#shieldsotpchallenge

Note: Complete fluff that will melt your heart, Daddy Bucky is my weakness

Pairing: Bucky x Reader; Uncle!Steve x Baby!Winnie x Daddy!Bucky

Words: 1125

Bucky and (Y/N) loved Winnie so much and everyone treated her like she was already part of the family and tonight was bath night. Wait let me clarify it was Bucky and Steve’s turn to bath Winnie since Natasha and (Y/N) did it last time. They decided to bathe her in the sink which no one would complain about considering how small she was. “Alright, here’s soap and shampoo.” Bucky said setting them down as he tested the water to make sure it wasn’t too hot and scalded the poor child. “Good.” He grins before slowly sinking Winnie down into the water when she immediately started to splash around, giggling as both Steve and Bucky got wet. “She’s already yours.” Steve comments as Bucky rolls his eyes before looking to Winnie who was spewing random noises.

“Let’s get you bathed little Lady.” Bucky smiles before he dumps a little bit of soap into the water to create little bubbles. “Well she seems to be enjoying this.” Steve mumbles before smiling softly as Bucky starts to wash her hair when he made a curl at the top with the soap. She giggles as Bucky lets out a chuckle of his own before he starts to slowly wash her face. That’s when she reached out a put bubbles on Bucky’s face that clung to his five o’clock shadow. Steve bit his lip softly watching that happiness spreading across his face before he glanced to Steve to show off his bubble beard. “You know who would look great with a beard Winnie? Uncle Stevie.” Bucky said biting his lip as Steve’s smile grew before he bent down to her.

“You think Daddy’s right? You think I’d look good with a beard?” He asked when she placed bubbles onto his face before the two men looked at each other as they grinned. She giggles before squealing as she kicks her feet when Bucky told a little dot of soap and placed it onto her nose. She crossed her eyes trying to look at the plop of soap on her nose causing them to chuckle at her adorableness. “Dada!” She exclaims throwing her hands up at Bucky who froze for a moment before nodding. “That’s right.” He whispered when she giggles softly. Unaware to the three in the kitchen the doors to the elevator opened and in stepped (Y/N), Tony, Thor, Bruce, Natasha, Clint, and Sam when they heard Winnie’s giggle as they peeked in to see.

(Y/N) bit her lip to stop the smile that arose on her face as she noticed there was water all over the boys and soap, Winnie had a curl on her head from the soap with a little dot of soap on her nose and the boys had soap beards. “Maybe you two should wash her more often.” Natasha comments when they both looked back to see everyone as their face lit up in a dark flush. “H-How long have you been standing here?” Steve wiped away the soap beard quickly before slapping his hand down Bucky’s face who jerked back. “Oh not long.” (Y/N) giggles when Winnie took notice of (Y/N) being there. “Mumum!” She exclaims as everyone smiles. “Hello my babygirl. Have you been good for Daddy?” She asked as Bucky smiles looking to Winnie.

“As always.” He comments when she bends down to get her soap beard as Bucky grins softly. “You thought you and Steve were the only ones who got soap beards?” She asked when Natasha walked over as Winnie gave one to her Aunt Nat. “I wanna soap beard.” Clint comments. “I too want this beard of soap!” Thor exclaims excitedly and before long everyone had their own personal soap beard courtesy of Winnie. That’s when Bucky finally cleaned her up and put her in a snug towel when she cuddle against his broad chest. “Cozy.” Natasha said chuckling when everyone cleaned their face off as Bucky walked back to the bedroom and laid her down onto their bed before getting her onesie on despite the struggle he faced.

Everyone walked back to see Bucky cuddling up with Winnie as he held open a book, reading to her while helping her fall asleep. “I knew he’d be a good dad.” Tony comments as (Y/N) smiles leaning against him. “I did too.” She whispered softly watching as Bucky changed his voice for each character, getting a tired grin from the small child. “And to think that use to be the Winter Soldier.” Clint whispered as (Y/N) smiles when Steve placed a hand onto her shoulder. “He’s come a long way from then, and it’s thanks to (Y/N).” Steve mumbled. “Please, I can’t take all of the credit, you and Natasha helped a lot too. All of you helped in your own special way. Something he will always be grateful for.” She whispered looking at each and every one of them.

“True, but (Y/N), you gave him something that none of us could give him. You gave him a home, a reason to live. Sure, he may live here and he considers us family, but (Y/N) without you… He couldn’t have made it this far. All of us had a limit, but you didn’t. You loved him unconditionally, you loved him in a way that he had never known before.” Tony explains nudging her as she smiles softly looking back to see both Winnie and Bucky fast asleep in the recliner. She laughed along with everyone when Tony and Clint smirked at each other. “I’m gonna draw on his face.” Clint and Tony said together when (Y/N) tilted her head at him. “Do you want the Winter Soldier? Because that’s how you get the Winter Soldier.” Sam commented to the two who grin.

“Or something far worse…” Steve trailed off before gesturing to a glaring (Y/N). “His wife.” He smiles softly as both Tony and Clint pale when Clint dropped the permanent marker he had pulled out. “Ah...  We’re sorry?” He asked. “We didn’t do it yet!” Tony whines. “Yet is the key word in that sentence.” Natasha said when (Y/N) held up five fingers. “You have to the count of five to start running boys.” She had an emotionless smile plastered onto her face as they both stepped back. “Five… Four… Three.. Two.. One!” She exclaims picking up the marker before running after them as they pushed each other towards the elevator causing the others to laugh when Sam glances into the room. “And I wondered why he was afraid of her. Note to self, never cross (Y/N).” Sam crossed his arms as Steve leans against him. “Duly noted.” He comments, grinning mischievously.

