#seulgi.

Lockscreens @wontune

                 if you’d been there for long enough, you’d know that nature seems to favor seulgi. whenever things would be wary for most, she would seem to hold her own as if nothing preoccupied her enough to shift her emotions. and if you do know her for long, you wouldn’t blame that trait in trauma, because it was always there. for the most part, she could count on many people to watch her back growing up, and then when she did she could still stand strong when needed. which was the main reason she remained beautiful, her stance gracious, and her soul clear. the doubts that surrounded her mind were never once seen by people passing by, which obviously only increased her popularity as a role model. — look, there she goes, that girl that went through so much and still grew to be successful. what a great fucking walking miracle was she. but rather than be defined by the things people would look her up for, she rather not address them at all, because if they didn’t know her then they never will. her sisters knew though, that when it comes to seulgi it shall never be provoked until it talks, it will come to you eventually when it wants to. their relationship was different from the ones that she had her whole life, instead of supporting and holding her like she was glass and could be broken, they would treat her as their own person and that was the best she could ask for. ‘ yeah. thank you.’ seulgi nodded more times than usual to her, not so sister hailey, she wanted to blink her one eye as in a way only she would understand the meaning but they were public right now ready to film for a tv appearance and even if the people around them were to busy working their details, she loved good secrecy. ‘ you too. red is your color.’ the one thing no one knew, or rather no one would take much look into, was that seulgi and hailey were similar in so many things that it would come to be painful to seulgi herself. whenever her best friend was distracted talking people to their best, she would quickly realize how authentic she was enough to hurt her — being alive, being true to yourself, being powerful in your words, in your heart holds so much sentiment and so much courage that those around you who doubt, those around you who fear you are blind by their own jealousy. and even if seulgi thought she wanted to be more like hailey, it was rather the contrary, she already was and deep down she was just afraid to be. so whenever they were shining on their own it was completely glorious, sex was out of this world, the laugh was as loud as many sirens, and even the world around was wider, magnificent but still not enough to pin them down. there is a price to pay for being yourself, yet there is no amount of money to count the regrets of not being anything other than you. which was the main reason she was never once mistaken by her true feelings regarding hailey, or any other person in her life for that matter. they didn’t hold her, they weren’t the reason she was strong; seulgi was, and she was glad to whatever strength she had within. she held hailey’s shoulder casually and in a quick embrace, her eyes were filled with adoration. ‘ let’s make this quick, i wanna go home already.’ 

with @seulgi-th;;

No mesmo instante que a música começou a tocar durante a pausa, Jin Miyeon se levantou do lugar como se a sua vida dependesse daquilo. Virou-se rente à platéia e começou a executar a coreografia tão conhecida por ela de Touch My Body, do SISTAR, sem se importar se estava chamando atenção ao seu redor pela ridiculosidade de seus atos. Conseguia ver os fãs se divertirem, sacando os celulares e câmeras para filmá-la com sorrisos no rosto; e isso a deixava motivada à tornar daquele simples momento durante o evento esportivo em uma festa. 

                  although seulgi was never much of exploring new cities they traveled to and playing the tourist part, the times she did it was exceptionally special only if hailey was sharing her company. all four of them had a different interest of what to see and when even if their schedules were all packed it was rare when they could explore a place together. she wasn’t complaining though, especially because she was the one delaying ever opportunity to have a few more hours to sleep in the hotel. enjoying the comfortable beds, the chocolate on the pillows and the expansive luxuries of room service was her expertise, the possibility of it still counting as experiencing the world — of hotels. in the meantime, when she would go out, like today, she was not the be the one sitting in the corner with a bitter face. instead, she liked to be her best self to make merry well enough to leave a good memory. in the town square of madrid, where the snow-covered most of the ground and the sky was pale, white snowflakes still falling slowly over the course of the time they have been outside. it was a short walk from the hotel to the tourist part of the city, where now they were trying to find the coffee house they passed through the night before. while haneul was concentrated with the phone on her hand, trying to make the steps clear as google maps demanded, kyungri was right behind her giving directions as she had been there before — she probably didn’t, but seulgi had fun observing the two argue over terribly beautiful weather in madrid. regretting going even out of their bedroom, hailey was right behind with her, arms together and walking carefully of where they stepped. she was chatting excitedly, she loved how her attention was full all over the place all the time. although seulgi wished she could steal at least ten percent of hailey’s energy, she wouldn’t dare to touch even a slight bit of her personality — as annoying as it could be at times. ‘ are we lost yet ? ’ she said loud enough for the two on front to hear, protecting hers and hailey’s hands together in gloves over her own coat’s pocket. she watched as haneul argued once again about the phone, everything telling them to give up but seulgi holding her gaze to a smile as they observed the whole place for clues. ‘ let’s just go … any elsewhere … ’ she suggests, being unheard by all the opinions flying over their mouths. she could tell they were all frustrated, with work, traveling, performing and still trying their best to keep it collected and fierce, as they were. they all had a different way of showing their sorrows though, but seulgi was quick on her mind to catch on as soon as they started arguing over stupid reasons — such as not finding a coffee house that neither of them was familiar with. it wasn’t anything personal or really frighting to their group or friendship, it was completely normal that they had discussions like that over time but it was just how they mended at the end that matter. just before they could start saying really hurtful things to one another, she let go of hailey’s hand and walked a few steps forward not to be noticed by the argument heating up. holding her attention over the ground covered in show, seulgi downed in her knees a little to get a bit of snow enough to make a powerful ball. she then turned over to the three girls still talking over each other, silliness filling herself when she grabbed their attention. ‘ watch out ! ’ she yelled right before throwing the ball exactly at hailey’s face in a perfect aim, who grinned over in angry becoming red because of the cold, quite adorably as seulgi perceived. a big smile followed by a chuckle so strong her belly moved forward, it was so funny that her laugh couldn’t be held. just as soon she heard kyungri called it childish right before haneul did the same at their leader, but not before she could dodge hailey’s attempt to hit her. in a matter of minutes, they were in a tough snowball fight cherished by laughs and mindless bruises, just enough to leave the troubles away. 

