#severus angst

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Severus & Minnie Drabble feat. Teddy Lupin

My Love & Care ~kid!harry & guardian!severus

Glossy Eyes ~sub!severus*

First Time for Everything ~teenager!harry & guardian!severus

I’m Here Drabble ~teenager!harry & guardian!severus

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Addicted to My Girl*

Notes: Let's go write a little angst! I don't know where so much inspiration came from (maybe from the love I have for this character? Very likely), I swear the ending is cute and only the beginning is angst, ok? Anyway, I hope you enjoy it ^^ 

  I'll always be here- Severus Snape Oneshot

Genrer: Angst Oneshot (with soft moments).

Warnings: Angst; bad linguage; nudity and alcohol.

Word Count: 1.994.

Pronouns: None.

Films and Books: Harry Potter.

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The closer the day came when Severus would receive the title of traitor, the worse he felt. Dumbledore knew Malfoy well enough to know that he wouldn't have the courage to kill him, and because of this his faithful companion, Severus Snape, would have to do it. Otherwise Draco, and possibly his family, would be killed. Obviously Snape tried to argue against it, but as always, Alvo didn't listen and made it clear that his death was for the greater good. Then, as he had sworn to always do what the man ordered, so it had to be done.

 Your man knew that, besides you, no one else knew about it. Because you are Snape's companion, Dumbledore entrusted to tell you so that you wouldn’t believe, even for an instant, that your love was truly a traitor. But even knowing this he still felt as if everyone who looked at him knew the truth, but still judged him, he received such cold, often even disgusted looks. Some feared him, others felt contempt, and he knew it, the only one who really knew Severus are you, only you knew that he aren’t that arrogant being and indifferent to the feelings of others that he appeared to be, no, you knew that this was just a shell that he molded to protect himself and execute Alvo’s plan. A character that hid the selfless and kind man you fell in love with. 

Nowadays you lived together in a house far away from the city, a refuge for the two of you, a place where you could love each other without having to live with the stares and whispers of the people. Of course, this place meant much more of a refuge for Snape than for you. The greatest pleasure of his day was coming home and being greeted by you. Your days together were perfect, the moments with you made Severus feel alive again. Until the days of your current present came, even you couldn't tell how you got sick, or rather, what you got sick from. Sometimes you felt fine, but soon you would relapse again, your man would make some potions to make you better and take care of you, he didn't mind doing that, and you could tell by the patience he had and how affectionate he was with you.

Heyyy anon! Thanks for the request! I can absolutely do that! So a sub!severus esque with aftercare? This should be fun! I’m thinking a book 7 timeline. When Charity Burbage is killed in front of Severus. Where Severus fucks up and his partner punishes him...? But goes maybe a bit too far, so she’s extra gentle in the aftercare? 

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Warnings: NSFW, 18+!!!, sub!severus, handcuffs, toys, sex, riding, angst, smut, yelling, heartbreaking severus, just lots of NSFW

1200 Words

Prompts #4. “Hey, Hey. Are you alright? Hey, everything’s going to to be okay. Here, Come here.” & #16. “I don’t give two fucks. Strip.”

Key words: rough/dominant/pushy & soft aftercare afterwards

Enjoy (:

“I can’t believe you!” you reprimanded Severus as he came back to Spinners End from Malfoy Manor. 

“I didn’t have a choice.” Severus huffed. 

“Didn’t have a choice?!” your voice began to raise, “You watched our collegue and friend die!! What the fuck, Severus?!”

He couldn’t look at you. He was so ashamed.

You were completely right. He should have done something. 

“What could I have done?!” he raised his voice back, “Just tell them to stop and kill me as well?!!”

At this, tears started to swell in your eyes.

You two stood in the living room in silence for a minute before you meekly yet sternly spoke, “What if that had been me? What if they caught me, Sev?? What would you have done then??” your voice quivered.

He didn’t have a response for you.

You were completely right. He had messed up. A lot. And you still loved him through it. 

“I’m sorry.” was all he managed in a gruff, yelled out voice.

You looked at him. He was disheveled. He wasn’t doing well. You could tell. But at that moment you didn’t give two fucks, this man needed to be taught a lesson.

A slight smirk grew on your lips as you figured out a plan. You put your stern and dominating face back on and looked Severus right in the eyes. 

“Strip.” was all you said. 

“Excuse me?” he said, genuinely shook that the conversation had taken such a turn. 

