ princess dr ;

౨ৎ the office dr ;

౨ৎ 2000s dr ;

౨ৎ 90s dr ;

I have some other niches dr's too.

When I was in Italy ( which was not even 2 weeks ago ), I wanted** a "mafia" type of love story (not actual mafia because that shit makes me cringe 😭, I just wanted a guy who was completely insane). And I fucking got it ..

Five random guys ( not that random actually🌚 ) tried to break into our hotel, the police got called, and the whole thing was a mess. I'll make a storytime about it because it's actually crazy.

Now I'm back in France, and before coming on vacation I was like, "I want a vacation full of adrenaline, no matter the cost."

...

GUESS WHAT.

One day after I arrived (I'm on vacation in southwest France), a MASSIVE wildfire broke out less than 20 minutes away from where I'm staying. It's in the same department (Gironde), and it's been burning for the past five days. More than 200,000 people have been evacuated, and over 42,000 hectares have burned already.

I've been here for six days now, and I honestly think we might have to evacuate today because I can literally see the smoke every time I look up...

I REALLY need to start being so specific with my manifestations. 😭

**i, unfortunately, always manifest what i want so if i say that i "wanted" something most of the time it means that i manifested it

Why do I hate Jimin?

**also sorry for all the typos and faults..

This is the question I’ve been waiting for because I have a LOT to say.

Since I don’t know how to tell stories, I’ll just list the things he did to me.

We started dating in 2016 (we weren’t really dating, but he knew I loved him, and I knew he loved me. We were kind of in a pre-relationship), but he was still hanging out with girls (and he wasn’t just hanging out with them, by the way 🥰😍😍!).

He’s a total playboy. He can’t just have one woman. Nooo, he needs a whole harem because he’s Jimin! If you give him a little love, he’ll start acting up and put your heart on a roller coaster. Plus, he’s extremely full of himself and loves himself way too much.

I was depressed in 2018 and even had to take a break because of my terrible mental health. Guess who never helped me? Jimin, of course 🤣🤣🤣. Not even a little. Even in the dorm, he wouldn’t say hello. He would hang out with girls and send me photos. Pure evil.

Since I was a fool, I let it slide, and we officially got together at the end of 2019. Then, during the pandemic, he started acting weird and ghosted me AGAIN. I had to find out about him from the other members. Even during the filming of “In the Soop,” he couldn’t make an effort and stay professional for the fans. He acted like a baby, even though he’s the one causing all the problems in this story.

After that, I stopped caring about him and started living my own life. We weren’t even friends, just coworkers. By the end of 2021, as their military service was approaching, I think he regretted his actions and wanted to apologize by loving me again. So, we were kind of in love, but it was really weird between us, I don’t even know how to explain it 💔💔💔.

The few times we were alone, we would do “things” (I hate talking about that, it’s so embarrassing, so I won’t go into details). It was kind of a way of revenge for both of us, so it was really strange. We lasted about six months like that. After that, I stopped contacting him, although we still saw each other at group events. Apart from that, we didn’t talk.

Also, a detail I forgot: he also dated Jennie for about three days in 2018 to make me mad ( mind u at that time, I was thinking about ending my life because things were so hard, but thanks for that, Jimin!). I know it’s weird, but yeah? Jennie was one of the few idols that i always found cool and the fact that he did that really threw me off

After all that, I started going outside and partying a lot more because i realized that my life dind't revolved around jimin. but guess what? 🤣🤣🤣

Every time I got close to having a boyfriend, he would always ruin everything. I swear he’s obsessed with me. EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. Either he would literally knock on my door when “someone” was at my house, or he would find their number and threaten them. The worst part is that it was starting to be harassment, but I couldn’t file a complaint because it would cause a huge scene.

Anyway, I gave up and talked to the other members abt it, who then talked to Jimin. That just made his obsession worse. He started knocking on my door multiple times a day to apologize, sending me messages and mf letterrsss😭😭😭. When we were in practice rooms, he kept trying to talk to me. It was hell. I couldn’t take it anymore, so I gave in, and we started to love each other again ( yes. ). I don’t know how to explain it, but we were in love with each other (I’ve always loved Jimin; it’s just his actions that disgusted me. Deep down, I was still in love with him 💔) but in a weird way again. So, we stopped talking, saw each other occasionally, and became friends—or more than friends—again.

Fast forward about a year and a half, and we’re in 2023, a few days before he goes to military service. Since I had to go to the US to record a new album and attend several brand events, I had to say goodbye to the boys four days before their enlistment. So, five days before he enlisted, I went to Jimin’s house to say goodbye. But my dumbass go enchanted and what happened happened. The next day, I made my official goodbyes to the whole group (they all gathered at my place at the same time), it was rlly emotional! then I flew to the US.

But I, like an idiot, thought that this special goodbye to Jimin meant something. 🤣🤣 The day after his official enlistment, I saw a video on Twitter of him with a girl in a club in Paris (yes, Paris?!) (Plus, I’m French, and if he wanted to go to Paris, he could have just asked me at any moment.) given how they looked together and knowing Jimin, I’m pretty sure she spent the night with him. So, what a jerk until the very end. After that, I stopped paying attention to him because I was so tired of it. But I know he didn’t just do that, there’s more I’ve just forgotten it lmao. Every time I think about him, I feel an intense hatred, but at the same time, I love him so much that it frustrates me.

The worst part is that he’s really nice when it’s not about love. He hugs well, can comfort you, be kind, and joking around with him is great. It makes me really sad that he’s like this. Truly. Of course, it’s my fault, I don’t care much about scripting; I like to shift without scripting (except essentials things. i neverrrr script relationships, only the trope ((sometimes)) ).

Every time I see fans of him here, I feel sick because he’s a piece of shit, even though I love him with all my heart. As someone who idolized him (literally), it’s a shock to see how he was in my DR. I also have a profile picture of him because I can’t really be mad at him here. Well, I am, but??? yk what i don't even have an explanation😭😭😭.

I hate him, but argh, I love him so much too. I keep trying to convince myself that the Jimin here isn’t the same as the one in my DR (which is probably true and even if it wasn't it means nothing).