#sexualexperience

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There was this person with whom I shared a few years... we were coming to the close of our hearts' agreement. I could feel it, sense it... even will it. My people-pleasing, guilt-ridden ways love to torture me so I stuck around a little longer than I should have... possibly maybe even a year too long. I remember doing what I could (within reason) to #numb the #sexualexperience hoping that maybe I'd get through it okay and this wouldn't be #proof of another relationship gone #sour. (The shit I convince myself sometimes... it sickens and saddens me that I even resorted to it.) ••••• Present day brings me to him... my sunshine, my only #sunshine. (Somewhere out there is a video of him singing that to me while we lay on a sidewalk in the middle of the night.) We have the #bestsex in the world, yet I find myself lately needing to be #stoned beforehand. It's different this time though because I'm not trying to numb myself to the sex. Quite the #opposite. I use the #weed as a tool to #quiet my anxieties, my nervousness... then I aim to be present on the moment- not always a #success. I can't wait until we move, settle in, start anew... #blankcanvas! I think it will do wonders for my #body, #mind & #soul. #💋 #MsOrganicLust