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Note: Panic attack

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Words: 1120

Bucky wasn’t really fond of spending some nights on the couch in the communal living room with the other Avengers while they watched a movie. It wasn’t that he didn’t like them, he just didn’t feel like he was part of the team, seen more as a threat then a teammate. Bucky learned to accept his role as a ticking time bomb like Bruce if he were to turn into the other guy. Still Bucky would try and think of excuses to get out of having to spend a few hours of his night with people who didn’t care for him. Aside from Steve, Natasha, and (Y/N) he didn’t talk to anybody, and if he did he made his replies short and blunt. He’d crack a smile every once in awhile when Clint or Tony would crack a joke and then the others would laugh.

Right now he held his arms crossed over his chest as (Y/N) smiled softly leading him out of his room and down towards the communal living room. He held a scowl on his face as she held his left hand walking down the hallway while he mumbled curses under his breath. Nonetheless he didn’t fight back, or he didn’t try to act like he hated having to leave the comforts of his room to the living room. He tried to convince her that they could watch a movie in his room, but she wanted to spend time with everyone and he needed to socialize. That answer caused his scowl to form when they walked into the living room to see everyone was getting ready for the movie night. (Y/N) slowly led him over to the loveseat that was open as everyone piled into their respective seats.

There was five large bowls of popcorn because knowing Thor he’d eat two of them to himself along with Steve and Clint. There was cans of soda on the coffee table a variety of flavors so no one would complain about the selection. Bucky sat the furthest away from everyone by the wall as (Y/N) sat beside him with a can of her favorite drink. “So what’s the movie tonight?” (Y/N) asked looking to Clint who was the one that chose the movie tonight. “I decided to go with James Bond movies.” He grins as everyone quirked an eyebrow at him. “Oh forget you guys! He is amazing at what he does! You are all just jealous!” He huffed pulling his legs up to sit indian style on the recliner.

Everyone didn’t comment as Steve put in the movie. “Remind me to not allow you to pick movies anymore.” Natasha grins at Clint who sticks his tongue at him before the movie started as everyone turned their attention to the screen. Bucky was staring at the window due to losing interest in the movie as he stared at the night sky. He jerked back into reality when he heard a gunshot as his eyes widened causing his heart to start pounding. Images of people being shot, him being frozen, and people’s screams were ringing loudly inside his ears. His eyes snapped shut, but the images got brighter, unable to hear anything else but sobs. He shot out of his seat not wanting to have a panic attack in front of everyone as they looked to him.

“Bucky?” (Y/N) asked as he walked back to his room. “Shit.” She cursed standing up. “We’ll be fine, keep going on the movie.” She said as everyone looked to her in concern before she ran back to his room. She opened the door hearing the shower running as she walked back before seeing the bathroom door was ajar. She slowly pushed it open when she saw Bucky was sitting with his face buried against his legs as the water poured down onto him, soaking his clothes. He was trying to wash away the screams, the memories, the pain that always came when he got like this. (Y/N)’s eyes softened when she softly stepped over to him. “Bucky?” She asked gently.

“I’m sorry… I… I didn’t want to be in front of them.” He whispered as she shut of the water causing him to shiver. He had it on cold and it felt like glass breaking against his flushed skin as his breath became labored. “It’s okay Buck.” She whispered softly running her fingers through his wet hair. “I’m right here. I’m not going anywhere.” She spoke calmly when suddenly she was pulled against his body as he buried his face into her stomach. He wanted to be swallowed up into the floor, but when he was touching (Y/N) he felt warm, and safe. “Ssh… You’re right here with me. We’re okay. We’re right here.” She whispered before humming softly as she stroked down his back swaying gently with him.

His breath evened out as his fingers loosened their death grip on her shirt. The front of her clothes were now soaked do to being pressed so tightly against him when she smiled. “Come on, let’s get you into dry clothes. You’ll catch a cold if you don’t.” She comments before slowly helping him stand as she got a towel before leading him out to his bed. She dried off and dressed him as he sat motionless on the bed staring at the floor causing her heart to clench. She didn’t know how else to help him when she kissed his forehead gently making his eyes flutter shut. “I should let you rest.” She said gently helping him to lay down when he looked at her. She was about to leave when she felt his right hand come up and take her own.

“P… Please don’t leave me alone.” He whispered, his voice hoarse from not speaking for so long when she turned to him. “Do you want me to stay? I kinda need to change my clothes.” She gestured. “You can borrow mine.” He comments as her face flushes before she nods when she quickly changes out of her clothes. She places them into the hamper before he scooted back to allow her room on the bed as she slid down beside him. He pulled her flushed against him as he laid his head onto her chest wrapping both of his arms around her. She smiled softly when she watched his expression soften, watched as the pain fell from his face. “I’m right here. You’re right here with me.” She whispered against his hair as his breath slowed down. She looked down to see Bucky asleep in her arms as she cuddled him closer to her to protect him from everything that wasn’t her.  