What they smell like: seulgi probably smell a little bit like barbecue… you know? no, but like, a sort of wooden scent. sometimes like cinnamon, yes! like cinnamon. she is the kind of person who has lotion of cinnamon and passes it every time she gets out of the shower, but also when she feels like her skin is dry so even her clothes must smell like her nice lotion which smells like cinnamon. it’s the same lotion, she is also very loyal to the brands she puts on her skin so it’s always the same but it’s the kind of same that you’d know it’s her from miles away because of the scent.

How they sleep (sleeping position, schedule, etc): it must have took years for seulgi to organize her sleep back on track, at some point when she was still a trainee i think she used to take medicines to sleep at night because she used to like to sleep during the afternoon and that was just not healthy. so doing exercises and dancing helped her to be more tired and sleep better at night, that’s why as soon as she wakes up she goes for a run or when their schedule it’s tight she just jogs at the dorm a little bit. so for that reason it’s really rare to see seulgi awake past midnight, only if they are traveling, then she must get back sometimes to her medicine just to sleep on the car while they are driving or on the airplane, just to keep her rest on time and not to fuck up her hours. as for sleeping position, she is like a stone, literally… sleeps looking at the ceiling and doesn’t make any sound so it’s kind of weird, it’s hard to tell if she is really sleeping or just with her eyes closed. almost never uses a pillow, which is weird too, but she just got used to it.

What music they enjoy: very pop, for a rapper seulgi just loves katy perry way too much, rihanna and beyonce too. it’s rare to see seulgi listening to something really sad or just acoustic and to their own music too, she just cringes. anyways, you know just go listen to badgalseulgi.

How much time they spend getting ready every morning: a little but not too much, i think it depends on the morning and what their schedule is.  for example, she doesn’t take really long showers, it’s something close to ten or fifteen minutes, however, she does take longer doing her makeup to go whenever or to do her skincare. as she is doing her makeup, she is thinking about what she could wear and what she wants to hear so that when she is finished she already has an idea. i think she takes longer to dress for personal occasions than to really big schedules. once she took one hour to dress to go to a mall with hailey, the next day she took twenty minutes to put an outfit together to an airport look.

Their favorite thing to collect: expansive makeup, that’s it. even though she doesn’t know much, she just likes having the best of stuff.

Left or right-handed: right-handed and i believe once she broke her right pulse after falling in a volley game, she was like thirteen, wore a cast for one whole month.

Religion (if any): none.

Favorite sport: volleyball! she loves all sorts of sports actually if there is a football game on television and seulgi sees it she stops to see a little bit. she is not the time to get into a specific team, except on volley, that i think she still cheers for some friends of her from school and once even took hailey to a game. she has her awards on the dorm too, it’s like two and a few medals from other games that she cherishes it and likes to have around, remembers every story about every game she played and has one frame of her family (even chan-u is there) with her holding a medal after one volleyball game frame on top of them, it’s really cute. 

Favorite touristy thing to do when traveling (museums, local food, sightseeing, etc): go to a really high building or place of the city and just watch the sunset or sunrise from there, sometimes in a tight schedule she doesn’t have the time to wait so she just likes to pick a nice restaurant in a high building of the city and go there with wndr, jiwook and other people of the crew, just drink, eat and have fun seeing the city they are in. it’s a nice moment, i think she enjoys taking pictures with the girls in touristic famous places too but not as much as she likes to explore the department stores with hailey on every new place they go in, either in south korea or like europe. likes to get to know new local people too, make new friends, even if she doesn’t show as much.

Favorite kind of weather: spring, because it’s not really hot and not really cold, it’s just cozy and the flowers are everywhere so it’s nice to go outside. she gets to wear pretty clothes too, that’s what she loves the most about spring.

A weird/obscure fear they have: feeling sad again. not sad like a normal sad, like when you see a sad movie or hear sad news, but like sad the kind of sad when you think there is nothing else in the world other than sorrow, bad things, and death. what she means it’s being depressed again, even though she still it’s kind of depressed and tries to grow past this each day, but the kind of depressed where she felt like she had no one in the world anymore. where not even the closest people in her life where enough to top the feeling that everything was gonna end and that it didn’t matter anymore, that’s her worst fear. seulgi just knows now that there is more to it and that her parents want (in the present tense, because they are still with her) her to live, be happy and be grateful for things and for the people that love her. so that’s why she is so careful with what she says, thinks and feels because she wants it to be meaningful and especially, she wants to keep doing it.

What was the last thing that made you laugh?

did you see me falling in those stairs before coming here? that is still making me laugh. i guess i was just nervous, there are many sonders today that i kinda panicked a little bit but i’m okay now.

Which did they hate?

really sunny days, cause it’s hard to open your eyes when you are outside. 

What is their favourite food?

don’t laugh at me, okay? but it’s cookies. 

Whats their background picture?

it’s a group photo we took in our last vacation together by the beach.

What apps their have in their phone?

just the basics, i don’t have that much memory. i like candy crush, just the regular instagram and kakao… that’s the ones i use the most and that i can remember now.