#shadowtraveller

Maybe I am just feeling that way. My mind tricking me into it. But maybe it is true.

Maybe I am at fault myself for how everything is going.

But why is it only me, where it feels like it isn't goinf as it should.

Everyone is working hard for their life they have. And they deserve it but I am working hard too. I am trying my best. Maybe it isn't as good and much as others do but I still ddserve a reward, ain't I?

So why does everything feels like a punishment?

Why does everything I do feels like a total failure?

Like I can't do anything right. Wether it is for me or others?

Why can't I have what I want? Feel how I want? Be who I want? Look like I want? Why does nothing goes how I desperatly wish for it?

Why.

Why?

Why?!

WHY?!

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I collect... hmmm... I don't collect things. Now I feel empty :(

if you could learn any one language fluently with the snap of your fingers, which one would you choose?

Ooooh. Uhm. French, Italian and Japanese and Russian and Portuguese. Uhm. I guess Portuguese if I had to choose just one of these. xD

what’s your favourite chewing gum flavour?

the minty ones? x)

if you joined the circus, what would your performance or job be? 

The girl who can sit in front of the laptop for several hours without a break. Come and see everyone. xP

if you could eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be?

spaghetti bolognese or pasta with tomato sauce. I'd have to think about those two options. x)

if you had one special skill that nobody but you could do, what would it be?

I wish I could fly. 

how many pillows/blankets/soft toys do you sleep with?

I have one blanket, one pillow and one teddy bear :D

if you could meet any person, alive or dead or fictional, who would it be?

Dead: I would love to meet Alexander The Great because I am a fan of his and I think he was an outstanding leader. Alive: at the moment my answer would be Josh Hutcherson because he is just so lovely and all x); Fictional: I would love to meet Jess Mariano because I have connected with him on a deeper level (sarcasm and just, idk, I think Jess is amazing)

would you rather give up your phone or your computer?

Phone. x)

if your house was robbed, what is the one thing that wouldn’t get stolen, that nobody would want to steal?

hmmm... my school stuff?

if you could only watch one film for the rest of your life, which film would it be?

[Rules] 

post the rules

answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post and then make 11 new ones

tag 11 people and link them to your post

let them know you’ve tagged them

[Questions]

First movie you watched in the cinema?

I honestly can't remember. Uhm, The Lion King perhaps; when I was really young and all.

Beach or mountain?

BEACH! I am a sea kind of girl. beach kind of girl. Whatever - point is: I love beach and sea. :D

What’s your favourite book? And why?

This is a really tough question to answer because I have read so many books and they wee all more or less amazing. I'd be cliche and say Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone because it was the first proper book (as in regular) book I've ever read and it introduced me to a whole new world and helped me develop my imagination and my love for reading. I think it was a huge deal for me so that was probably the most important book I've read. My favourite books are all the books I've read for my personal pleasure. 

First cd you bought?

Really can't remember. The first CD I bought from my own money (aka money that I have saved up over time) was Blood Sugar Sex Magik by RHCP. 

What’s your favourite fandom?

I don't have a favourite fandom. I love all of my fandoms. x)

What do you want to study? Or what do you want to work in when you’re older?

I want to do something creative and challenging. I'd love to work with movies and/or TV shows; behind the scene would be great. I'd like to do some work on animated movies and such. 

Lemons or oranges?

WATERMELONS!

A movie you watched and you didn’t like at all. And why?

I watched London Boulevard and although Colin Farrell and Keira Knightley were in it (they're among my favourite actors/actresses) I didn't quite like the movie. I don't think there's a particular reason - it just didn't have any impact on me. 

Where you would like to live in the future?

I'd love to live in London for a while and move to New York. I think it'd be a wonderful experience, but speaking in some sort of long term - by the sea. x)

Day or night?

depends. Both. 

If you had to sum up your tumblr experience in ONE sentence, what would it be?

Extraordinarily magical.

[People I tag]

... are in the tags. 

[My questions]

What was your favourite game to play as a child?

A character you relate to the most?

TV show you want to watch?

If you could meet any historical person who would you like to meet?

One of the shows/movies/books you've watched/read is actually real (the characters and the events). Which one would you like it to be?

If you could have one magical/mythological creature as a pet which one would it be?

Honey or sugar?

Would you rather have a payed trip to a spa for a whole week or one day of unlimited shopping at your favourite stores?

Favourite ice cream flavour?