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Note: Daddy Bucky fluff! Stony cuddles!

Pairing: Bucky x Reader; side Steve x Tony

Words: 1120

Bucky had been away on a mission for almost three weeks, and a stressful three weeks they had been to him. Though now he was on the elevator with the others going towards the communal floor to go and have dinner. Unwind and just relax after a long battle that was drawn out way too long for anyone’s comfort. Despite how tired he felt there was a smile caressing his features at the thought of being reunited with his two favorite girls. “You look happy.” Tony pointed how as he checked over Steve who looked the worst of them all. “I am. Gonna go greet my girls.” He smiles excitedly as everyone smiles to him when the doors to the elevator opened to reveal the communal living room. “Home sweet home.” Clint comments as they step out.

That’s when they heard an infectious giggle echo from Bucky and (Y/N)’s room causing Bucky’s smile to grow bigger as he walked back to the bedroom. He slowly creaked the door open to reveal (Y/N) and Winnie on the floor as (Y/N) lifted up Winnie’s shirt and blew a raspberry onto her belly. Winnie squeaked, kicking around as she started to giggle from the ticklish feeling her mother was providing her. Bucky watched them in silence for a moment at the fact that these two girls meant everything to him. He slowly opened the door as (Y/N) and Winnie looked over to see Bucky standing there when Winnie immediately turned over to see her father clearer.

“Dada!” She exclaims crawling over to him as he bent down and scooped her up into his arms when she lays an open mouth kiss to his cheek. “Thank you, I missed you too Babydoll.” He said smiling as he kissed her cheek over and over causing her to giggle when she squirmed in his hold. (Y/N) smiles, standing up before walking over to him as they shared a kiss causing Winnie to cover her eyes. “I’ve missed my Dolls so much.” He said pulling them close as they cuddle against his neck. “We’ve missed you too.” (Y/N) smiles softly. “Come on, did you eat anything? Clint is gonna order some pizza.” Bucky said before pulling (Y/N) into his metal arm as she gasps when he carried both of the girls out to the communal living room to see the others.

After the pizza and everyone was sitting at the table together while they laughed over the mistakes of the latest mission. (Y/N) was watching Tony practically praise his boyfriend which caused Steve’s entire face to turn a deep cherry red. Natasha nudged her gently before nodding over to Bucky who was helping Winnie eat as (Y/N) smiles softly. Bucky made faces to get her to open her mouth and made her giggle while eating the little bites of pizza. “You and that little girl was all he could think about. He’d talk about the way Winnie crinkles her nose when she giggles and that smile you make when she does.” Natasha whispered to her and no sooner did those words leave her lips when Winnie crinkles her nose causing Bucky to laugh happily.

“Well he’s finally getting to be something he never could before… A Dad, a human. Someone who can’t hurt anyone. The first month we had her he was afraid to touch her with his metal arm.” (Y/N) whispered while she started at the two. “I know, but I’m saying it was… cute to see. He literally I swear to god squealed about how amazing it was to have something so beautiful to be his daughter and his wife.” She whispered as (Y/N) bit her lip before glancing to her. “I’m being serious. Steve had to calm him down a few times, but it was funny too. Seeing the winter Soldier a name that struck fear into people lit up like a christmas tree when someone would say your name or Winnie’s.” Natasha and (Y/N) started a small chuckle together at the thought.

“Alright, it’s been a long few weeks how about we watch a movie together?” Tony asked standing up as he claps his hands together before looking around to the others who nod their agreement. “Sure, that sounds nice.” Natasha said standing up as the migrated to the living room and all sat down together. (Y/N) had Winnie snuggled against her chest while (Y/N) leaned against Bucky with Natasha on the other side of (Y/N). The movie started and everyone had their eyes glued to the screen and about an hour into the movie both Tony and Steve were out. Snuggling together with Tony resting his head against Steve’s chest as they laid on the loveseat with each other. That’s when Natasha reached across the couch and tapped Bucky’s shoulder who looked over to her.

Natasha smiled before pointing down to (Y/N) who was fast asleep against Bucky’s shoulder and Winnie snuggled against (Y/N)’s breasts while she slept. They both, in his eyes, looked like Angels as a smile spread across his features at the sight before him. “Seems everyone is practically out.” Bucky comments glancing around seeing Thor leaning against Sam who was dozing off, but pressed firming away from Thor who was still against him. Clint leaned back against the couch’s seat by Natasha as he was fast asleep and finally Bruce was in the recliner with it foot rest out while he slept. “Seems so.” She chuckles when she shut off the tv before getting blankets for everyone before Bucky shook his head after she offered one to him.

“I’ll take them back to their bed.” He whispered before slowly standing up when she stopped him. “Actually can you help me get everyone back to their rooms please?” She asked when Bucky nods as she and Bucky took back the others. Thor was the heaviest which required both of them, but they got him back to his room with only about four bumps on his head and they only dropped him once… I think? Afterwards Bucky slowly picked up (Y/N) bridal style as he walked back to their bedroom and opened the door before he stepped over to the bed. He gently laid (Y/N) down before he pulled the covers out and tucked her in when he looked down to Winnie in her arms. He slowly removed her from (Y/N)’s grip and laid her in between the two of them as he kissed both of their foreheads. “Good night my girls.” He whispered before climbing in beside them and dozed off to sleep for the night.