“You heard me.” you threateningly stated.

Severus huffed and rolled his eyes, “I’m not just gonna strip in the living room, anyone could see us.” 

“I don’t give two fucks. Strip.” you blankly stated. 

Severus was certainly not one to be ordered around, but your pushiness and demanding nature always made him hard as fuck. And he could already feel his trousers tightening. 

“Fuck. Ok.” was all he said, as he took off his robes, then his shirt, and finally stripping all the way down to his boxers.

You chuckled at his painfully obvious hard erection, “Is that what you want? Want me to punish you for such a reckless, stupid action? How rough do you think I need to be for you to learn your lesson, Sev?” you tauntingly demanded.

Severus groaned which turned into a moan of a whisper, “So rough, God please, be so rough...”

At that, you palmed his rock hard dick through his trousers and whispered into his ear, “Then get your arse out of these boxers and yourself onto the bed.” you continued in a play to exert your dominance, “and while your at it, handcuff yourself to the bedposts.”

He groaned again and basically ran into the bedroom. 

When you entered the bedroom, you decided two things:

One, you were gonna keep your clothes on while you fucked him senseless, and two, that he was gonna be begging your name over and over all night.

The sight when you walked in the bedroom was gorgeous. Severus had his hands cuffed to the bed posts and he was fully naked. 

“I would call you a good boy for listening, but you’ve been such bad boy that you don’t deserve that” you snarled, and Severus pupils only dilated even more.

You got onto the bed and swung yourself so that you were straddling him. 

“God, you look so helpless and desperate” you lustfully spat.

All Severus could do was whimper and buck his hips at you in neediness. 

“Ohhh, is that what you want?” you mockingly asked.

He nodded desperately. 

“Words, whore.” you demanded. 

“Yes, GOD YES, pleeeease...” he begged.

You moved up to his ear and threateningly purred, “Alright Sev, I’ll fuck you.”

You could see his relief in you not teasing him for hours on end like other times.

But you continued, “I’m not finished, dear. I’ll fuck you alright. I’ll fuck you so hard that YOU will be the one not walking tomorrow, until your begging me to stop, until your pouring your heart for me” you purred with a devilish smirk on your face.

Severus face clearly said one thing:

Oh Fuck... 

You chuckled at his reaction, and without warning you had moved your knickers to the side and rammed yourself onto his hard, pre-cumming dick.

That caused Severus to almost howl. And that only spurred you on more. You could tell that having his hands cuffed was driving him crazy. He just squirmed in pleasure and powerlessness, as you rode him hard.

All sorts of curses fell from his pretty lips, and you could tell he was about to cum. 

“Please... please...” Severus whimpered, as you bounced on his cock in a merciless, pounding rhythm. 

“No.” you lustfully jeered, “Only good boys get to cum.”

He mewled, as you continued to thrust him into you at a blinding pace. You came three full times before you even considered letting Severus cum.

And he was a mess.

A babbling mess. 

“Does my whore wanna cum in my pussy?” you taunted.

Severus couldn’t do anything but just nod, he was so overstimulated. 

“Go ahead, you’ve been a good boy long enough” you let him off then.

And as you rode him out, he came, spurting ropes of cum into your pussy, coating your walls. And he howled your name in pleasure. 

After a minute, you got off him, but he looked off. Hurt almost. 

“Sev?  Are you alright?” you concerningly said.

He just started to whimper and tears started to form in his eyes. You immediately felt bad.

Had you gone too far?

You quickly uncuffed his hands and grabbed the blanket. 

“Hey, Hey. Are you alright? Hey, everything’s going to to be okay. Here, Come here.”

You opened your arms and he hesitantly came into your embrace and you wrapped him in the blanket. 

“I’m so sorry.” you pleaded with him.

He said nothing. 

“Let’s take a bath, yea?” you offered, regret lacing your voice for how far you had made Severus go.

He just nodded.

You got up, took off your clothes, and drew a bath. You went back to the bedroom to find Severus silently crying.

This also brought you to tears, “I’m sorry, I’m so sorry, Sev...” you rambled as you brought him to the bath.

You cradled him in the bath for a while, deeply concerned and continuously apologizing.

At one point Severus softly spoke, “No, I’m sorry. You were right.”

He had interrupted your tunneling apologies, and you just looked at him. 

“You did nothing wrong, my love” he continued, “I messed up, I’m sorry.”