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Note: Fluff!

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Words: 1115

(Y/N) slowly opened the door to the bedroom she shared with Bucky when she glanced at the clock, seeing it read four-twenty in the morning. She was so tired, because she had been down in the medical bay after Natasha and Clint returned home with a bloody agent. She had been there since eight pm and here she is finally trailing in almost eight and a half hours later. She smiled seeing Bucky’s sleeping form when she set down her bag before slowly walking over to him. She slowly trailed her fingers through his hair when his eyes snapped open as she moved back. “Sorry, sorry. I didn’t mean to wake you.” She said holding out her hands when a lazy smile spread across his face. “It’s okay. I was waiting for you, but uh… I fell asleep.” He chuckles.

“I’m sorry, I told you that I’d be late.” She said frowning when he shrugged. “I wanted to see you when you got home.” He mumbled when he sat up. He slid the jacket off her shoulders slowly when she leaned against him before he tossed it onto a chair in the corner of the room. “My poor Doll. You look exhausted.” He said wrapping his arms around her waist as she nods leaning her forehead onto his. “I am.” She sighed softly when he moved so his feet was onto the ground. He pulled her into his lap as she snuggles into his neck while her thighs pressed against his own. She wraps her arms around his neck when his flesh hand slowly rubs circles into her lower back causing her to moan softly at the blissful feeling that was once a sharp ache.

“I need to get out of these clothes.” She sighs running her fingers through her sweat soaked hair when he looked at her with a smile on her face. “You gonna steal one of my shirts?” He asked, causing her smile to turn into a smirk. “Of course.” She chuckles walking over to the drawer. She pulled out one of his grey shirts and his sweat pants when she looks back when he laughs. “So you’ve been stealing my sweat pants.” He quirks an eyebrow. “Not my fault you have comfy pants.” She counters as he playfully rolls his eyes when she strips out of her clothes and puts on his before walking back over to him. She wraps her around back around his neck before sliding onto his lap once more, causing him to chuckle softly. “I’m so tired.” She mumbles against his skin.

“Let’s get you into bed.” He whispered laying down onto the bed before moving so he could lay her down onto her side. She sighed rolling onto her other side when Bucky scooted up behind her as she smiles leaning her head onto his shoulder. “You pamper me.” She mumbles as he rests his chin onto her shoulder while his arms wrapped around her waist. “Says the woman who bought me a service dog, and has taken care of me all the time.” He mumbles when her hands slid over his own when her face heated up. “Hush.” She yawns causing him to chuckle at her adorableness. He metal arm trails up to wrap around her ribs before moving her closer against his body as she snuggles back against him with a cute little squirm.

“You’re adorable.” He whispered before placing a kiss onto her shoulder. “Your face is adorable.” She counters, making him laugh. “Okay, good one there Babydoll.” He continues to laugh as she tries to squirm away only to be held into place by his metal arm. “Fight me.” She grunted back before he pulled the covers over both of them. “That’s not a fair fight. I’d lose.” Bucky frowns looking at her. “Bullshit. You’d lose on purpose like Steve does.” She said in a stern voice when Bucky went silence for a moment. “Yeah, well that’s Steve, you’re scary when you go into nurse mode.” He grumbles as she lets out a giggle making him smile from the adorable sound. “That’s because if you aren’t my patient you are just someone in the way.” She said with a nod.

“Glad I’m the patient then.” He said squeezing her slightly closer to him as she grins. “There was only person who was dumb enough to face my wrath.” She chuckles. “Lemme guess… Sam.” He answered as her chuckle turned into a laugh. “Oh yeah, and he learned out to fly without wings.” She said as Bucky started to laugh. “I wish I would have see it!” He chuckles softly. “Well that explains why Sam is never around when you’re called to take care of someone.” He smiles before nuzzling his face into her shoulder blade. Her eyes started to flutter shut when she pulled the covers up to her chin while she laid against him. “Good night Bucky.. I love you.” She whispered as he smiles. “Good night (Y/N), I love you too.” He whispered kissing her cheek.

It was about eleven in the morning when Bucky’s eyes fluttered open as he glances down, seeing he was now facing the door. He felt arms around his waist when he frowned looking back to see (Y/N) was nuzzled in between his shoulder blades. Her expression held innocence as he smiles softly feeling this warmth spread throughout his chest at her. Then a thought came to him. “How in the hell did I become the little spoon!” He exclaims as he turned to face (Y/N)’s eyes fluttered open. “What?” She asked rubbing her eyes. “How did I become the little spoon?” He asked again quirking an eyebrow. “I don’t know.” She looked like she was falling back asleep. “Hm. Well then.” He mumbled when she shrugs. “What does it matter?” She asked quietly.

He was about to respond when she turned him back to face the door before she snuggled back against his shoulder blades. “Hey!” Bucky said chuckling when she wraps her feet around his waist and her arms around his chest before digging her face into his back. “No! Your feet are cold!” He gasps trying to move them away as she giggles before tightening her hold on him. “Sleep.” She mumbles. “But--” He was cut off when she looks at her with a tired expression. “Sleep.” She repeated as he chuckles. “Be the little spoon and stop being a little shit.” She grumbles as he rolls his eyes. “Rude.” He comments, but she hadn’t heard him because she had fallen asleep again when he shrugs. “I guess it’s not so back.” He yawned before dozing off.

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Bucky Tag: @jediavenger9 @buckyappreciationsociety @this-is-reighlen @aravensdaisies @nerdyandproud9 @parker-benflorian

Note: Winter Soldier mode, fluff

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Words: 1120

After the fallout when Bucky had choked (Y/N) almost to the brink of death, he decided that if he went into Winter mode again he’d allow Steve and Natasha to take care of it. Sadly, no matter how hard they tried Bucky would just not come back to himself as he slammed his fist into the holding cell. Steve looked worriedly to Natasha, knowing that if they didn’t get him back soon it would be disastrous. “Alright, he doesn’t respond to his name, nor do he respond to the usual.” He frowned as Natasha walked the Soldier stock around the cell like a caged animal that was ready to strike at any moment if provoked. “I can’t believe I’m saying this, but get (Y/N).” She said as Steve’s eyes widened. “Excuse me?” He asked in shock as she looked to him.

“We have to get (Y/N). She’s the only one who can bring him back.” She said as Steve laughs. “The last time she saw the Soldier was his metal arm wrapped around her throat and her life being slowly choked out of her!” He grits out crossing his arms. “Well we have nothing else to do Steve. James isn’t responding to anything. He needs to see (Y/N). She’s the only one who can bring him back like I said.” She gestured as Bucky looked over to them at the mentions of (Y/N)’s name. “Fine.” Steve sighed rubbing his temples before walking out to call (Y/N) as Natasha looked back to James, seeing him stare at her. They had a moment just staring at each other when Steve came back in holding a phone in his hand. “(Y/N)’s on her way.” He mumbled.

“Alright.” She shook her head and stepped back as they walked out of the room, waiting for (Y/N). Suddenly before too long (Y/N) stepped into the room as they both look to her when she gives a gentle smile. “How’s he doing?” She asked when they looked back. “Not good. He isn’t responding to anything… I know this must be hard for you--” Steve was cut off as (Y/N) held up her hand. “Please, just let me see him.” She said as Natasha leads her into the room when the Soldier looks back to see them enter. “How long has he been like this?” She asked when Bucky moved like a predator honing in on its latest prey. “A good four hours.” Natasha answered as (Y/N) frowns softly. “Bucky?” (Y/N) asked looking through the glass.

Bucky slowly strides over to where (Y/N) was as Steve grabbed her arm a gentle moved her back. “Не трогайте ее (Don’t touch her)!” He exclaimed slamming his fist against the glass when Natasha smacked Steve. “Stop.” She said before (Y/N) looked to Natasha. “What did he say?” She asked. “Told Steve not to touch you. I said she could handle it. Now stop. If she’s in danger will get her out of here.” She huffs to him. “Я знаю тебя, но кто ты (I know you, but who are you)?” Bucky tilted his head at (Y/N) who looks back to him. “He knows you.” Natasha said as (Y/N) stares into the same eyes that night that had almost killed her, the same eyes that struck fear into her heart. “Open the door.” (Y/N) said never taking her gaze off the Soldier’s piercing gaze.

“What?” Both Natasha and Steve asked at the same time. “Open. The. Door.” (Y/N) repeated slowly as Natasha reaches towards the buttons to open the door before Steve snaps her hand. “Hold on a minute. We’re not opening the door. If he escapes it’ll be chaotic.” Steve huffs. “Открой дверь (Open the door).” Bucky said looking to Steve with a dark glare. Natasha clicks the button and the door slip open as (Y/N) steps inside before the door slides shut. “Natasha!” Steve exclaims looking at her. “Trust. (Y/N).” She said calmly looking at (Y/N) and Bucky. The Soldier reached out before pulling back his hand swallowing softly as he looked down to the floor. “я тебя обидел (I hurt you)...” He spoke softly when (Y/N) cupped his face gently.

“Bucky, I know you are in there.” She said when his eyes darkened as he reached out gripped her shoulders with both of his hands. Steve took a step as Natasha stopped him before he could do anything while (Y/N) gritted her teeth from the sharp pain. “You are not the Soldier anymore. You are James Buchanan Barnes.” She whispered looking into his eyes watching them dilate. “Bucky, I love you. We are to get married in two months.” She said as the Soldier swallowed before she put his forehead against hers. “Say it with me.” She smiles seeing the steel gaze start to relax. “I am--” She started looking at him to continue. “Я--” He started before swallowing once more. “J-James Buchanan Barnes.” He finished in English as Steve and Natasha smiled.

Bucky dropped to his knees trembling as she slowly went down with him before he wrapped his arms around her waist, pulling her tightly against him in tears. “I’m sorry.” He repeated as she runs her fingers through his hair humming softly. “It’s okay. You’re here Babe. We’re here together.” She said calmly with a smile caressing her features. “I’m so sorry.” He sobs against her shirt as she pulls him into a kiss. “It’s okay. It’s okay. No one was hurt, everyone is okay. You’re okay.” She smiles as he swallows nodding while she wipes away the tears. “How long was I out for?” He asked. “Four hours, you didn’t respond to anything.” Natasha answered. “Then how did I come back?” He asked when both Steve and Natasha gestured to (Y/N).