You just looked at him, sorrow and love filling your heart at the same time. Then he kissed you. It was very light and hesitant, but you helped it along.

Then, you both spent a good time in the bath, just in each others presence.

Suddenly Severus choked out, “I’m so glad it wasn’t you,”

Summary: This oneshot is based on the legend of hanahaki, a disease that causes flowers to grow in the lungs of the person who has fallen in love but hasn’t had their love reciprocated, as this disease has no cure, there will come a time when the flowers will prevent the person from breathing, thus leading they to death.

Warnings: Distressing. Sad ending. SFW.

Gender: Angst Oneshot.

Pronouns: None.

Characters: Severus Snape; Madame Pomfrey; Lílian Evans and James Potter (Aren’t my autorship).

Film and Book: Harry Potter.

Notes: I really enjoyed writing this oneshot (it's the first one I've written actually), and I really hope you like it, so enjoy reading it! ^^ 

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Prompt: The reader finally finds out about severus’ plan all along with dumbledore and goes looking for him, but runs into the last person she’d ever want to run into.

Warnings: ANGST

Tips: go on spotify and search “sad instrumental music” & play that in the background while you read! it makes it even sadder.

Authors Notes: I hope you enjoy! This took forever to write! i’m sorry if it’s not very good. ALSO! please leave some feedback. it motivates me to write more !!

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she couldn’t believe it. her husband had betrayed her immensely. when she found out that Albus Dumbledore had been killed by no other than her Severus Snape, y/n didn’t know what to think. she had so many mixed emotions. The minute she heard about it, she charged out of her and severus’ chambers in search for her husband.

the minute she spotted him, she stopped immediately in her tracks. she watch as he walked side by side with Bellatrix Lestrange and destroyed the only place she called home. Y/n thought to herself about whether or not Severus’ love for her was as fake as his professor act, and this thought broke her heart.

Now Severus had become Headmaster of Hogwarts and he and the death eaters took over and ruined everything. Y/n hadn’t even looked Severus’ way when he walked in the room. Her heart was too shattered and she knew that if she did, she would break down in front of everyone and she knew she couldn’t do that because everyone looked to her for encouragement about everything. Severus hadn’t looked her way either, but she knew he must still care about her a little when he helped her out a few days ago in the corridors.

“do you have something to say” One of the death eaters said dangerously as he got in her face.

“n-no.” y/n spoke quietly and nervously.

“come on say it. i seen the way you looked at me. didn’t you amycus?” The evil looking man turned to his friend.

Before y/n could say anything else, a familiar voice interrupted the situation.

“Amycus. Greyback. Is there a problem?..” Severus spoke slow, but sternly.

y/n saw how nervous the two death eaters became once severus arrived. She knew they were scared of him.

“no severus. there isn’t.” Greyback said annoyingly and walked away from y/n and severus.

Y/n slowly lifted her head to look at severus as they made eye contact for a few seconds before severus walked away.

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After Minerva scared off Severus and the war began, y/n became even more nervous. She knew this time would eventually come, but she didn’t expect it to begin this soon.

She watched as everyone in the castle rushed to prepare for war. Some students were rushed out the doors and some prepared to fight with the rest of the wizards.

y/n nervously rushed down to her chambers to calm herself down. she ran inside and into the bathroom to splash cold water on her face. She began to take deep breathes to help calm her nerves. Before she grabbed her cloak, a family screeching noise began.

She turned quickly as she saw her owl, Olive, sitting in the window with a letter in her beak.

y/n grabbed the letter from her owl and gave her a gentle pat before looking down and noticing the familiar handwriting on the paper.

She knew instantly that it was from Severus. Y/n slowly opened the letter and began to read:

y/n..

I know by now you must hate me, but i have reasonings and if you would just please keep reading to let me explain. The war is starting and I believe that it was be best for you to know now just incase.

Ever since the first wizarding war, i’ve always had a plan. Actually it was Albus’ plan. He made it my duty to protect Harry Potter. For years i’ve been working as a double agent for both Albus and Voldemort, but i am on Hogwarts’ side. I’ve always been. Albus wanted me to kill him. He was already dying and knew that if I let draco kill him, it would only ruin the boy.

My reasoning for ignoring you y/n is simple. I knew that if i looked at you, that my walls would come crashing down. that i wouldn’t be able to play the double agent any longer. Because i love you and want you safe.

I know you may not believe me, but if you just put these in the pensieve, then you can see for yourself. I love you my dear.