“Just talking and looking at each other.” Natasha said as Steve nods when Bucky looks to (Y/N) who smiles to him. “I… You… I didn’t hurt you did I?” He asked as panic filled his eyes. “No, no. I’m okay.” She said immediately before gesturing to herself as she helped him stand up. “Come on, let’s get you something to eat. You’re probably exhausted.” She said wrapping an arm around his waist as he placed an arm around her shoulders before allowing her to walk him out of the cell. “Thank you.” He mumbled to all three of them. “Well at least we know that (Y/N) can bring you back.” Natasha smiled as he nods kissing her temple. “Definitely.” He whispered before they walked out of the room and back towards the elevator to go home.

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Note: Panic attack, FLUFFFFFFFF

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Words: 1010

Bucky’s heart was thumping loudly inside his ears as his hands slightly trembled on her waist afraid to move. His entire body was stiff as (Y/N) wrapped her arms around his neck when she noticed how he glanced around the room. “Bucky?” She asked as frowned softly. ‘Kill them.’ Voices chanted loudly in his head as he tried to calm down. “Babe?” She asked in worry as his eyes dialed. She hissed softly at the harsh grip on her hips, but she knew something was wrong by the dark look in his eyes. She frozen when she heard him murmur in Russian before he let out a shaky breath before he stepped back. ‘Kill them All. They mean nothing to you.’ The voices were getting so loud that he couldn’t even hear the hard pulse of his own heart anymore.

“(Y-Y/N)..” He stuttered softly as his breath caught in his throat before everything started going fuzzy, hearing the laughter of people or their quiet mumbles to another. Everyone was a threat, but he refused to hurt them, his body and mind were in two different places at the moment. Suddenly (Y/N) was pushed away from him, not too hard, but enough so that he couldn’t harm her. “Buck--” She was cut off as he started towards the exit. He was feeling claustrophobic as he bumped into people as his mind roared with voices for him to end each life that was littering the room. He was out of the room, panting heavily before he stormed off towards the bathroom as he shut the door. He sunk to the floor trying to regulate his breathing, but everything was burning, everything felt alive.

“Shit.” (Y/N) cursed watching as he left when Steve, Natasha, Sam, and Tony went over to her. “What happened?” Steve asked in worry. “I think Bucky was trying not to lose himself.” She sighed before she looked to them. “I’ll be back.” She said before running for the door when Steve and Natasha came with her. “Tony, stay here and keep the guests busy. Be prepared to evacuate in case something happens.” Steve called as Tony nods. “Please be careful.” Tony called back as they walked out of the dance hall. “Alright, where would he have gone?” Natasha asked. “Not far, whenever Bucky has an attack his body is very numb. He struggles to stay on his feet.” (Y/N) explained when she looked to the bathroom. “There.” She said running over.

“Buck?” Steve asked knocking on the door as everyone heard him murmuring in Russian. “What’s he saying?” Steve looked to Natasha. “Kill.” She whispered as (Y/N) bit her lip softly. “Bucky..” Her soft voice whispered through the door when he went quiet. “Bucky, I’m gonna open the door slowly okay?” She asked as her fingers wrapped around the knob before the door slowly creaked open and in the darkness sat Bucky. “I’m sorry… I’m sorry--I don’t--I don’t know what happened.” He whispered with his head on his arms that were resting on his knees. “It’s okay Babe. There was a lot of people there.” She said as she walked in carefully, knowing the dance by heart that she had to move slowly so he could see her coming. “It’s okay. She repeated.

“B-But you wanted to dance… I did too… I just… Everyone was talking so loud and then these voices were telling me to kill them. I couldn’t breathe… I had to… to get out of there.” His voice was trembling as he spoke. “It’s okay. It’s okay.” She said bending down beside him. “We can still dance. Steve, go ask Tony to turn up the music.” She smiles. “We’ll dance here.” She said as he frowns looking at her. “In the bathroom?” He asked when she shrugs. “I don’t care where we dance my love. I just want to dance with you.” She kissed his forehead as Steve and Natasha left when she stood up offering out her hands. She closed the door and locked it before slowly flipping off the light as she helped him stand up from the ground when he looked down.

A few minutes later the music grew louder and a slow song’s melody played into the bathroom as she wrapped his arms around her waist before placing her own onto his neck. “Thank you.” He mumbled softly laying his forehead against her own as she smiles to him. “Anything for you. We wanted to dance, we got to dance.” She whispered while they swayed in the fluorescent lighting as he pulled her flushed against his body, causing her to giggle happily. “This is not how I expected our dance to go.” He mumbled against her neck as she smiles. “Expect the unexpected.” She grins as he rolls his eyes chuckling when he looks at her. “How about when everyone leaves, or whatever we ask Tony for one more dance? Just so we could dance in the ballroom.” He whispered when she nods to him.

“I’d like the sounds of that.” She whispered back while they swayed to the gentle music playing as she pulled back to look at him. “But any dance with you is my favorite dance.” She smiles softly. “Ugh stop being adorable ya butt.” He said when she starts to laugh. “I’ll stop when you stop.” She counters smirking at him when he sticks his tongue out at her, causing her to return with her own tongue. “Rude.” He comments as she giggles softly before too long the song ended as she looked to him. “Are you doing better?” She asked when he nods taking her hand. “Much.” He murmured softly. “Good.” She smiles before unlocking the door, seeing the others standing there waiting for them as Bucky froze for a moment. They cared about him, they were worried for him. He wasn’t the man he use to be, but no one cared about that which caused him to smile. “Hey Tony, I had a question.” He said looking up to him.

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Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Words: 1140

He didn’t know what happened, but the night didn’t end well for neither Bucky nor (Y/N). He let Mazey sleep out in the living room, knowing he shouldn’t have, but deciding to do it anyway. “Good night Bucky.” (Y/N) smiles her warm smile that makes Bucky feel safe. “Good night (Y/N).” He said softly when she kissed him before laying down as she flipped off the light. Bucky laid down as he was engulfed into the darkness, but he knew (Y/N) was there so he was going to be fine. He wrapped an arm around her waist before pulling her closer as her warm back met his chest while he felt the steady rise and fall of her chest. Telling him that she was okay, that he was okay and it helped him to slowly fall asleep with her in his arms safe from the world, safe from Hydra.

It was a few hours into the night when (Y/N) felt something grip her waist harshly making her body jolt in pain as her eyes fluttered open. She looked over to Bucky to see his facial features scrunched up like when he was having a bad nightmare. “Bucky. Bucky, wake up.” She said shaking him lightly as she gritted her teeth when the grip tightened, feeling like her hip was going to break. She tried to get up, but it was his metal arm that had been wrapped around her when she looked back to Bucky. “Bucky!” She tried again, but he wasn’t waking up and it was starting to scare her. She finally broke free and stood up feeling this throbbing pain that shot down through her leg as she looked at Bucky who gripped the sheets tearing them a little.

“Bucky, wake up!” She said when his eyes snapped open as she looked at him in worry. “Bucky? Love, what happened?” She asked as he sat up looking at her in confusion. He slowly stood up as she forced herself not to back away to make sure he didn’t think she felt threatened. Her blood ran cold the moment he murmured something in Russian when she finally took a step back only to felt metal finger wrap around her trachea. She let out a gasp of shock when she tried to dig her nails into his metal arm to remove it from her throat as his grip tightened. She choked on her own breathe feeling tears burning in her eyes as she tried to gasp for any breathe she could get into her lung when she gritted her teeth from the intense pain burning in her body.

She held fear in her irises as she clawed desperately at his arm to get him off her when she looked into his dull, cold, steel blue eyes. She wasn’t looking into Bucky’s eyes, no she was looking into the Soldier’s eyes, the Hydra agent’s eyes. He held no emotions, chanting to kill her in Russian as her eyes started to flutter when she choked out a sob. “B-Bucky.” She whispered weakly when he lifted off the ground her feet barely grazing the floor. She didn’t want to her him, but she didn’t want to die when she suddenly kicked him in the stomach. He released his grip on her throat as she dropped heavily to the floor coughing for breath. “Jarvis, get Steve!” She exclaims trying to force her trembling body to stand as the Soldier glared at her angrily.

He gripped her ankle as she gasps before he drug her down in front of him when he sat on her stomach. She gritted her teeth because he was heavy when her eyes widened seeing his fist come down. She jerked her head away just in time as he embedded into the floor when she flipped him off her. She was grabbed when he held her against his chest and once again held her life in his metal grip. She felt tears pouring down her face as the life was slowly bleeding away from her when the door finally opened and the others poured in. She felt sluggish, felt like everything was going in slow motion when Steve stopped Bucky while Natasha pulled (Y/N) away from him. Bucky’s eyes fluttered for a moment when he finally came to himself.

“S-Steve?” He asked in shock trembling as (Y/N) panted leaning against Natasha. She wasn’t doing good at all when Bucky looked over to (Y/N) as his eyes widened. “D-Did I?” He asked his voice breaking. “Yeah Buck… You went into Winter Soldier mode.” He whispered as Bucky froze. “Come on, we need to get her down to the medical bay. See if anything is damaged.” Natasha said as Thor walked over picking her limp body up. Bucky’s heart shattered at the bruises forming around her throat and the dullness of her eyes. “(Y-Y/N).” He started to stand up when Steve stopped him. “You shouldn’t. She needs to be on her own for a bit.” He said as Bucky tears up when Thor took her out of the room when he looked at Steve.

“Oh… Oh God I’m a monster.” He whispered covering his face when Steve wrapped his arms around Bucky’s head and pulled him into a hug. Steve was on his knees while Bucky sat on the floor as gripping tightly to Steve’s shirt when he let out a sob. He was trembling, because he hurt the only person in this world that he never ever wanted to lay a finger on. “You’re not a monster Buck. It’ll be okay.” Steve whispered as Bucky buried his face into Steve’s chest when he gritted his teeth feeling the world crashing down around him. Natasha walked over sitting down beside him rubbing his arm while she whispered words of comfort in Russian. “I hurt her.. She’ll never trust me, or love me again.” He whispered into Steve’s shirt as they look at each other.

Thor was taking (Y/N) down to the medical bay as he looked down to her. “Do not fear, you shall be alright.” Thor’s voice was quiet and soothing. (Y/N) didn’t care that her throat was burning with each intake of breath, didn’t care that she had a few ribs broken. She had tears flooding down her face as she looks up at Thor who nods like he was reassuring her. She felt numb despite how much her body ached, felt like everything was busted open and she was bleeding out. She knew Bucky would be at square one again and it upset her because everything they went was now for nothing. She didn’t care about herself in this moment she was worried about Bucky and his mental state. “B-Bucky…” She whispered before suddenly her world went pitch black.