Severus.

y/n looked down at the small bottle which held Severus’ memories. She slowly walked over to the pensieve that they had owned and dropped the memories inside.

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she pushed herself out of the pensieve and stood in shock. she knew there was no way Severus had meant to do everything he did. She knew that her husband was a good man. But then her heart began to break once more. She had to find him. she had to find him and she had to show him that she still loved him.

y/n grabbed her cloak and her wand and sprinted out of the chambers and into the war.

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she looked everywhere. It was struggle to search for her husband and also protect herself as well as the others around her.

She first looked around the castle in hopes of him being there, but he was nowhere to be found. She finally decided to look around Hogsmeade.

“severus !” y/n yelled in hopes of hearing her husband yell back, but her hopes were not successful.

she continued to yell as she walked near the Leaky Cauldron.

“Severus!” She yelled loudly.

“severus, severus” an evil voice echoed back from behind her.

y/n stopped dead in her tracks. she recognized that voice in an instant. it was same voice who taunted her weeks ago. she turned around slowly and was face to face with an evil looking greyback.

“leave me alone.” she said sternly but nervous as she raised her wand.

the man only laughed evilly and y/n knew instantly that she was in trouble.

“please..” were the only words that came from her mouth before her wand was knocked out of her hand and she was thrown on the ground.

“finally.. i can show you that your no good husband can’t save you now.” he laughed as he whispered the cruciatus curse in her ear.

y/n instantly screamed bloody murder and her body twisted all sorts of ways. she felt as if she was on fire. her screams became louder and louder. so loud that someone a mile away could hear.

although she was in immense pain, the only good thing was that her screams were so loud, Severus heard them. he instantly sprinted in the direction they came from.

… but when he arrived to where the screams were, he knew he was already too late. he stopped dead in his tracks as he watched Fenrir Greyback raise his wand and sliced

y/n’s throat.

“NO!” Severus screamed as he made eye contact with the horrible man who was now smiling evilly at him.

Severus raised his wand and instantly struck Greyback with the Killing Curse. Causing the man to fly back a few feet and he no longer moved or breathed.

Severus sprinted towards y/n’s body as his knees buckled underneath him and he fell next to her side. she was still breathing, but was now bleeding very very badly. Severus knew there was nothing he could do.

“y/n..” he began to say but y/n interrupted him.

“i-i got your letter.” she spoke. “i believe you sev. i still- i still love you.” tear began to form in her eyes.

Severus smiled painfully as he pulled her into his lap. he began to stoke her wet hair out of her face and placed a shaky hand onto her wound.

“i’m going to die… aren’t i..” she spoke quietly as her breathes hitched.

severus remained silent for a few seconds. he wanted to tell her no, but he also didn’t want to lie to her any longer. he knew this was it. he knew that y/n was dying.

“i-i.. i don’t know what to do y/n.. i-i can’t.. i can’t fix it..” severus broke down as y/n realized she had never seen severus this upset before.

she slowly raised her hand up to his cheek to try and calm him down. he looked into her eyes as tears flowed down his face.

“it’s okay..” she said plainly. “it will be okay severus. The war is going to be over. a-and you’re going to be happy. you-you’re going to find someone who l-loves you like i do now..” she tried to calm him down but this just made him worse.

he shook his head as he began to cry even harder “no. no y/n i will never love anyone again. you are my person..” he was in denial.

y/n tried to speak but she began to cough. small amounts of blood began to come out of her mouth.

“you will severus. i want you to.. i want you to be happy ..” she held onto his hand tightly “i love so much severus snape..”

severus gripped onto y/n’s hand so tight that she winced. but she didn’t care and neither did Severus. His heart shattered into a million pieces. It took him years to find someone who loved him and he finally had her, and now she was being taken away from him in a way he would never wish on anyone.

“y/n please..” he begged as if she had a choice.

y/n began to cough and choke even more now. she knew this was it. she knew these were her final moments.

“severus.. i love you.” she spoke through the coughs. “i will always l-love you. i-i’m going to watch over you and wa-atch you be h-happy”

severus began to shake because of how bad he was crying.

“make me proud..” she said, knowing those were her last words.

she breathed in one last final breath and squeezed onto severus’ hand so tight his hand felt like it was breaking. he watch as the light in his wife’s usual bright y/e/c eyes went out and her hand slowly let go of his.

6 years ago he found his whole world, and 6 years later, his whole world was taken away from him..