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Pairing: Bucky x Reader

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The moment Bucky walked through that door (Y/N) knew something had gone wrong on the mission. His entire body language was radiating angry and if the murderous look was anything to go by. She had been staying in his room a lot more lately since they were becoming more intimate and he needed her more. She closed the book she was reading as she offered him an easy smile, but he didn’t return it like he normally would. She definitely knew that something seriously went wrong as she stood up from the bed and followed him into the bathroom. She walked him struggle to remove his vest like shirt with all the buckles, especially with the wound he was sporting as she sighed softly walking over.

She turned him towards her as she slowly unbuckled it before gently sliding it off his tanned chest when he looked down. “Thank you.” He mumbled quietly as she smiles softly. “You’re welcome my love.” She said before she got the first aid kit, more like her version of a first aid kit while he got into the bath tub. He hissed as his muscle tensed before he relaxed into the warm water with a sigh of relief to be at home. “Do you want to talk about it?” She asked sitting down onto the toilet beside him. “Not really, I just want to forget tonight if that’s okay.” He mumbled when she leaned down kissing his cheek. “Of course it is.” She said grabbing the shampoo before grabbing the shower head as she pulled it down when she wetted his hair.

“You’re pampering me.” He points out with his eyes closed causing her to roll her own in response. “And who said there was wrong with pampering the one you love every now and again?” She asked before she ran her fingers through his hair as he groaned softly. She helped him get clean before she patched him up as an idea ran through her head causing her to grin. “Go lay down my little Soldier.” She said as he quirks an eyebrow. “Little? There’s nothing little about me.” He countered as she flicked his forehead. “Go lay down!” She huffs as he laughs before walking out of the bathroom in his pajama pants. She smiles knowing these past few days have been stressful for the poor man and he hasn’t had a moment alone with her.

She grabbed something from the cupboard before walking back in noticing he was laying on the bed with a grunt as he shifted unable to get comfortable. She smiled when he noticed her as he smiles softly back feeling a little better than before when she walked up to the bed. “Turn on your stomach.” She said as he looked at her in confusion. “Why?” He asked. “Because I want you to.” She said as he shrugs before flipping over onto his stomach. “Okay, I’m going to get on your waist.” She said slowly moving as he looked at her over his shoulder. “Shouldn’t I be on my front for this?” He asked as she chuckled. “Nope.” She said sitting down when she set down the bottle of massage oil. “Why do you need that?” He asked as she looked at him.

“Well you’ve been stressed out lately, and I want to help you relax. Your muscles look tense.” She said as he nods. “They are, but you don’t have to do this.” He said softly when she leaned down kissing his shoulder gently where the metal met skin causing him to shiver. “I want to.” She whispered softly. She kisses all over his back as his eyes fluttered shut causing his breath to even out. “You’re too good for me.” He mumbled when she leaned up capturing his lips mostly to keep him quiet. “Hush.” She whispered against his lips before he turns around pulling him against his body. “Only if you keep kissing me.” He grins as she chuckles before cupping his face when she pulls him into a kiss. He chuckled before she pulls away making him turn around again.

Bucky chuckled softly, feeling safe with her over him like this. He felt something cold on his back as he grunted before he opened an eye. “Are you frickin’ kidding me? Is that banana scented?” He asked looking to her as she looked away with a dark red face. “N-No.” She stuttered before he started to laugh causing her to laugh herself. “You are somethin’ wild Doll.” He comments as she grins. “I only want the best for my man.” She chuckled before her fingers started to dance across his taunting muscles as he sucked his bottom lip in between his teeth. There was a sharp pain before relief coursed through him as her palm dug into his shoulder blade, relieving the tense that had plagued his body for days. “How are you feeling?” She asked softly.

Receiving only a moan in response she knew she was doing something right when she leans down pressing a kiss to the nape of his neck. His body jolted for a moment as he looked up to her causing her to grin before she winked to him. “I guess good.” She giggles as his face flushes gently when she noticed how innocent he looked causing her to file that away for another day. She grins before pressing another kiss onto his shoulder while she massaged his lower back, noticing how his body melted into the bed. “You purr like a cat.” She points out feeling the vibration through her fingers as he mumbles something into the pillow. “What was that?” She asked leaning down closer as he mumbles it again. “Still didn’t hear you.” She comments.

Suddenly he had her pinned onto the bed as she squeaked looking up to him noting the wicked grin on his face. “I said, I only do it for you.” He whispered as his lips brushed against her own, but hadn’t actually kissed just yet. She pushed forward kissing him passionately as the weird taste of the oil caressed both of their tongues while they kissed. “Better only be for me.” She counters sticking her tongue at him as he chuckles laying his forehead against her own before his eyes fluttered shut. “Only for you.” He confirmed before she smiled closing her eyes as well. “I love you Bucky.” She whispered softly when she kissed his nose causing him to smile. “I love you too (Y/N).” He spoke softly before laying on top of her as she grunted. “Good night.” He said before falling asleep as she sighed before pulling the covers over them and fell asleep with him on top of her.

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